For my dreams I hold my life

Nemoć malog čovjeka

Nekako se u zadnje vrijeme, svakodnevno gledajući televiziju, osjećam tako nemoćno i jadno kad vidim kakva se sranja događaju oko nas a mi ne bismo ni prstom maknuli zbog toga... Svaku nedjelju znam šta me čeka na prvoj stranici teletexta - izvještaj o svim prometnim nesrećama koje su se desile prošlu noć i uglavnom je svaki vikend isto: Na cesti toj i toj pijani vozač zbog prekoračenja brzine izgubio je kontrolu nad autom i zabio se u taj i taj auto u kojem su poginuli vozač i suvozač, oboje su imali 20ak godina. Naravno pijanoj budali nije ništa, možda ima 2-3 masnice. I tako je uvijek. Nevini ljudi koji su se slučajno našli u krivo vrijeme na krivom mjestu su mrtvi, a tom govnu koje je uzrokovalo nesreću nije ništa. A naši divni hrvatski zakoni su takvi da će tip dobit novčanu kaznu, možda mu ni vozačku neće oduzeti (a i da mu je oduzmu ne bi ništa napravili jer bi budala svejedno vozila). Pred koju godinu se sve i svašta pisalo po novinama vezano za jednog pripadnika "zlatne mladeži", mladog gospodina Hrvoja Ž. koji je nakon puno tekila išao voziti i ubio djevojku, a njenog dečka strpao u invalidska kolica. Ne znam kako, ali dobio je 5 godina. I onda je po novinama seruckao da je on žrtva pravosuđa, on jadan tako mlad mora bit u zatvoru, takve kazne nisu uobičajene u našem pravosuđu... e pa trebale bi postati uobičajene. JER NE MOŽEŠ NEKOG UBIT I SAMO PLATIT NOVČANU KAZNU!!! A i tih 5 godina šta je on dobio je premalo (još i stalno izlazi iz zatvora koliko se sjećam jer je jadan boležljiv ili tako nešto). Nikad mi nije bilo jasno kako ljudi mrtvi pijani (2-3 promila) mogu sjest u auto a ni hodat ne mogu i ići vozit, I JOŠ VOZIT BRZO!! Ne bi bila nikakva šteta kad bi takve budale sebe ubile u nesrećama koje uzrokuju, ali uvijek, baš uvijek stradaju nevini ljudi. A kazne za to su nikakve... To je tako tužno.
Dalje... Mislim da se svi sjećaju Luke Ritza i načina na koji je umro. Nije jedini, ali se o njemu najviše pričalo u medijima. Nakon ne znam koliko vremena konačno su otkrili tko ga je ubio. Ali ispalo je da je ubojica maloljetan pa ne može ići u zatvor. Ljudi moji, pa u kojoj usranoj državi ja to živim? Ubiješ čovjeka, ali si maloljetan pa ne ideš u zatvor. Ali ako imaš 18+ godina i uhvate te da pušiš travu dobit ćeš zatvorsku kaznu. Možda ne uvijek, ali je moguće. I još jedan apsurd - za posjedovanje marihuane dobiješ manju kaznu nego za posjedovanje heroina. Možda se i ovi u pravosuđu pucaju u venu pa si ne žele pozatvarat dilere(a i puno dilera je na slobodi jer su im policajci glavne mušterije). A kad netko u saboru spomene legalizaciju trave HDZ-ovci se odmah nađu srat: On je narkoman, on je za legalizaciju lakih droga. Ljudi moji, pa alkohol je legalan, zar ne??
I šta u vezi svega toga može napraviti običan mali čovjek kojemu smetaju nepravde? Sam ne može ništa. Šta se tiče prometnih nesreća, ako je zdrav može darivati krv i možda pomoći nekoj žrtvi tih budala koje pijane idu vozit. A ako se njemu desi da postane žrtva jedne od tih budala, nadajmo se da bar nosi donorsku karticu u džepu pa će možda spasiti život nekim jadnim ljudima kojima je život okrenuo leđa (međutim, i tu postoji rupa u zakonu jer bez obzira na donorsku karticu obitelj mora odobriti darivanje organa, a mnogi od njih u tom trenutku razmišljaju: Jadan moj sin, kao da nije dosta šta je mrtav, još će ga i mrtvog sakatit. Pritom ne razmišljaju o tome da je on mrtav i da njemu svi ti organi više ne trebaju, a mnogima bi vratili osmijeh na lice. No, ljudi su sebični, pa u takvim trenucima misle samo na sebe i na svoju bol, a za tuđu bol, kojoj bi mogli stati na kraj, ne mare.)
Zato ljudi, nemojte bit sebični. Jer vaši postupci određuju i živote drugih ljudi. Kad sjednete u auto s više od 2 promila u krvi, sjetite se samo toga koliko ćete možda osmijeha skinuti s lica. Kad se u vašem mjestu organizira akcija darivanja krvi, ako ste zdravi i imate više od 55 kg, sjetite se koliko ćete osmijeha možda vratiti na lice ako darujete krv. To su ipak stvari na koje možete utjecati. Rastužuju me samo stvari koje sam prije napisala, a na koje ne mogu utjecati. Žalosno je koliko se samo života ugasi godišnje zbog tuđe sebičnosti i gluposti. A nitko ne bude kažnjen zbog toga... Kad razmišljam o tome baš mi dođe da se odselim iz ove proklete Hrvatske gdje ništa ne funkcionira jer se političari ne bore za one koji su ih izabrali, nego za svoje dupe i samo gledaju kako će šta više toga pokrast...

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Bas moram pisati taj opis bloga? Dobro, pa... Blog ce, buduci da ga ne pise nitko pametan, biti pun gluposti, mozda mi izleti koja pametna, ali tesko...

jedna od meni najdrazih:

Sleeping Sun

The sun is sleeping quietly
Once upon a century
Wistful oceans calm and red
Ardent caresses laid to rest

For my dreams I hold my life
For wishes I behold my night
The truth at the end of time
Losing faith makes a crime

I wish for this night-time
to last for a lifetime
The darkness around me
Shores of a solar sea
Oh how I wish to go down with the sun
Sleeping
Weeping
With you

Sorrow has a human heart
From my god it will depart
I'd sail before a thousand moons
Never finding where to go

Two hundred twenty-two days of light
Will be desired by a night
A moment for the poet's play
Until there's nothing left to say

I wish for this night-time...

I wish for this night-time...









brojac od 10.6.2006.



MOJ BIJELI LABUDE

I bas me briga
ko te nocas vozi kuci,
briga me

I ako si i sretna ko sto kazes,
mada znam da lazes
sve to ubija me

Hmmm, grlim hladne jastuke
hmmm, moj bijeli labude

I briga me sto nisi mjesec,
a ni sunce, briga me
al' neces moci preko
blatne kaljuze
cista stic' do moje postelje

Hmmm, grlim hladne jastuke

Ref. 2x
Moj bijeli labude
kad me jednom ne bude
sve ce vode, labude
da se razbistre

I bas me briga
ko te nocas vozi kuci,
briga me

I ako si i sretna ko sto kazes,
mada znam da lazes
sve to ubija me

Hmmm, grlim hladne jastuke

Ref. 4x






Ja sam samo jedna luda romanticna dusa kojoj nema spasa... sanjar do boli... ako se ikad promijenim, znaci da mi se nesto gadno desilo... jer nisam osoba koja je sposobna nosit masku...






White Night Fantasy

Enchantress came to me and said:
Meet me at the lake tonight

I hummed this song to the white
Through the shroud of snow I saw
Paradise
Peace
No more lies

Crestfallen soul
Rest for this night
Love is here
Right here under my wings

I dream of wolves with them I run
For me she lengthened the night
I am home
I am in peace

Crestfallen soul
Rest for this night
Love is here
Right here under my wings




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pjesma za mene:

Papa Roach "Sometimes"

I'm dreamin about tomorrow, I'm thinkin of yesterday, I consume myself in sorrow this moment in time is what I betray, I
am searching for the answers

[Chorus]
I look around sometimes I get sad, 'Cause I don't know which way to go, I look around sometimes I get sad, 'Cause my life
is spinning out of control

I never know what you want, I never know what you need, it was different from the start, when you cut me in two I never
thought I would bleed, but I am searching for the answers

[Chorus]

I will go this alone I don't need nobody's help, I've got to do this myself, Alone, Alone, Alone, Alone

[Chorus x2]


LET 3 - Dijete u vremenu

Gledam u tuznu jesenju noc
s pokisle grane lisce otpada
u daljini cujem muziku neku
i pitam sebe, gdje li si sada

Ja svakog dana proklinjem sebe
zasto te drugom prepustih lako
pjevao sam pjesme, nad'o se boljem
i bezbroj puta uz gitaru plak'o

Ref.
Nisi me voljela u ono vrijeme
a ja sam zelio samo jedno
sad kada nismo mi mladi k'o nekada
dodji da ostarimo zajedno

Da li jos pamtis ljubavi moja
kako smo ruze zajedno brali
gdje li si sada mladosti moja
zasto su tebe od mene ukrali

Achtung, Achtung
ein animalischen sex
mit die zwei penzioneren
sport und elegantisch

Oder extravagantisch
atention, atention
für die grosse erektion
liebe Penis, liebe zwei
liebe sex abnormal

Nisi me voljela u ono vrijeme
a ja sam zelio samo jedno...
nisi me voljela u ono vrijeme
a ja sam zelio samo jedno
sad kada nismo mi mladi ko nekada
dodi da ostarimo zajedno...



EPICA Dance Of Fate

When darkness will reign and blind us all

When darkness will reign and blind us all
Allegiance will bind us if we do not fall

We cannot tell when morning comes
Is there a choice to live another day?
It's hard to find a new direction in your fragile life

The precious time of your existence is now to come
Don't throw your life away by cheating time
Sugared placebos only fool your mind

Now I want the water to wash away all my sins
The wind to blow away my thoughts without meaning
The fire to burn away my thickened skin

When darkness will reign and blind us all
Allegiance will bind us if we do not fall

Novas portas pandimus

What is this pace, the type of dance?
I cannot tell which steps I have to take
I'd like to leave, just run away
My feet are tangled up

So hard to face the pace of the clock
What do you think; will it ever stop?
So will I fall and not get up?
I take it all in stride

Now I want the water to wash away all my sins
The wind to blow away my thoughts without meaning
The fire to burn away my thickened skin

Everything has a reason for its happening
Can't you tell it's your own spell and
Everyone has to dance this dance like anyone
Can't break free of destiny

We should open new doors and
Close the ones that we've left behind

Now I want the water to wash away all my sins
The wind to blow away my thoughts without meaning
The fire to burn away my thickened skin

When darkness will reign and blind us all
Allegiance will bind us if we do not fall

Novas portas pandimus
Et post nos occludimus


Nightwish - Feel For You

You were my first love
The earth moving under me
Bedroom scent, beauty ardent
Distant shiver, heaven sent

I'm the snow on your lips
The freezing taste, the silvery sip
I'm the breath on your hair
The endless nightmare, devil's lair

Only so many times
I can say I long for you
The lily among the thorns
The prey among the wolves

Someday, I will feed a snake
Drink her venom, stay awake
With time all pain will fade
Through your memory I will wade

Barely cold in her grave
Barely warm in my bed
Settling for a draw tonight
Puppet girl, your strings are mine

This one is for you for you
Only for you
Just give in to it never think again
I feel for you


Nightwish - Dead Gardens

The story behind the painting I drew is already told
No more tearstains on the pages of my diary
Tired but unable to give up since I`m
Responsible for the lives I saved

The play is done
The curtain`s down

All the tales are told
All the orchids gone
Lost in my own world
Now I care for dead gardens

My song is little worth anymore
Time to lay this weary pen aside

The play is done
The curtain`s down

"Where are the wolves, the underwater moon
The elvenpath, the haven of youth
Lagoons of the starlit sea

Have I felt enough for one man`s deed?
Or is it time to challenge the Ancient of Days
And let the virgin conceive"

All the tales...



Cradle of filth - Nymphetamine

Lead to the river
Midsummer, I waved
A 'V'' of black swans
On with hope to the grave
All through Red September
With skies fire-paved
I begged you appear
Like a thorn for the holy ones

Cold was my soul
Untold was the pain
I faced when you left me
A rose in the rain
So I swore to the razor
That never, enchained
Would your dark nails of faith
Be pushed through my veins again

Bared on your tomb
I'm a prayer for your loneliness
And would you ever soon
Come above unto me?
For once upon a time
From the binds of your lowliness
I could always find
The right slot for your sacred key

Six feet deep is the incision
In my heart, that barless prison
Discolours all with tunnel vision
Sunsetter
Nymphetamine
Sick and weak from my condition
This lust, a vampyric addiction
To her alone in full submission
None better
Nymphetamine

Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
Nymphetamine girl
Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
My nymphetamine girl

Wracked with your charm
I am circled like prey
Back in the forest
Where whispers persuade
More sugar trails
More white lady laid
Than pillars of salt

Fold to my arms
Hold their mesmeric sway
And dance her to the moon
As we did in those golden days

Christening stars
I remember the way
We were needle and spoon
Mislaid in the burning hay

Bared on your tomb
I'm a prayer for your loneliness
And would you ever soon
Come above unto me?
For once upon a time
From the binds of your holiness
I could always find
The right slot for your sacred key

Six feet deep is the incision
In my heart, that barless prison
Discolours all with tunnel vision
Sunsetter
Nymphetamine
Sick and weak from my condition
This lust, a vampyric addiction
To her alone in full submission
None better
Nymphetamine

Sunsetter
Nymphetamine (Nymphetamine)
None better
Nymphetamine



KORN - Thoughtless

Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
Pushing all the mercy down, down, down
I wanna see you try to take a swing at me
Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground

Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me

All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming

Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown
I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me
And I'll pull the trigger
And you're down, down, down

Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me

All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming

All my friends are gone, they died (gonna take you down)
They all screamed, and cried (gonna take you down)

I've got my body, got my body back against the wall
I've got my body, got my body back against the wall
Gonna take you down

[repeat 2x]

I've got my body, got my body back against the wall
I've got my body, got my body back against the...

All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming






Missing

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
Maybe someday you'll look up,
And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one:
"Isn't something missing?"

You won't cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

[Chorus:]
Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
I breathe deep and cry out,
"Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?"

[Chorus]

And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there,
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something...

[Chorus]