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little heart, all black and blue...

17.10.2006., utorak

dva bića-jedno srce

Došlo je u noći. Ljetnoj noći.
To biće. Jako posebno biće.
Tako ustrašeno, a opet puno povjerenja biće.
Sa blještečim očima. I tugom u srcu.
Ostavljeno i odbačeno. Usamljeno biće.
Bez doma. Bez cilja prema kojem bi krenulo.
Izgubljeno biće. Na mom pragu.
S očima uperenim u moje. Očajno biće.
I ja sam ga pustila u srce. I ono se uvuklo.
I ne izlazi van. Naša su srca srasla.
Dva bića, jedno srce.
I sada, kada bića više nema, još uvijek je polovica moga srca njegova.
I oprosti mi.
Za voljenu Kiu.


Ovo sam našla danas, kad sam kopala po starim stvarima, u jednoj bilježnici u koju sam prije (dosta davno prije) zapisivala neke svoje misli i priče. Uglavnom su tamo same gluposti, no ovo me rasplakalo. Znam, patetično i egocentrično je da me mogu rasplakati moje riječi, ali nije stvar u riječima, nego događaju iz tih riječi. Ovdje se radi o psu, mojoj divnoj Kii koja je dolutala i odmah me osvojila. Takvu dobrotu i poniznost nisam vidjela kod nikoga i nigdje. Čak je moja mama govorila da ju podsjeća na njenu baku, a ona joj je vrhunac dobrote...ipak ju je žena odgojila. I znam čudno je da mi je jedan pas tolko značio u životu, al u mojoj obitelji životinje su ravnopravni članovi. Jednostavno mi je to urođeno i u krvi. Nisam ja kriva. Kia je uginula nekolko mjeseci nakon što je došla k nama. Problemi kod štenjenja. Smatram se krivom i odgovornom što to nije zavrsilo drugacije. Pa eto, tribute to Kia...

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"Every Word Was A Piece Of My Heart"
I've been staring at the page for what seems like days
I guess I put this one off for a while
Did I see a tear fall from your eyes ?
Or did you laugh so hard that you cried ?
When I served my secrets on a silver tray to you (hey now)
Hey now, I guess the night's just bringing me down

There's no love, there's no hate
I left them there for you to take
But know that every word was a piece of my heart (hey now)

You've been the blood in my veins
The only one who knows my middle name
And the smiles, they came easy 'cause of you (hey now)
You know that I love you, but I hate you
'Cause I know I can never escape you
So let the choir sing for tonight I'm an easy mark (hey now)
Hey now, am I acting just a little too proud ?

There's no love, there's no hate
I left them there for you to take
But know that every word was a piece of my heart (hey now)
Have I said too much
Maybe I haven't said enough
But know that every word was a piece of my heart (hey now)

Hush me darling, maybe I've lost my touch
Maybe I've lost my guts
There, is that truth enough ?
Hey now, hey now...

[Guitar solo]

You know these love letters mix with whisky
Just don't light a match when you kiss me
Though I'll blow away, you know I'll be back soon (hey now)
Hey now, hey now, hey now, am I talking just a little too loud ?

There's no love, there's no hate
I left them there for you to take
But know that every word was a piece of my heart (hey now)
Have I said too much
Maybe I haven't said enough
But know that every word was a piece of my heart
Hey now, am I talking just a little too proud ?
Hey now, the night's just bringing me down

Bon Jovi

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"I'll Be There For You"

I guess this time you're really leaving
I heard your suitcase say goodbye
And as my broken heart lies bleeding
You say true love it's suicide

You say you're cried a thousand rivers
And now you're swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you won't save me anymore

Now I'm praying to God you'll give me one more chance, girl

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

I know you know we've had some good times
Now they have their own hiding place
I can promise you tomorrow
But I can't buy back yesterday

And Baby you know my hands are dirty
But I wanted to be your valentine
I'll be the water when you get thirsty, baby
When you get drunk, I'll be the wine

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

[Solo]

And I wasn't there when you were happy
I wasn't there when you were down
I didn't mean to miss your birthday, baby
I wish I'd seen you blow those candles out

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

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