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    In a tunnel it is always good to catch sight of the exit
    That nightmare ten days looking for a competent doctor I neither could nor want to remember in detail. An impenetrable door and reception, but also my confused obstinacy to obey advice. From Vinogradska they sent me to Vrapce, but I did not want to know about that, despite the mantra “cooperate, just cooperate”. My prejudice was too strong. Just taking a look at the place raised my panic to the maximum. The general practice doctor suggests that I look at the Rebro where he alleges there is a very competent team, but nobody could force me there, childhood trauma were associated with that place.
    Thus I resorted to the clinic at some out-patient hospital and was dismissed. It all happened like in an ugly dream. Finally, possibly at the third try, after a long and hard battle between my beloved and the dragon-nurse, while I held on shaking in the entrance door of the building, they had pity on me and I was sent to be examined at the Vinogradska, the clinic where I was born. Here I was born and it is fitting that here I die, I thought, and truly I felt as if I would not survive, that it is that end, that I had run out of what I had and that everything beyond was dark and chaos.
    But there, doctor N is discovered! Relief, tingling nerves and curiosity.
    Into whose hands do I fall and what will it feel like? I never had a psychiatrist before.
    And the same spark of curiosity said to me that the darkness is thus not black and there is some health still in me, since curiosity is generally healthy, unless maybe to cats.

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    19.05.2007. (12:05)    -   -   -   -  

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