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nanbudo
punk rock
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Down this road
Another day, another dollar, another bill collecting caller.
Disillusioned, let down, all my heroes are junkies now.
I've been down this road, in the end it's all the same,
another day I'm getting older, another day nothing has changed.
I've been down this road, I'm wrong when I know I'm right,
hard pressed to make it better, but I got no will to fight.
26 and I'm flat broke, I've been down so long I have given up hope.
Shattered nerves anxiety, so much more than I wanted to be.
I often wonder what went wrong,
but I can't remember, it's been too long.
Think out loud things I want to change,
but I know I never will I'm gonna stay this way.
I've been down this road, in the end it's all the same,
another day I'm getting older, another day nothing has changed.
I've been down this road,
I'm wrong when I know I'm right,
hard pressed to make it better, but I got no will to...
Is this my great reward, servitude and solitude,
a lifetime of chances I have blown
I woulda coulda shoulda been so much more than I really am,
and it's nobody else's fault but my own.
Another day, another dollar, another bill collecting caller.
Disillusioned, let down, cause I'm nothing more than a fuck up now.
I've been down this road, in the end it's all the same,
another day I'm getting older, another day nothing has changed.
I've been down this road, I'm wrong when I know I'm right,
hard pressed to make it better, but I got no will to fight.

Zero down

STUMBLE AND FALL
Making a bet and I feel that I should have known better
Turning the pages so slow as I ever could
Shot shot I need a shot of persuasion right now
Let down the offer at once
'cause I'm weak and afraid to be wrong

But in time, well I need another piece of your mind
In time, and the feeling is strong and I'm riding it high
In time, well I need another piece of your mind
In time, and the feeling is strong
and I'm riding it high for you

Shaking my head so gently afraid to be simple
Waiting for you reaction, for your response
Time out, I don't need any suspension at all
Sit still, it's all for the best
'cause you stumble and fall for your love

Faking a laugh the sound is loud and annoying
Taking it back is something that can't be done
Let go, the spirits is no in the ceiling tonight
Step down and lick all my wounds
is the only thing left for me now

NO FUN AT ALL


Jack of all Trades
Give me a reason not to lash out,
because I don't see much reason now
I want to banish frauds, slay unruly sods.
Since false idol gods have nothing figured out
Nothing at all
So you've got a tale to tell,
Well how about something real?
feel free and stifle someone.
Go on and belittle someone as well.
Or but fucker yeah you'll get yours
So fill up your pockets, and watch them swell.
You could be no one, an inconsiderate bastard son.
Kiss your smile goodbye.
Kiss it all goodbye.

Hot Water Music


Original Me

Mirror, mirror,
Please believe,
Need to find myself,
All my life spent wondering,
I've been trying to hide this place of mind,

Confusion,
Illusion,
Misinterpretation,
Of the original me.

I need a sign a simple chime,
When grown kids have crossed my mind,
Followed to in the craziness,
A welcome man who rode behind,

Confusion,
Illusion,
Misinterpretation,
Of the original me.

What big thoughts you had,
I can see them in your eyes,
When you pretend to laugh,
Reflection I see,
Reminds me, of somebody like me

Tender day,
Spent to laugh,
Don't say all but the impact,
Mental prostitution,
In this universal, institution,

Confusion,
Illusion,
Misinterpretation,
Of the original me

Confession,
Aggression,
My time to end this session,
One bang and I'm free.

What big thoughts you had,
I can see them in your eyes,
When you pretend to laugh,
Reflection I see,
Reminds me, of somebody like me.

What big thoughts you had,
I can see them in your eyes,
When you pretend to laugh,
The reflection I see,
Reminds me of somebody like me.
ALL

02.01.2008., srijeda

2007.

New Year is a good occasion for a comeback after more than 2 months. I will compare stuff I wrote in January of 2007 to see if I moved forward a bit or I made few steps back. In 2007. I lived to see a retarded Mexican telenovela being sychronized to Croatian. The world is coming to an end!

2007. was an important year for me. I decided about some huge stuff.

Last year I wrote: “I got my first real job. It is a best possible start for a trainee...what else can a girlie want?“
2007 comment: It was again a good year in that field again. Work is good. I passed the exam and I am officially a civil servant now.
Next: in February my traineeship will be over….dangerously good plans? We’ll see…

Last year I wrote: “I spent some time in Finland, twice last year.
2007 comment: this year I was ‘only’ once in Finland. I think I finally realised that learning finnish language is actually possible. Remembering my stay in Finland and all the lovely people I hang out with there makes me think of happy times!Next: Again Finland, again, again, Finland, Finland!

Last year I wrote: “I stopped training which was sad but hopefully it’s nothing that can't be fixed. “
2007 comment: Actually it can’t be fixed. My training is stagnating because of few reasons: one is possible spine injury which I cannot afford, other is the lack of time and third is laziness
Next: I’m definitely going back to training!

Last year I wrote: In an emotional way, it was pretty calm. No turbulences. I had plenty in '05 so I needed rest. Now I just go with the flow.
2007 comment: 2007 was not at all calm. Hard core turbulences! Closed a book after 8 years for good. Am I sure? One never knows, but I think it is definitely closed. Now I am chilling.
Next: It would be best that I take it easy. I need to fall in love, I have a heart to give, hopefully it won’t be wasted on an asshole.

Last year I wrote: “No one close to me was sick or seriously sad, so life is good.”
2007 comment: Luckily I can say the same this year!
Next: My biggest wish is that I’ll be able to say it next year also.

Last year I wrote: “I regret neglecting some people and losing touch with some close friends. That's one of the things I have to change this year and make up for the lost time.”
2007 comment: I am happy to say that this changed. I was hanging with people that I have neglected in the past and had a decent social life. Also, I met some great people who are fun fun and always in a good mood! They make life worth living.
Next: I plan on spending enough time on my friends because it sure is quality time.

Last year I wrote: “I regret that I did not go out more and did not see some concerts”
2007 comment: I changed this also. I went to concerts and everywhere I felt like going. Too bad I was missing such stuff before, but all of that is part of life. There are periods when you’re a bit antisocial and period when your’re hyperactive.

Last year I wrote: “I should lose some weight or at least not gain any”
2007 comment: By May last year I lost 8 kilos and kept it that way until October. After that I gained few and my spine is telling me that it noticed that. Stressing is bad.
Next: Today I start diet.

Last year I wrote: “prepare myself for some serious studying for the state exam (the thought of it makes me sick, I forgot how it's done, studying that is)”
2007 comment: no need to worry no more, I passed…
Next: this exam was the last official thing I had to study for in my life…still, I hope that I’ll get some ambition to learn other stuff!

Last year I wrote: “make more effort in learning Finnish”
2007 comment: this year in Finland I found out that learning to speak Finnish is possible! I was not attending my Finnish classes this semester since I had this state exam to study for.
Next: I’m gonna study Finnish like crazy! Koiran parsas…

Last year I wrote: “I need to make some decisions about my life, try to be more responsible”
2007 comment: I made a progress in that field
Next: no more decisions to come up with, I’m open for new things

Last year I wrote: “I need to be considerate and tolerant, as they say: live and let live.”
2007 comment: I was training tolerance all year long, sometimes I even surprise myself.
Next: Still, tolerance has its bounds, there is a thin line between being tolerant and being a fool.

Last year I wrote: “I’ll stop smoking”
2007 comment: I actually stopped smoking last year, from June till October I did not smoke at all…and then some stressful time came…and here I am again. Not smoking much, but still….smoking!
Next: I will stop sometime. There is a right time for a radical decision, if you don’t hit the spot, it doesn’t last long!

Last year I wrote: “I’ll be more tolerant towards the elderly becuase I live with grandpa. I should calmly answer questions for 2nd, 3rd or 4th time without mentioning that I was already asked that. Also, I should calmly explain how certain „machines“ work without going crazy. I am aware of the fact that in certain age you forget stuff, especially if you were never good with „machines and devices“ but I should remember that at the moment when I lose my nerves.”
2007 comment: as I already wrote, I was training my tolerance like crazy this year. I even bought grandpa a cell phone (good luck with that!) and explained how it works few times already.
Next: I will continue explaining…

My dangerously good plan for 2008: do some serious business and use all my free time for traveling with friends...find a partner for dancing lessons…that’s about it! Some health would be nice!

Okay, I wish happy and successful year to you all and here are few tips:
1. Grandpa told me few days ago that worst problems in life you have, you make them yourself…so if you can consolidate with yourself, you could get rid off at least some!
2. A smart one said that if a problem has a solution, there’s no need to worry, and if a problem doesn’t have a solution it’s pointless to worry. True, right?
3. And one I just heard in a movie; good things come with time but great things come all in the same time! Let’s just hope so!

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