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what am I writing about?
everyday situations
nanbudo
punk rock
analisis
hysteria
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No. 10 Leave Before The Lights Come On
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Down this road
Another day, another dollar, another bill collecting caller.
Disillusioned, let down, all my heroes are junkies now.
I've been down this road, in the end it's all the same,
another day I'm getting older, another day nothing has changed.
I've been down this road, I'm wrong when I know I'm right,
hard pressed to make it better, but I got no will to fight.
26 and I'm flat broke, I've been down so long I have given up hope.
Shattered nerves anxiety, so much more than I wanted to be.
I often wonder what went wrong,
but I can't remember, it's been too long.
Think out loud things I want to change,
but I know I never will I'm gonna stay this way.
I've been down this road, in the end it's all the same,
another day I'm getting older, another day nothing has changed.
I've been down this road,
I'm wrong when I know I'm right,
hard pressed to make it better, but I got no will to...
Is this my great reward, servitude and solitude,
a lifetime of chances I have blown
I woulda coulda shoulda been so much more than I really am,
and it's nobody else's fault but my own.
Another day, another dollar, another bill collecting caller.
Disillusioned, let down, cause I'm nothing more than a fuck up now.
I've been down this road, in the end it's all the same,
another day I'm getting older, another day nothing has changed.
I've been down this road, I'm wrong when I know I'm right,
hard pressed to make it better, but I got no will to fight.

Zero down

STUMBLE AND FALL
Making a bet and I feel that I should have known better
Turning the pages so slow as I ever could
Shot shot I need a shot of persuasion right now
Let down the offer at once
'cause I'm weak and afraid to be wrong

But in time, well I need another piece of your mind
In time, and the feeling is strong and I'm riding it high
In time, well I need another piece of your mind
In time, and the feeling is strong
and I'm riding it high for you

Shaking my head so gently afraid to be simple
Waiting for you reaction, for your response
Time out, I don't need any suspension at all
Sit still, it's all for the best
'cause you stumble and fall for your love

Faking a laugh the sound is loud and annoying
Taking it back is something that can't be done
Let go, the spirits is no in the ceiling tonight
Step down and lick all my wounds
is the only thing left for me now

NO FUN AT ALL


Jack of all Trades
Give me a reason not to lash out,
because I don't see much reason now
I want to banish frauds, slay unruly sods.
Since false idol gods have nothing figured out
Nothing at all
So you've got a tale to tell,
Well how about something real?
feel free and stifle someone.
Go on and belittle someone as well.
Or but fucker yeah you'll get yours
So fill up your pockets, and watch them swell.
You could be no one, an inconsiderate bastard son.
Kiss your smile goodbye.
Kiss it all goodbye.

Hot Water Music


Original Me

Mirror, mirror,
Please believe,
Need to find myself,
All my life spent wondering,
I've been trying to hide this place of mind,

Confusion,
Illusion,
Misinterpretation,
Of the original me.

I need a sign a simple chime,
When grown kids have crossed my mind,
Followed to in the craziness,
A welcome man who rode behind,

Confusion,
Illusion,
Misinterpretation,
Of the original me.

What big thoughts you had,
I can see them in your eyes,
When you pretend to laugh,
Reflection I see,
Reminds me, of somebody like me

Tender day,
Spent to laugh,
Don't say all but the impact,
Mental prostitution,
In this universal, institution,

Confusion,
Illusion,
Misinterpretation,
Of the original me

Confession,
Aggression,
My time to end this session,
One bang and I'm free.

What big thoughts you had,
I can see them in your eyes,
When you pretend to laugh,
Reflection I see,
Reminds me, of somebody like me.

What big thoughts you had,
I can see them in your eyes,
When you pretend to laugh,
The reflection I see,
Reminds me of somebody like me.
ALL

18.03.2007., nedjelja

Inhale tolerance, exhale judgement

I never thought I will say this but I am sooo busy. I always thought that the line "I am busy!" or "I don't have time!" are lame excuses a for fuck off. Now I see it's not always true. I have penty of unanswered mails and I feel bad everytime I take a peek inside my inbox. It's not like I'm saving the world or anything but everytime I start doing something private on my computer, I get something important and very urgent to do. Also, since I cannot opet blog pages at work, when I get home I do not feel like hanging on the computer, so I have not checked the blog for almost a week.

What happened in between:
I went back to training (kind of) after almost 5 months. I felt so bad because I noticed that I have started forgetting things. I am training lightly, almost like a senior citizen. I cannot do any falls in training. Well, I can but I might not get up.Still, I am doing something with myself. A very kind soul that trains with me took initiative and found me a great doctor for the back problem. I am sooo grateful. He said that I overdid it with thanking him already.
Now I understand why people pay good money to go to a private doctor. I should not say that since my father is a doctor but not a private one. Still, this check up lasted more than an hour. I finally know what it's all about. I was asking million questions that were kindly answered. I was told that situazione is not that bad. I'm just too young for it. I can live with it for the rest of my life :) Good news!
I pay extra for good news!!

This month I was not spending money for stupid things (what does not mean that I will not do it again next month). I am trying to do some saving. Usually, by the end of the month, I have no idea where my money went. I should take notes of my expenses. I always forget to count in lunch money (my lunch budget is now reduced since I am on a diet :)and money that I spend in grocery store and DM in my expeses. I always think that money spent on good cause somehow does not count. I am wrong, aye?
Does someone have a patern for serious saving?


Last but not least: there are some new links in my link list. There is totally bizarre and twisted Jo˛a's short film, link to Tigrova Mast space and Madprofesa's space, check it out!
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