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...::ljudofi::...

Jan - ljubav moja
Tomas - braco moj mawi
Marta
Vale - hany bany
Anita

... o meni

-> josipa
-> 1.c (graficka skola u zgb.u)
-> 26.11
-> 15 godina
-> queen of the damned, krug (1,2), deveta vrata, SAW (1, 2, 3, 4 mi nie bas nes), 300, kuca letecih bodeza, resident evil, egzorcizam emily rose, koliba straha, resident evil (1, 2, 3)
-> eMeSeN:
soad_4ever_@hotmail.com


...:::VOLIM:::...
- kozne narukvice
- jana
- frendove
- lanac s bicikla
- pit (alkohol naravno)
-
- starke & marte & vansice
- majce s grupama
- traperice
- crnu i ljucibastu boju u zadnje vrijeme i bijelu
- muziku
- decke s dugom kosom
- . . .

...:::NEVOLIM:::...
- umisljenje kuje koje se preseravju kad god stignu, prave se frendice a NISU vec seru po nekom cim se okrenu
- cajke (al neam nis protiv ljudi koji ih slusaju, osim nekih)
- ljude koji se prave da su nes kaj nisu i rade nesto SAMO zbog drustva
- ljude koji etiketiraju ljude po izgledu...
- . . .


...:::SLUSAM:::...
Adema
Billy Talent
Bullet For My Valentine
Children Of Bodom
Disturbed
Elemental
Eternal Tears Of Sorrow
Evanescence
For My Pain
Hammerfall
Hladno pivo
Jackie Cola
Korn
Linkin Park
Lovex
My Chemical Romance
Panic! At The Disco
Pantera
Paradise Lost
Rammstein
Revolverheld
Six Pack
System Of A Down
The Automatic
Vatra
Void Of Silence
Wintersun
Xandria

sljičke

marta i ja (ljeto 2007)

. . .

Budim se iz cudnog sna
okruzen slikama tvog nasmjesenog lica
iznad njih oblak suza koji ceka tren kad ce pasti
dali cujes sapat moj koji ti kaze VRATI SE

moj anđele
vrati se
moj anđele
ja volim te
moj anđele

sjedim u parku kraj tvojeg bivseg stana
sa suzama u ocima gledam na stablu tvoje ime
posljednja suza za tvojim licem pala je i posljednje rijeci
tebi VRATI SE.

moj anđele
vrati se
moj anđele
ja volim te
moj anđele


What are friends,
I've often wondered.
Friends have come,
And Friends have gone.
Seldom do I hear their voices,
Like old forgotten songs.
I've walked a thousand lonely miles,
And often wondered, "What went wrong?"
But I've got to make you see;
A friend to you I'll always be.

What are friends,
I've often wondered,
Now you've disappeared,
Fading into the collection,
Of songs I seldom hear,
I'll walk another lonely mile,
And let the tears fall like the rain,
Till another calls me friend,
Then I'll say these words again;
A friend to you, I'll always be.


Sada imam
dovoljno godina da kažem
VOLIM TE
Sada imam dovoljno
stvari i mogu
trčati za tobom
Imam dovoljno
godina da mogu lutati
Sada imam dovoljno stvari
da te volim i da
me voliš
Sada mogu napisati pjesmu o tebi
i meni, o svim djetinjstvima
prvo potiskivanima,a kasnije priželjkivanima


I don’t know who to trust no surprise
Everyone feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies
Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit
Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring time between
And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me
Tension is building inside steadily
Everyone feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me
Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit
Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring time between
And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me

I won’t waste myself on you

I remember you...
Your brown eyes.
I remember the fear when you left.
I lost all the reasons to live and my soul.

Died.
Why?
Because you left me.
Yesterday I discovered you in my heart.....
I remember your smile and the fun we had.

Together.
I am trying to collect the broken pieces of
my love...
I still think about you, about love...

See the pain deep inside, feel the pain in my eyes,
My god I'm down in this hole again with the laughter I smile with the tears that I cry,
Keep going down this road called life, well, he says that I'm insecure.
I guess I am 'cause just when I think I'm sure, alone at night, the agonies come back,
This pain won't let me be. I see fools laughing and I wanna cry, I see fools living it up and wanna die.
FUCK! I feel like I got one foot in the grave already. I fell like jesus is out to get me, test me and watch me fail.
But I know it's not too late for me. . . I see you on a painted road and I miss you , I can't see you but I feel you,
I feel your soul, you know this. I love everything, I lose everything; I hate everything.
I woke up and I cursed the day I wake up and I prayed for this pain in my chest to go away

I was addicted to his smile
so much temptation in his eyes
I love the way he touched me
his beauty made me weak
he gave me so much pleasures
he promised everything
I know that he was lying
but I can't resist

I hate the way you talk to me
And the way you cut your hair
I hate the way you drive my car
I hate it when you stare.

I hate your big dumb combat boots
And the way you read my mind
I hate you so much it makes me sick
It even makes me rhyme.

I hate the way you're always right
I hate it when you lie
I hate it when you make me laugh
Even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when you're not around
And the fact that you didn't call
But the most thing is,
I hate the way I don't hate you,
not even close, not even a bit, not at all.

I HATE YOU!!!

Can't you see my darling
That the harder i try
The more we grow apart
Please believe me
The sweeter the kiss
The colder turn your arms
And the colder grows your heart
And baby more i love you

I'm in love with you
and it's crushing my heart
all I want is you take me into your arms -
when love and death embrace
I love you
and you' re crushing my heart
I need you
please take me into your arms...
when love and death embrace

Gdje si nestao
Otkad te ne viđam pusti su dani
noći hladne, minute duge
ni zvijezde ne sjaje više kao nekad
dok si još bio tu.
Zato te molim vrati se
da te vidim još
jednom, bar na tren
da smiriš ovo
srce koje svakim
danom sve jače
i glasnije kuca
za tebe!!!

Bent and broken
Twisted and turned
Deceived, damaged, disturbed
Lies have been told
Secrets not kept
Everything analysed to death
Haunting and taunting
Scars, wounds and bruises
Happy but sad all the time
Amusing, confusing.
The screaming and yelling
And banging and crying
Will break me down till I die.


Anyone who have a love close to this
Knows what I'm saying
Anyone who wants a dream to come true
Knows how I'm feeling
Anyone who ever kissed in the rain
Knows the whole meaning
Anyone who ever stood in the light
Needs no explaining
Anyone who ever felt like I do
Anyone who wasn't ready to fall
Anyone who loved like I do
Knows it never really happens at all
It's over when it's over
What can I do about it
Now that it's over

Don't leave me in all this pain,
don't leave me out in the rain.
Come back and bring back this smile,
come and take these tears away.
I need your arms to hold me now,
the nights are so unkind.
Bring back those nights
when I held you beside me.


Trenutak istine je...
Kratak i ne dogadja se cesto.
Zato, zavali se, opusti se, pronadji neko mjesto,
jer ove rijeci koje izricem su iskrene,
i u njima nema niceg drugog osim istine...

Sve što sam ti ikada htjela reći jest volim te;
No bojala sam se...
Volim te! Sada se ne bojim to reći.
Možeš li me čuti? Možeš li čuti moje riječi?
Ja ne znam ako ih čuješ.
Ako ih čuješ, to su moje zadnje riječi upućene tebi.
Pričekaj malo...
Ako ih doista čuješ, sačuvaj ih u srcu,
Nek ti one budu jedino sjećanje na mene.
Nek one budu znak koliko sam te voljela.

Gledala sam u tvoj obraz
i pružala ti ruku
Svoje oči zatvorio si
da ne vidim ljutnju.
Dodirnula sam tvoju kosu
nisi se pomako
Iz zatvorenih očiju
vidim suzu da je kapla.
Otvorio si svoje oči
i pokušao reči mi nešto
No suze su prejake
a riječi zvuče tako teško.
Na licu svome osjetih suze
i opet me taj osječaj obuze
Opet me zabljesnuo tvoj sjaj
ali ovo su ipak suze za kraj!

Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry;
I am not there. I did not die.

srijeda, 25.06.2008.

JEEEEEBEEEENOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ja sam jedna veoma jako puno uber najvise sretna cura!!!!
jucer sam bila na bazenu... aaaaaaawwwwww
bilo je prejebeno...
a tek kasnije, kad nismo bili na bazenu.... hhhh
tek je tad bilo preJEBENO!!!!
zna moj tomasich kaj tocno... mozda znaju i ostali. al nema veze..
mah-mah...
zna i marta... =PP
da, ugl, sutra idem u zgb se nac s janchekom...
pa u sub idem jancheku na rodendan...
hehe...
i da..
brijem da sam ja malo pukla... mogla bi svratit do kukuljevićeve... mozda mi nekaj otkriju u glavi, neku bolest psihicku il neki poremećaj... nebi se čudila... (ne mislim na AJVAR).... da.. necu dalje pisat gluposti jer neznam kaj bi opce pisala.. previse sam sretna....

poruka za moju ljubav...::: opce mi nije žao! drago mi je čak...!
nadam se da i ti tak mislis....
pusa
volim te jako jako puno!!!!

POZDRAF!!!

ponedjeljak, 23.06.2008.

Nije ni srce uvek crvena fasada, pukne bas onda kada najmanje se nadas. Razmisli dobro i reci mi, ne vidis sebe ali vidis njih, zivote tihe i prazne. Ti vidis druge, ali sebe ne

Evo, i ja se usudih napisat novi post...
Mogu se pohvalit da sam prošla s 4!!!! prosjek 3.53 (isto ko i janu...)... JEA!!!
Od petka, kad je škola završila sam u totalnom kurcu...
Niš mi se neda... Neda mi se ni van ić, a tolko sam čekala da napokon mogu izać van s nekim ''normalnim'' piplsima...
Neda mi se ni na kompu bit, nemam kaj pametno ni radit na njemu... Neznam kaj bi.. Samo bzvz visim na internetu i tražim nekaj zanimljivo... I znam da neću išta nać, jer ono kaj je meni zanimljivo i kaj želim je u jebenom ivaniću... A to je moja ljubav... Moj Jan...
Iako je prošlo samo 2, tj. 3 dana kaj se nismo vidli, fali mi.. I to užasno...
To me jednim djelo jebe u mozak... Druga stvar koa me muči je glupo ljeto... BTW--> LJETO SUCKS!!!
(svi koji se slažu sa mojom izjavom, neka ostave komentar ili se obrate na mail: soad_4ever_@hotmail.com
HVALA)
Neznam kaj ću prek ljeta... Brijem da će mi cjelo ljeto bit zakurac osim onih savšenih tjedan dana provedenih s Martom na moru...
A ugl...
Da ne serem previše... Kao što rekoh ljeto SUCKS!

Sutra je mojoj ljubawi rođendan... a u subotu ga slavi...
Kupila sam mu bas sexy poklon... Bas za njega...
Hehe... Bolje mu je da mu se sviđa, jer je poklon zakon... Mislim, kaj god ja kupila je zakon kad sam ja zakon.. Onak mislim... ddd..
Nisam umišljena, al sam ipak savršena.
(NoT)

I tak...
Neznam kaj da jos napišem...
Idem zujat po internetu i tak malo se dosađivat...
Pozdav svima!!!
(čak i onima koji me niti neznaju...)

Najveća pusa mom Janu.
Volim te puno!!!

P. S.
za Jana

Sretan ti rođendan,sretan rođendan, sretan ti rođendan
Sretan ti rođendan,sretan rođendan, sretan ti rođendan

Šaren dan ko Disneyland
samo tebi svira bend
ti ostvari svaki san,
danas samo tvoj je dan

Sretan ti rođendan, sretan rođendan, sretan ti rođendan
Sretan ti rođendan, sretan rođendan, sretan ti rođendan

Zvijezde sve što blistaju,
šume sve što listaju
i na svijetu svaku stvar
dajem tebi ja na dar

Sretan ti rođendan, sretan rođendan, sretan ti rođendan
Sretan ti rođendan, sretan rođendan, sretan ti rođendan

Uzmi sva sanjarenja
sakrij se od starenja
modre kiše,ruže sve,
sve na svijetu tvoje je

Sretan ti rođendan, sretan rođendan, sretan ti rođendan
Sretan ti rođendan, sretan rođendan, sretan ti rođendan