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  ''When life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations,it's not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end. ''
  Bella Swann
  
  ''Don't be shocked that people DIE,be surprised you're still ALIVE''
  
  
  
  
  
  NEŠTO O MENI:
  zovem se Dijana
  -18 godina mi je
  --živim za glazbu odnosno rock, metal i grunge
  -najdraža grupa mi je PEARL JAM (bila sam na njihovom koncertu 26.9. u zg-u i bilo je jebeno)
  -živim u svom svijetu i skrivam se od okrutne stvarnosti
  -totalno sam zapela u '90-tima
  
  -najdraže pjesme:
  Linkin Park-Numb
  Pearl Jam-Even Flow
  
  -najdraži filmovi:
  Queen Of The Damned,
  Underworld,
  Underworld Evolution,
  Pirati s Kariba
  Requiem For A Dream
  Fight Club
  The Crow
  
  serije:
  Prison Break
  One Tree Hill
  Blood Ties
  Moonlight
  My So-called Life
  
  glumci: Johnny Depp, Jared Leto
  -imam dva starija buraza
  -idem u 4. razred fizioterapeuta
  -vjerujem u vampire i ne prestajem se nadati da ću sresti barem jednoga,
  zovite me ludom ali ne postoji ništa što me može navesti da promijenim mišljenje
  
  -knjige :
  Stephenie Meyer-Twilight, New Moon i Eclipse
  Viktoria Faust-U Anđeoskom Liku Zvijeri
  
  
  EVO I MOJIH SLIKICA:
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  me u elementu
  
  
  
  MUZIKA:
  Pearl Jam,
  Linkin Park
  Flyleaf
  Nirvana
  Alice in Chains
  Audioslave
  HIM
  Incubus
  Disturbed
  KoRn
  Stone Sour
  Pantera
  Red Hot Chilli Peppers
  My Chemical Romance
  Evanescence
  Paramore
  Misfits
  The Cure
  Seether
  30 Seconds To Mars
  A Perfect Circle............
  
  
  MOJE DRUŠTVO-ŠTO BIH JA BEZ VAS
  
  Zdravko,Ines,Ana i Anita
  
  
  Dena,Ines,Zdravko i Anita
  
  
  Ana,Anita i ja
  
  
  Svi osim Dene,ona slika
  
  
  
  MOJE NAJDRAŽE KNJIGE:
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  LINKIN PARK-NUMB
  
  I'm tired of being what you want me to be
  Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
  Don't know what you're expecting of me
  Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
  (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
  Every step that I take is another mistake to you
  (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
  
  [Chorus]
  I've become so numb I can't feel you there
  Become so tired so much more aware
  I'm becoming this all I want to do
  Is be more like me and be less like you
  
  Can't you see that you're smothering me
  Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
  Cause everything that you thought I would be
  Has fallen apart right in front of you
  (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
  Every step that I take is another mistake to you
  (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
  And every second I waste is more than I can take
  
  [Chorus]
  I've become so numb I can't feel you there
  Become so tired so much more aware
  I'm becoming this all I want to do
  Is be more like me and be less like you
  
  And I know
  I may end up failing too
  But I know
  You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
  
  [Chorus]
  I've become so numb I can't feel you there
  Become so tired so much more aware
  I'm becoming this all I want to do
  Is be more like me and be less like you
  
  [Chorus]
  I've become so numb I can't feel you there
  I'm tired of being what you want me to be
  I've become so numb I can't feel you there
  I'm tired of being what you want me to be
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  FLYLEAF-I'M SO SICK
  
  I will break into your thoughts
  With what's written on my heart
  I will break, break
  
  I'm so sick,
  Infected with where I live
  Let me live without this
  Empty bliss,
  Selfishness
  I'm so sick
  I'm so sick
  
  If you want more of this
  We can push out, sell out, die out
  So you'll shut up
  And stay sleeping
  With my screaming in your itching ears
  
  I'm so sick,
  Infected with where I live
  Let me live without this
  Empty bliss,
  Selfishness
  I'm so sick
  I'm so sick
  
  Hear it, I'm screaming it
  You're heeding to it now
  
  Hear it! I'm screaming it!
  You tremble at this sound
  
  You sink into my clothes
  And this invasion
  Makes me feel
  Worthless, hopeless, sick
  
  I'm so sick,
  Infected with where I live
  Let me live without this
  Empty bliss,
  Selfishness
  I'm so sick
  I'm so sick
  
  I'm so sick
  Infected with where I live
  Let me live without this
  Empty bliss, selfishness
  I'm so
  I'm so sick
  I'm so
  I'm so sick
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  FLYLEAF-AMY SAYS
  
  Amy says she's all alone
  Says the world doesn't even know
  About the pain she hides inside
  Says happiness is just a lie
  Smell the roses throw them down
  Just whisper, don't make a sound
  Don't want the world to know the truth
  You've been broken and abused...by you
  
  And Amy says
  I see her laughing at the rain that hits her face
  With her arms stretched open soaking in the love
  In a world she found so hard she finds so beautiful
  There's a hope in you deep inside for me
  
  The colors of her mind
  Bleed into each other
  And as the morning melts the night
  And the stars enchant another
  While her eyes are still held shut
  She can hear you breathing softly
  Your words echo in her mind
  And your words are clear
  And she knows that you are here
  You are here
  
  I see her laughing at the rain that hits her face
  With her arms stretched open soaking in the love
  In a world she found so hard she finds so beautiful
  There's a hope in her deep inside from you
  
  I see her laughing at the rain that hits her face
  With her arms stretched open soaking in the love
  In a world she found so hard she finds so beautiful
  There's a hope in her deep inside from you
  
  
  
  
  
  
  FLYLEAF-MUCH LIKE FALLING
  When I said good morning,
  I was lying,
  I was truly thinking of,
  How I might quit waking up,
  
  He pointed out how selfish,
  It would be kill myself,
  So I keep waking up,
  
  It feels so much like falling,
  Dying while I wait to die,
  The fear of something or nothing,
  Lonely empty lie,
  
  I don't want to be a liar,
  I don't want to be selfish anymore,
  I want so much to change,
  Learning your love everyday,
  There's still so much to know,
  
  You grip my wrists,
  I let go,
  
  It feels so much like falling,
  Separated from the fear,
  Aware of a destination far away from here,
  Far away from here,
  
  It feels so much like falling,
  Separated from the fear,
  Aware of a destination far away from here,
  Far away from here.
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  KoRn-Blind
  
  Are you ready?!
  
  This place inside my mind, a place I like to hide
  You don't know the chances. What if I should die?!
  A place inside my brain, another kind of pain
  You don't know the chances. I'm so blind!
  
  Another place I find to escape the pain inside
  You don't know the chances. What if I should die?!
  A place inside my brain, another kind of pain
  You don't know the chances. I'm so blind!
  
  Deeper!.. Deeper!.. Deeper inside me!
  To live a life that seems to be a lost reality
  That can never find a way to reach.
  My inner self
  I stand alone!
  How deep can I go in the ground that I lay?
  If I don't find a way to see through the gray that clouds my mind.
  This time I look to see what's between the lines!
  
  I can see, I can see, I'm going blind... [x12]
  I'm blind [x4]
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  THE CURE-BURN
  
  Don't look, don't look
  the shadows breathe
  whispering me away from you
  don't wake at night to watch her sleep
  you know that you will always see
  this trembling, adored, toussled bird-mad girl
  
  every night i burn
  every night i call your name
  every night i burn
  every night i fall again
  
  don't talk of love 'cause shadows blur
  murmuring me away from you
  don't talk of worlds that never were
  the end is always ever true
  there's nothing you can ever say
  nothing you can ever do
  
  still every night i burn
  every night i scream your name
  every night i burn
  every night the dream's the same
  every night i burn
  waiting for my only friend
  every night i burn
  waiting for the world to end
  
  just paint your face and shadow smile
  slipping me away from you
  oh it doesn't matter how you hide
  find you if we're wanting to
  so slide back down and close your eyes
  sleep awhile - you must be tired
  
  when every night i burn
  every night i call your name
  every night i burn
  every night i fall again
  
  every night i burn
  scream the animal screams
  every night i burn
  dream the crow black dream
  
  dream the crow black dream
  
  Still every night I burn, every night I scream your name.
  Every night I burn, Every night the dream's the same.
  
  Every night I burn, screaming the animal scream
  Every night I burn, dreaming the crow-black dream. yeah, yeah
  Dreaming the crow-black dream...
  
  
  H.I.M.-In Joy and Sorrow
  
  Oh girl we are the same
  We are young and lost and so afraid
  There?s no cure for the pain
  No shelter from the rain
  All our prayers seem to fail
  
  In joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
  In world so hollow
  It is breaking my heart
  In joy and sorrow my home's in your amrs
  In world so hollow
  It is breaking my heart
  
  Oh girl we are the same
  We are strong and blessed and so brave
  With souls to be saved
  And faith regained
  All our tears wipe away
  
  In joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
  In world so hollow
  It is breaking my heart
  In joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
  In world so hollow
  It is breaking my heart
  
  In joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
  In world so hollow
  It is breaking my heart
  In joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
  In world so hollow
  It is breaking my heart
  
  My home is in your arms
  And it is breaking my heart
  My home is in your arms
  And it is breaking my heart
  
  
  
  MISFITS-SATURDAY NIGHT
  
  There's 52 ways to murder anyone
  One or two are the same,
  And they both work as well
  I'm coming clean for Amy,
  Julie doesn't scream as well
  And the cops won't listen all night
  And so maybe, maybe I'll be over
  Just as soon as I fill them all in
  
  And I can remember when I saw her last
  We were running all around and having a blast
  But the back seat of the drive-in
  Is so lonely without you
  I know when you're home
  I was thinking about you,
  There was was something I forgot to say
  I was crying on a Saturday night
  I was out cruising without you,
  They were playing our song
  Crying on Saturday night
  
  As the moon becomes the night time
  You go viciously, quietly away
  I'm sitting in the bedroom,
  Where we used to sit and smoke cigarettes
  Now I'm watching, watching you die
  
  I can remember when I saw her last
  We were running all around and having a blast
  But the back seat of the drive-in
  Is so lonely without you
  I know when you're home
  I was thinking about you,
  There was was something I forgot to say
  I was crying on a Saturday night
  I was out cruising without you,
  They were playing our song
  Crying on Saturday night
  
  
  
  
  
  MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE-GHOST OF YOU
  
  I never said I'd lie and wait forever
  If I died, we'd be together
  I can't always just forget her
  But she could try
  
  At the end of the world
  Or the last thing I see
  You are
  Never coming home
  Never coming home
  Could I? Should I?
  And all the things that you never ever told me
  And all the smiles that are ever ever...
  Ever...
  
  Get the feeling that you're never
  All alone and I remember now
  At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
  She dies
  
  At the end of the world
  Or the last thing I see
  You are
  Never coming home
  Never coming home
  Could I? should I?
  And all the things that you never ever told me
  And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
  Never coming home
  Never coming home
  Could I? Should I?
  And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
  For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me
  
  If I fall
  If I fall (down)
  
  At the end of the world
  Or the last thing I see
  You are
  Never coming home
  Never coming home
  Never coming home
  Never coming home
  And all the things that you never ever told me
  And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
  Never coming home
  Never coming home
  Could I? Should I?
  And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
  For all the ghosts that are never gonna...
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  INCUBUS-EARTH TO BELLA PART 1
  
  Earth to Bella
  you think you've got it all figured in
  Earth to Bella
  everything you know is wrong
  well, almost
  
  Earth to Bella
  i see where you are not listening
  I bear the burden
  of being the voice the lets you know
  we all grow old
  and before you swim you've gotta be ok
  to sink
  
  Earth to Bella
  The world can be an unfriendly place
  so hold your head up
  do your best to save some face
  its not so hard
  just undo yourself and see the second sun
  and say
  
  Ok to sink , I'm Ok to sink
  Ok to sink
  
  SLATKIĆ
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  PEARL JAM-EVEN FLOW
  
  Freezin', rests his head on a pillow made of concrete, again
  Oh, Feelin' maybe he'll see a little better, set a days, ooh yeah
  Oh, hand out, faces that he sees time again ain't that familiar, oh yeah
  Oh, dark grin, he can't help, when he's happy looks insane, oh yeah
  Even flow, thoughts arrive like butterflies
  Oh, he don't know, so he chases them away
  Someday yet, he'll begin his life again
  Life again, life again...
  Kneelin', looking through the paper though he doesn't know to read, ooh yeah
  Oh, prayin', now to something that has never showed him anything
  Oh, feelin', understands the weather of the winters on its way
  Oh, ceilings, few and far between all the legal halls of shame, yeah
  Even flow, thoughts arrive like butterflies
  Oh, he don't know, so he chases them away
  Someday yet, he'll begin his life again
  Whispering hands, gently lead him away
  Him away, him away...
  Yeah!
  Woo...ah yeah...fuck it up...
  Even flow, thoughts arrive like butterflies
  Oh, he don't know, so he chases them away
  Someday yet, he'll begin his life again, yeah
  Oh, whispering hands, gently lead him away
  Him away, him away...
  Yeah!
  Woo...uh huh...yeah, yeah, mommy, mommy...
  
  
  
  
  FLYLEAF-CASSIE:
  
  The question asked in order
  To save her life or take it
  The answer no to avoid death
  The answer yes would make it
  
  Do you believe in God
  Written on the bullet
  Say yes to pull the trigger
  Do you believe in God
  Written on the bullet
  And Cassie pulled the trigger
  
  All heads are bowed in silence
  To remember her last sentence
  She answered him knowing what would happen
  Her last words still hanging in the air
  In the air
  
  Do you believe in God
  Written on the bullet
  Say yes to pull the trigger
  Do you believe in God
  Written on the bullet
  And Cassie pulled the trigger
  
  How many will die
  I will die
  I, I will say yes
  
  Do you believe in God
  Written on the bullet
  Say yes to pull the trigger
  Do you believe in God
  Written on the bullet
  And Cassie pulled the trigger
  Do you believe in God
  Do you believe in God
  Do you believe in God
  And I will pull the trigger
  
  
  PEARL JAM-ALIVE
  
  Son, she said, have I got a little story for you
  What you thought was your father was nothin' but a...
  While you were sittin' home alone at age thirteen
  Your real daddy was dyin', sorry you didn't see him, but I'm glad we talked...
  Oh I, oh, I'm still alive
  Hey, I, I, oh, I'm still alive
  Hey I, oh, I'm still alive
  Hey...oh...
  Oh, she walks slowly, across a young man's room
  She said I'm ready...for you
  I can't remember anything to this very day
  'Cept the look, the look...
  Oh, you know where, now I can't see, I just stare...
  I, I'm still alive
  Hey I, but, I'm still alive
  Hey I, boy, I'm still alive
  Hey I, I, I, I'm still alive, yeah
  Ooh yeah...yeah yeah yeah...oh...oh...
  Is something wrong, she said
  Well of course there is
  You're still alive, she said
  Oh, and do I deserve to be
  Is that the question
  And if so...if so...who answers...who answers...
  I, oh, I'm still alive
  Hey I, oh, I'm still alive
  Hey I, but, I'm still alive
  Yeah I, ooh, I'm still alive
  Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
  
  
  
  
  
  ALICE IN CHAINS-NO EXCUSES
  
  It's alright
  There comes a time
  Got no patience to search for peace of mind
  Layin' low
  Wanna take it slow
  No more hiding or disguising truths I've sold
  
  Everyday it's something hits me all so cold
  You find me sittin' by myself no excuses, then I know
  
  It's okay
  Had a bad day
  Hands are bruised from breaking rocks all day
  Drained and blue
  I bleed for you
  You think it's funny, well you're drowning in it too
  
  Everyday it's something hits me all so cold
  You find me sittin' by myself no excuses, then I know
  
  Yeah, it's fine
  Walk down the line
  Leave our rain, a cold Trade for warm sunshine
  You my friend
  I will defend
  And if we change, well I love you anyway
  
  Everyday it's something hits me all so cold
  Find me sittin' by myself no excuses, then I know
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE
  
  I'M NOT OK (I PROMISE)
  
  Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
  I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
  For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
  Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?
  
  I'm not okay.
  I'm not okay.
  I'm not okay.
  You wear me out.
  
  What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
  (I'm not okay)
  I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what they mean
  (I'm not okay)
  So be a joke and look, another line without a hook
  I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!
  
  I'm not okay.
  I'm not okay.
  I'm not okay.
  You wear me out.
  
  Forget about the dirty looks
  The photographs your boyfriend took?
  You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed
  
  I'm okay.
  I'm okay!
  I'm okay, now
  (I'm okay, now)
  
  But you really need to listen to me
  Because I'm telling you the truth
  I mean this, I'm okay!
  (Trust Me)
  
  I'm not okay
  I'm not okay
  Well, I'm not okay
  I'm not o-fucking-kay
  I'm not okay
  I'm not okay
  (Okay)
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  PEARL JAM-OTHER SIDE
  
  It's not the same without you up here
  Can't find my wheels
  Your absence is what breeds this fear
  Warm breath and all it steals
  You can't know how it feels to be in here
  All the dark horse fields, befriendin' me
  Playin' ain't the same without you here
  We've come to hate the golden rule
  Cannot seem to make the dots connect
  The morning light don't show you near
  You can't know what it's like to bleed from here
  The blackened world grows white, it goes nowhere
  Oooh hoo..
  Death ain't the same without you, dear
  I make the others run and hide
  New york streets seem to make it worse
  All this noise inside the quiet
  I can't hold on, the weight you bear
  My body's broken fast, please lift me up
  You can't know what it's like to be inside
  The fading melodies can't beat my need
  I'm not the same without you here
  How can i quit to be there
  Sit and stare
  Stare..
  Begging for a prayer
  
  
  
  
  
  SAMO ZA DOROTEU
  
  PEARL JAM-LAST KISS
  Oh where, oh where, can my baby be?
  The Lord took her away from me.
  She's gone to heaven so I've got to be good,
  So I can see my baby when I leave this world.
  
  We were out on a date in my daddy's car,
  We hadn't driven very far.
  There in the road straight ahead,
  A car was stalled, the engine was dead.
  I couldn't stop, so I swerved to the right,
  I'll never forget the sound that night.
  The screaming tires, the busting glass,
  The painful scream that I heard last.
  
  [Chorus]
  
  When I woke up, the rain was falling down,
  There were people standing all around.
  Something warm flowing through my eyes,
  But somehow I found my baby that night.
  I lifted her head, she looked at me and said;
  "Hold me darling just a little while."
  I held her close I kissed her - our last kiss,
  I found the love that I knew I had missed.
  Well now she's gone even though I hold her tight,
  I lost my love, my life that night.
  
  [Chorus]
  
  
  
  Alice in Chains-Love,hate,love
  
  I tried to love you I thought I could
  I tried to own you I thought I would
  I want to peel the skin from your face
  Before the real you lays to waste
  
  You told me I'm the only one
  Sweet little angel you should have run
  Lying, crying, dying to leave
  Innocence creates my hell
  
  Cheating myself still you know more
  It would be so easy with a whore
  Try to understand me little girl
  My twisted passion to be your world
  
  Lost inside my sick head
  I live for you but I'm not alive
  Take my hand before I kill
  I still love you but, I still burn
  
  Love, hate, love...
  
  PEARL JAM-STATE OF LOVE AND TRUST
  
  Oh...
  State of love and trust as I busted down the pretext
  Sin still plays and preaches, but to have an empty court, uh huh
  And the signs are passin', grip the wheel, can't read it
  Sacrifice receiving the smell that's on my hands...hands...yeah
  And I listen for the voice inside my head
  Nothin', I'll do this one myself
  Lay her down as priest does, should the Lord be a countin'
  Will be in my honour, make it pain, painfully quick, uh huh
  Promises are whispered in the age of darkness
  Want to be enlightened like I want to be told the end, end, yeah...
  And the barrel shakes, aimed, a-directly at my head
  Oh, help me, help me from myself
  And I listen, for the voice inside my head
  Nothin', I'll do this one myself
  Uh huh, huh, oh...
  Myself...myself...
  Yeah, yeah...
  Hey, na, na, na, na, hey, that's something (3x)
  Wanna back, back it away, yeah, huh, uh
  And I listen, oh, for the voice inside my head.
  Nothin', I'll do this one myself
  Oh, ah, and the barrel waits, trigger shakes, aimed right at my head
  Won't you help me, help me from myself
  Hmm...State of love and trust, and a...
  State of love and trust, and a... (2x)
  State of love and...yeah...
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  PEARL JAM-INDIFFERENCE
  
  I will light the match this mornin', so i won't be alone
  watch as she lies silent, for soon light will be gone
  i will stand arms outstretched, pretend i'm free to roam
  i will make my way, through, one more day in hell...
  how much difference does it make
  how much difference does it make...
  i will hold the candle till it burns up my arm
  i'll keep takin' punches until their will grows tired
  i will stare the sun down until my eyes go blind
  hey i won't change direction, and i won't change my mind
  how much difference does it make
  how much difference does it make..
  how much difference...
  i'll swallow poison, until i grow immune
  i will scream my lungs out till it fills this room
  how much difference
  how much difference
  how much difference does it make
  how much difference does it make...
  
  
  PRETTY AMY LEE
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  PEARL JAM-ELDERLY WOMAN BEHIND A COUNTER IN A SMALL TOWN
  
  I seem to recognize your face
  haunting, familiar, yet i can't seem to place it
  cannot find the candle of thought to light your name
  lifetimes are catching up with me
  all these changes taking place, i wish i'd seen the place
  but no one's ever taken me
  hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away...
  hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away...
  i swear i recognize your breath
  memories like fingerprints are slowly raising
  me, you wouldn't recall, for i'm not my former
  it's hard when, you're stuck upon the shelf
  i changed by not changing at all, small town predicts my fate
  perhaps that's what no one wants to see
  i just want to scream...hello...
  my god its been so long, never dreamed you'd return
  but now here you are, and here i am
  hearts and thoughts they fade...away...
  hearts and thoughts they fade...away...
  hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away...
  hearts and thoughts they fade...
  
  
  SILVERCHAIR-ANA'S SONG
  
  Please die Ana
  For as long as you're here we're not
  You make the sound of laughter
  and sharpened nails seem softer
  And I need you now somehow
  And I need you now somehow
  
  Open fire on the needs designed
  On my knees for you
  Open fire on my knees desires
  What I need from you
  
  Imagine pageant
  In my head the flesh seems thicker
  Sandpaper tears corrode the filth
  And I need you now somehow
  And I need you now somehow
  
  Open fire on the needs designed
  On my knees for you
  Open fire on my knees desires
  What I need from you
  
  And you're my obsession
  I love you to the bones
  And Ana wrecks your life
  Like an Anorexia life
  
  Open fire on the needs designed
  On my knees for you
  Open fire on my knees desires
  What I need from you
  
  Open fire on the needs designed
  Open fire on my knees desires
  On my knees for you
  
  
  INCUBUS
  
  
  
  ALICE IN CHAINS-WOULD
  
  Know me broken by my master
  Teach thee on child of love hereafter
  
  Into the flood again
  Same old trip it was back then
  So I made a big mistake
  Try to see it once my way
  
  Drifting body it's sole desertion
  Flying not yet quite the notion
  
  Into the flood again
  Same old trip it was back then
  So I made a big mistake
  Try to see it once my way
  
  Into the flood again
  Same old trip it was back then
  So I made a big mistake
  Try to see it once my way
  
  Am I wrong?
  Have I run too far to get home?
  Have I gone? [2x]
  And left you here alone?
  If I would, could you?
  
  
  LINKIN PARK-IN THE END
  
  (It starts with)
  One thing / I don’t know why
  It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
  Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
  To explain in due time
  All I know
  time is a valuable thing
  Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
  Watch it count down to the end of the day
  The clock ticks life away
  It’s so unreal
  Didn’t look out below
  Watch the time go right out the window
  Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know
  Wasted it all just to
  Watch you go
  I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
  What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard
  And got so far
  But in the end
  It doesn't even matter
  I had to fall
  To lose it all
  But in the end
  It doesn't even matter
  One thing / I don’t know why
  It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
  Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
  To remind myself how
  I tried so hard
  In spite of the way you were mocking me
  Acting like I was part of your property
  Remembering all the times you fought with me
  I’m surprised it got so (far)
  Things aren’t the way they were before
  You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
  Not that you knew me back then
  But it all comes back to me
  In the end
  You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
  What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard
  And got so far
  But in the end
  It doesn’t even matter
  I had to fall
  To lose it all
  But in the end
  It doesn’t even matter
  I've put my trust in you
  Pushed as far as I can go
  For all this
  There’s only one thing you should know
  I've put my trust in you
  Pushed as far as I can go
  For all this
  There’s only one thing you should know
  I tried so hard
  And got so far
  But in the end
  It doesn’t even matter
  I had to fall
  To lose it all
  But in the end
  It doesn’t even matter
  
  
  
  
  
  GOO GOO DOLLS-HERE IS GONE
  
  You and I got somethin
  But it's all and then it's nothin to me, yeah
  And I got my defenses
  When it comes through your intentions for me, yeah
  And we wake up in the breakdown
  With the things we never thought we could be, yeah
  
  I'm not the one who broke you
  I'm not the one you should fear
  What do you got to move you darlin
  I thought I lost you somewhere
  But you were never really ever there at all
  
  And I want to get free
  Talk to me
  I can feel you falling
  And I wanted to be
  All you need
  Somehow here is gone
  
  I am no solution
  To the sound of this pollution in me, yeah
  And I was not the answer
  So forget you ever thought it was me, yeah
  
  I'm not the one who broke you
  I'm not the one you should fear
  What do you got to move you darlin
  I thought I lost you somewhere
  But you were never really ever there at all
  
  And I want to get free
  Talk to me
  I can feel you falling
  And I wanted to be
  All you need
  Somehow here is gone
  
  And I dont need the fallout
  Of all the past that's in between us
  And I'm not holding on
  And all your lies weren't enough to keep me here
  
  And I want to get free
  Talk to me
  I can feel you falling
  And I wanted to be
  All you need
  Somehow here is gone
  
  And I want to get free
  Talk to me
  I can feel you falling
  
  I know it's out there
  I know it's out there
  And I can feel you falling
  
  I know it's out there
  I know it's out there
  Somehow here is gone, yeah
  I know it's out there
  I know it's out there
  Somehow here is gone, yeah
  
  EMILY THE STRANGE