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Evo odlučila i ja stavit ovo čudo na blog...znači vaše posjete od: 01.08.2006.
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GODINA:17(24.11.1990) Strijelac
ŠKOLA:Opća gimnazija
GRAD: Makarska
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2 MINUTA STRAHA
Srce slome čak i usta
nekog neznanog junaka
brzinom zvuka dok tone moj brod
ovu noć zato provodim budan i sam
k'o osuđenik...
Dajte mi reč na samo dva minuta straha
dajte mi glas, al' znajte gluvi će me čuti
ovo je kanonada, rat u mojoj glavi
srušen je svet, pravljen od pepela i praha
Pogled odozgo okom plavog goluba
hiljadu priča, šaka sreće i tišine
nije ni srce uvek crvena fasada
pukne baš onda kada najmanje se nadaš
Razmisli dobro i reci mi,
ne vidiš sebe ali vidiš njih,
živote tihe i prazne.
Trač kao vesti proverene,
Ti vidiš druge, ali sebe ne.
Više ne brojim, jer po ko zna koji put
budnog sam noćas opet zatekao sebe
svetlom po mraku kako pišem poruku:
"Čuvaj se dobro jer ja dolazim po tebe !"
Ovo će biti prvi poslednji put
vidiš li znake na nebu ?
Od sad te prati pogled oštar i ljut
ja noćas slavim svoju pobedu !
I DIED FOR YOU
I can't believe this now
This isn't what I planned
I lived and died now
I just can't understand
With all the love I feel
I could never leave her
No matter what the cost
My souls the price to see her
(Chorus)
Oh how I love you
The pain won't go away
Oh when I need you
You're always so far away
I cry for you
Leaving myself to blame
I died for you
I gave up everything
The pain was just to much
When I finally saw her
She's happy and in love
In love with my best friend
What makes it hurt so bad
Is that I love them both
And they will never know
For love I sold my soul
DREAMER
Gazing through the window at the world outside
Wondering will mother earth survive
Hoping that mankind will stop abusing her sometime
After all there's only just the two of us
And here we are still fighting for our lives
Watching all of history repeat itself
Time after time
I'm just a dreamer
I dream my life away
I'm just a dreamer
Who dreams of better days
I watch the sun go down like everyone of us
I'm hoping that the dawn will bring a sign
A better place for those Who will come after us ...
This time
I'm just a dreamer
I dream my life away oh yeah
I'm just a dreamer
Who dreams of better days
Your higher power may be God or Jesus Christ
It doesn't really matter much to me
Without each others help there ain't no hope for us
I'm living in a dream of fantasy
Oh yeah, yeah, yeah
If only we could all just find serenity
It would be nice if we could live as one
When will all this anger, hate and bigotry ...
Be gone?
I'm just a dreamer
I dream my life away
Today
I'm just a dreamer
Who dreams of better days
Okay
I'm just a dreamer
Who's searching for the way
Today
I'm just a dreamer
Dreaming my life away
Oh yeah, yeah, yeah
NOTHING ELSE MATTERS
So close no matter how far
couldn't be much more from the heart
forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters
never opened myself this way
life is ours, we live it our way
all these words I don't just say
and nothing else matters
trust I seek and I find in you
every day for us something new
open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know
so close no matter how far
couldn't be much more from the heart
forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know
never opened myself this way
life is ours, we live it our way
all these words I don't just say
and nothing else matters
trust I seek and I find in you
every day for us something new
open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters
never cared for what they say
never cared for games they play
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
and I know
so close no matter how far
couldn't be much more from the heart
forever trusting who we are
no nothing else matters
DON`T CRY
Talk to me softly
There is something in your eyes
Don't hang your head in sorrow
And please don't cry
I know how you feel inside I've
I've been there before
Somethin is changin' inside you
And don't you know
Don't you cry tonight
I still love you baby
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight
Give me a whisper
And give me a sign
Give me a kiss before you
tell me goodbye
Don't you take it so hard now
And please don't take it so bad
I'll still be thinkin' of you
And the times we had...baby
And don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight
And please remember that I never lied
And please remember
how I felt inside now honey
You gotta make it your own way
But you'll be alright now sugar
You'll feel better tomorrow
Come the morning light now baby
And don't you cry tonight
And don't you cry tonight
And don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry tonight
Baby maybe someday
Don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry
Tonight
SWEET CHILD O´MINE
She's got a smile that it seems to me
Reminds me of childhood memories
Where everything
Was as fresh as the bright blue sky
Now and then when I see her face
She takes me away to that special place
And if I stared too long
I'd probably break down and cry
Sweet child o' mine
Sweet love of mine
She's got eyes of the bluest skies
As if they thought of rain
I hate to look into those eyes
And see an ounce of pain
Her hair reminds me of a warm safe place
Where as a child I'd hide
And pray for the thunder
And the rain
To quietly pass me by
Sweet child o' mine
Sweet love of mine
Where do we go
Where do we go now
Where do we go
Sweet child o' mine
She's got a smile that it seems to me
Reminds me of childhood memories
Where evrything
Was as fresh as the bright blue sky
Now and then when I see her face
She takes me away to that special place
And if I stared too long
I'd probably break down and cry
Sweet child o' mine
Sweet love of mine
She's got eyes of the bluest skies
As if they thought of rain
I hate to look into those eyes
And see an ounce of pain
Her hair reminds me of a warm safe place
Where as a child I'd hide
And pray for the thunder
And the rain
To quietly pass me by
Sweet child o' mine
Sweet love of mine
Where do we go
Where do we go now
Where do we go
Sweet child o' mine
Još bi nam se mogla desiti ljubav
(Love could still happen to us)
"......još bi nam mogla desiti se ljubav
desiti - velim,
ali ja ne znam da li da je želim
ili ne želim........."
Love could still happen to us,
Happen - I say,
But I don't know if that's what I want,
Or that's what I don't want.
Dobriša Cesarić, Povratak (Returning)
Doista mogla bi se desiti
bježim, bježim
stajem, pa opet bježim
poželim dodir, poljubac znaš već
ono VOLIM TE
ali ja opet bježim
ZAŠTO?
bježim od prošlosti
bježim od sadašnjosti
ali bježim i od budućnosti
a ti?
zašto ti želiš pa ne želiš?
zašto je tvoj pogled topao,
a onda odjednom leden?
prošlost?
sadašnjost?
budućnost?
a dobro znamo da mogla bi nam
se desiti ako već i nije
LJUBAV
oboje je sanjamo, oboje je želimo
ali zašto ne priznajemo?!
Kako priznati kad se bojimo!
čega?
bojimo se sjena prošlosti
koje kao ulični razbojnici čuče u nama i napadaju
kad smo najslabiji
znamo i ti i ja da kad volimo zaboravljamo na OPREZ
Jednostavno, ali komplicirano VOLIMO!!!
Mogla bi nam se desiti, desiti
velim LJUBAV.
Nema više......čega?Onih mojih glupih i depresivnih postova...smijem se sebi dok ih čitam...Zbog čega ili pak koga bit kako bi purgeri rekli "u banani"!Ma to nitko ne zavrjeđuje...Optimizam rules, yeah...
E sad ćemu ovakav uvod?pitate se??? i ja se pitam....ne nije mi se dogodilo ništa novo...ne cvjetaju mi ruže, nisam dobila na lotu i nemam petice u školi, ali jednostavno mi je dosadilo...
Cilo sam se vrime zabrinjavala zbog gluposti, zbog problema kojih nema...uistinu postoje ljudi kojima fali puno više toga, nego meni(ruke, noge-Antonini)ne ne mislim da fale Antoniniju nego je on reka nešto u tom smislu!Meni je jednostavno savršeno....život mi je idealan, ništa mi ne fali, dobro svakom nešto fali...ali meni je ugl. dobro!Čovjeće znam, nikad nisam mislila da će iz mojih usta izaći riječi poput ovih, ali ljudi fale mi starci....već dva ipo miseca ih ne viđam, oni i to renoviranje kuće na selu...kad su tu nepodnosim ih, ali sad mi fale, fali mi očevo podbadanje i oni glupi razgovori s majkom...no ja o ovom nisam počela pisati....pisala sam o onoj glupoj depresiji koja nas sve katkad pogodi...nekom glupom osjećaju tjeskobe i neshvaćenosti koji je zapravo prividan, sami smo si krivi za njega, sami se stjeramo u takvu situaciju....e sad sam jaka....prošli tjedan su me mučili razni "problemi", tipa nacionalnih ispita, glavobolje i oni ljubavni....nacionalni sam dobro napisala, glava me više ne boli, a ljubav...ma što s njom...znam ja da sam draga onoj osobi...i da je užasno smotan, ali jbg-a, nisu svi poput mene, hehe!!!Ma polako, doć će i to na svoje...ajme oni razgovori...pa ono prolaženje sati poput sekunda, još žalosnije mjeseci poput sati...ali neka, vridno je to svega...uvik nešto novo naučim...a eto ne znam šta bih više pisala...fala Anji šta me spomenila u postu...volim te najdraža(hehe), jedva čekam da vidim taj tvoj novi dizajn!!!Ajme volim ja ljude koji me okružuju...mislila sam da su oni dovoljni..da nemam potrebu za novim upoznavanjima...ali isto je baza kad ti neko novi uleti.Npr.netko s msn-a poput Marine...ljudi posjetite njen blog, izgleda da joj samo ja i pahuljica ostavljamo komentare, malo reklame LINK ...a eto idem ja sad!!!pozdrav...
I evo par slika...naravno nadam se da se više nikad neću ovako osjećati!!!
Tu sam...kao i uvik, ne znam šta bih pisala...nemam volje, želje,a ni potrebe za novim postom...ali ipak tipkam..joj dosadno mi je....nisam depresivna ili pak jesam...opet ne znam...ne, nisam, nesmin bit....nikad nisam bila...dobro, sjebana sam-pa šta sad? Bit će bolje!Uvik bude!Zapravo uopće nemam razloga za tugom, ali onda zašto sam takva?...zašto su ljudi smotani?Zašto se svega boje?Zašto propuštaju sreću?Hm, mogu ovako u nedogled,...joj kako smo mi čudni,...nimalo jednostavni...ne znamo što želimo...joj kako dani brzo prolaze, sutra je subota..., a ona prošla kao da je bila jučer...Sve brzo prolazi, život brzo prolazi...prekratak je i kao uvijek, mi ga ne znamo iskoristiti!...a samo je jedan....
........joj nisam normalna, koji mi je?...dosta je, dovoljno sam napisala....
I još nešto...ovo ljeto mi je jedna osoba rekla da se nekad osjeća kao u pjesmi caught in a web...nedavno sam na svoj mob. napisala polovicu drugog stiha i pokazala joj ga...pa evo lyrics.....Ajme koja sam ja budala..........
Dream Theater- Caught in a Web
Silence disguised
I watch you
Show me the hurt
That haunts you
Would you despise the thrill
If all you hide were mine?
I can’t hold on any longer
These feelings keep growing stronger
Echoes that deafen the mind
Will bury my voice in their wake
Caught in a web
Removed from the world
Hanging on by a thread
Spinning the lies
Devised in my head
I’ve seen the path
The one you take
Shows the truth
For you to make
This turn of phrase
We might not see
Is the thirst of desire
Found so easily
Try to push me ’round
The world some more
And make me live in fear
I bare all that I am
Made of now
Attractive I don’t care
’cause even when I danced with life
No one was there to share
Does this voice the wounds of your soul?
Does this voice the wounds of your soul?
Caught in a web
Removed from the world
Hanging on by a thread
Spinning the lies
Devised in my head
Tried to live the life
You live and saw
It doesn’t work for me
I bare all that I am
Made of now
Attractive, I can’t be
Inside the dance of life is one
I’ll never hold to me
You can’t heal the wounds of my soul.
You can’t heal the wounds of my soul.
Caught in a web
Removed from the world
Hanging on by a thread
Spinning the lies
Devised in my head
Caught in a web
Refused by the world
Hanging on by a thread
Spinning a cage
Denied and misread
Odlučila se ja malo više posvetit ovom blogu!Prvo hvala Antonii na lipom komentaru, najviše me se dojmio
..a zatim svim drugim ljudima koji posjećuju ovaj moj blog....
Kao i svaki put ne znam šta da pišem, ništa mi nije zanimljivo, ništa se ne događa, samo da me ne uvati ono depresivno razdoblje....ma ne neće..ja sam čvrsta, ipak sam to ja...ništa me ne može srozati... ne postoje čimbenici koji mogu utjecati na moje raspoloženje..iznova se zavaravam...zašto sam ovakva?Kakav sam ja to Strijelac, oni su vatreni i ne mare ni za što, o ne ja sam svoj podznak, onaj previše emotivan Rak..previše sam sentimentalna, vrijeđaju me stvari koje me zapravo ne bi tribale vrijeđat, vidim probleme tamo gdje ih uopće nema..joj što mi se to događa???..Škola, ma kakva škola, ustanova u kojoj boravim pola dana, ali koja mi baš ništa ne predstavlja, ali razred...ma obožavam ga!Šta bi ja bez onih svojih općenjaka, mase kampanjaca, joj ma zakon su...odlutah...Ljubav???Što s njom, ona ne postoji!Muškarci nemaju osjećaje, misle glavićem, a ne glavom,..., ali opet šta bi mi bez njih!!!Zapravo sam shvatila koji je moj problem, ustvari taj je što me zapravo ništa ne muči, pa izmišljam gluposti, odnosno probleme koji ne postoje!!! Život je zakon, samo je kratak, zato ga triba što bolje iskoristiti...previše se ustrućavamo u tom životu, fali nam hrabrosti, a ponekad zbog toga puno gubimo..joj taj ponos..joj ta bojažljivost, čega se bojimo..nekih novih iskustava, nespremnosti za nove poduhvate, ljudi koji nam je...Joj pišem jako nepovezano..bijesna sam, a ne znam zašto, stalno se smijem, a nemam razloga..čudno izražavam bijes..cinićnim smijanjem..ali neka, svakim danom se sve više volim, sve više se upoznajem sa samom sobom i svaki dan učim na pogreškama, neka drukčija sam, pa što sad?! Krug ljudi oko mene me razumije, oni znaju da se smijem i kad sam tužna, oni znaju kad pokušavam nešto negirati, da opako lažem, oni me čitaju ko otvorenu knjigu... i opet se smiješim... i dalje ne znam zbog ćega, možda što ću sutra ući u onu školu i vidjeti ljude koje volim i što je važnije ljude koji mene vole....nadam se da postoje...ne znam više što bih rekla...vidim neko svijetlo u tami, uvijek neki optimizam... tu je oko mene...govori mi da će sve biti puno bolje....
Znam da je post čudan, ali neka....
