Fallen angel.

subota, 21.06.2008.

°°Keep yourself alive.°°

da...opet plačem...
ne shvaćam kako su glupi...ne shvaćaju da nisam
klinka...ne mogu mi naređivati...smatraju me klinkom...
možda to i jesam,ali ja sam klinka koja
želi biti nešto više nego što je sad...ne želim biti
obično derište...a oni me time smatraju...kad će
stati??
začujem muziku i počnem razmišljati pozitivno...
vidjet ću ga u ponedjeljak i pričat ćemo...a onda
se sjetim...škola je gotova...
sama sam...nema nikog uz mene...
tako sam sama...
sama u toj sobi...
i misli da će me silit,ali odrasla sam,dovovljno,
odrasla da im uvijek kažem:
°°neću.
°°ne mislim.
°°ne namjeravam.
jednostavno ne mogu prihvatiti da sam starija...
i onda tako sama sjedim,plačem i priželjkujem...
želim da bude bolje...a ne može...
želim zagrljaj...
sama sam...nema tko da me zagrli...
tako sama...
samo zagrljaj.zagrljaj pun ljubavi i prijateljstva.
ako me voli,zašto nema zagrljaja???
samo zagrljaj...
×.ovo je bio samo djelić moje žalosti iz mog dnevnika...×

trenutno pojma neam kak se osjećam...aff...samo jedno znam...
moram se promjenit...svi samo odlaze od mene..tjeram ljude svojim ponašanjem...hh...to nije pohvalno...jedino s kim sam u društvu normalna je..Ivan...s njim ne glumatam...sve mu kažem...sve...a ostali...nisam prava...umjetna sam...a to nie dobro...nikako...ali kako se ponašam tako tjeram ljude od sebe...a želim ih natrag...aff...jednostavno ne znam više što sam...ahh...samo želim biti dobra,lijepa,pametna...korak do savršenstva...hahah...al ne ide to sam tak...to moram izgradit...aff...

trenutno pokušavam nać Freddyev duh u sebi...želim biti pomalo umišljena,ali i pravedna...i da me ne boli briga za ničije mišljenje...da me ne peče...ko obično...samo želim bit sretna...

I was told a million times
Of all the troubles in my way
How I had to keep on trying
Little better evry day
But if I crossed a million rivers
And I rode a million miles
Then Id still be where I started
Bread and butter for a smile
Well I sold a million mirrors
In a shop in alley way
But I never saw my face
In any window any day
Well they say your folks are telling you
To be a super star
But I tell you just be satisfied
To stay right where you are

Keep yourself alive keep yourself alive
Itll take you all your time and a money
Honey youll survive

Well Ive loved a million women
In a belladonic haze
And I ate a million dinners
Brought to me on silver trays
Give me evrything I need
To feed my body and my soul
And Ill grow a little bigger
Maybe that can be my goal
I was told a million times
Of all the people in my way
How I had to keep on trying
And get better evry day
But if I crossed a million rivers
And I rode a million miles
Then Id still be where I started
Still be where I started

Keep yourself alive keep yourself alive
Itll take you all your time and money honey
Youll survive

Keep yourself alive
Keep yourself alive
Itll take you all your time and money
To keep me satisfied
Do you think youre better evry day
No I just think Im two steps nearer to my grave
Keep yourself alive
Keep yourself alive mm
You take your time and take your money
Keep yourself alive
Keep yourself alive
Keep yourself alive
All you people keep yourself alive
Keep yourself alive
Keep yourself alive
Itll take you all your time and a money
To keep me satisfied
Keep yourself alive
Keep yourself alive
All you people keep yourself alive
Take you all your time and money honey
You will survive

Keep you satisfied
Keep you satisfied

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Songs :D

Too much love will kill you
If you can't make up your mind
Torn between the lover
And the love you leave behind
You're headed for disaster
'cos you never read the signs
Too much love will kill you
Every time
# # #
Friends will be friends
When youre in need of love they give you care and attention
Friends will be friends
When youre through with life and all hope is lost
Hold out your hands cos friends will be friends right till the
End
# # #
Love of my life cant you see,
Bring it back bring it back,
Dont take it away from me,
Because you dont know what it means to me.
# # #
I've fallen in love
I've fallen in love for the first time
And this time I know it's for real
I've fallen in love, yeah
God knows, God knows I've fallen in love
# # #
The show must go on
The show must go on
Inside my heart is breaking
My make-up may be flaking
But my smile still stays on
# # #
I svi me vole, svima sam duhovit
cekaju na red da me upoznaju
samo ti nikako da shvatis konacno
koliko me volis suludo
# # #

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