utorak, 23.09.2008.
DAN S DVIJE STRANE
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...javljam se.Prije nisam imao ni snage ni volje,a mozak mi je izijedala pomisao na heroin.Ne.Nisam ga uzeo,ali sam sreo dva stara znanca iz narko miljea,koji se na kilometre vidjelo,da tu,meni stvar ponuđenu dobro šljaka,te da je zasigurno bolje kvalitete.Jedva sam se suzdržao,polagano im izmakao iz vida i nestao.Priznajem,bilo me strah da ne posustanem i vratim se na početak.Totalni pad.To mi nije bila želja,mada taj prokleti crv,stalno me navlačio na to da uzmem.Nije postojao drugi način,osim da se zatvorim u kuću s mojim ljubimcem,zapalim jednu,popijem si čašu vina i lagano se smirujem.Smirujem sam sebe jer M.nema doma,a vjerojatno bi izgubio povjerenje u mene.Dan je još trajao,crvić je harao.Bolje da zapalim još jednu i da čekam sutra uz M.podršku.Ponosan sam na sebe jer nekima to zvući banalna stvar,ali onaj tko to nije probao niti mu na kraj pameti nije koliko se teško i nakon par godina,moleći se da ostaneš pribran.
Zato ipak dan nije bio ni toliko crn.Večer je trebala biti u stilu chilling.T.V.naša susjeda,M.i moja malenkost.Neočekujući nikog,trglo nas je zvono na vratima.Kad ono B.V. i S.M......B.V. kao i uvijek iskuliran dok moja S.M. nabrijana,sva ushićena da se napriča do mile volje.Blago njoj svašta joj se dogodilo u periodu mjesec dana što se nismo vijeli.To je bio meni super trenutak,neplaniran i pun zajebancije i smijeha.To mi je i trebalo.Nakon cijelodnevnog mučenja,punjenje baterija samo pozitivom.Mirom u samom sebi.
Nabasao sam na jednu radio stanicu gdje puštaju glazbu gothic(dark),ali iz perioda "But Cave"-a.Evo momentalno slušam Cocteau Twins .Vrlo su rijetke radio stanice koje puštaju glazbu koju preferiram.S ovom zadovoljavam neke svoja zadovoljstva u glazbi
Da jedan od bisera S.M. bio je : "Zašto upaliti mrak?"...Sada možda ne zvuči onako kako je u tom trenu zvučio nama,ali vjerujte mi dobio sam grčeve od smijeha.A meni se to rijeto dešava...
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