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MOŽDA STVARNO OSOBE NISU ONAKVE KAKVE SE ČINE, KAŽU JEDNO, A MISLE DRUGO

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TEŠKO JE BITI GLUP DANAS... KONKURENCIJA JE PREVELIKA!!!

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ŽIVITE METAL, MISLITE METAL, SLUŠAJTE METAL, OSTANITE METAL!!!

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SVAKA PROMIJENA U DRUŠTVU UTJEČE I NA POJEDINCA

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SVATKO JE POSEBAN NA SVOJ NAČIN

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SNOVI POSTAJU NEOSTVARIVI SAMO ZBOG JEDNE STVARI: STRAHA OD NEUSPJEHA!

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PRAVI NEPRIJATELJ TE NIKADA NEĆE NAPUSTITI. NAJBOLJI ČOVJEKOV PRIJATELJ JE ČOVJEK KOJI GLEDA SVOJA POSLA.

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TRENUTAK JE DOVOLJAN DA SE UPOZNA, TRENUTAK JE DOVOLJAN DA SE ZAVOLI, ALI SAMO TRENUTAK MOŽE RAZORITI ONO ŠTA JE TRENUTAK USPIO STVORITI…

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VOLIM ČOVJEČANSTVO, SAMO NE PODNOSIM LJUDE. GRIJEŠITI JE LJUDSKI, BACATI KRIVNJU NA DRUGE JOŠ LJUDSKIJE.

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TEŠKO JE GLEDATI BUDUĆNOST OČIMA PUNIM PROŠLOSTI…

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SVI ZA MENE, JA ZA SEBE. ZAVOLJETI SEBE, POČETAK JE DOŽIVOTNE LJUBAVI.

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NA MOJ ZNAK NEKA PROGUTA TE MRAK. ŠTO NE MOŽEŠ URADITI SAM, POKVARI BAR DRUGOME.

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ŽIVOT NIJE IŠTA DRUGO NEGO PUTOVANJE SMRTI!

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SJETI SE KAKO MALO ŽIVIŠ, A KOLIKO DUGO ĆEŠ BITI MRTAV…

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JEBEŠ ŽIVOT KAD ČOVJEK ČOVJEKA NE MOŽE DA SHVATI… JEBEŠ ŽIVOT KAD LJUBAV VENE… KAD ŽIVIŠ SAMO OD JEDNE PROKLETE USPOMENE..

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AKO TOLIKO BRIJEŠ NA SAVRŠENSTVO NAĐI SI LUTKU!

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NAJLAKŠE JE ZNAKOVIMA LJUDE TJERATI KAMO DA KRENU I ONDA IH UPUTITI U SMRT...

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BRISANJE, PALJENJE ILI TRGANJE JE NAJBOLJI NAČIN IZBJEGAVANJA ISTINE

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LJUDI NE OVISE O PRIJATELJIMA NEGO SAMI O SEBI

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LJUDE NE TREBA OSUĐIVATI PO ONOME ŠTO NISU, NEGO PO ONOME ŠTO JESU...

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AKO NE MOŽEŠ PRIHVATITI SEBE, KAKO ĆEŠ ONDA DRUGE...

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BOG VAM JE DAO JEDNO LICE, A PRAVITE SEBI DRUGO... (Shakespaere)

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Norther - Fuck You

You know nothing about us
You think that we're not cool
You say we got nothing to give
We just say... Fuck you
We don't care about your thoughts
We will hate you anyway
You're just a piece of shit
We take no shit from no one

Fuck you, you're just a piece of shit
Fuck you, we take no shit

We take no shit from no one
You can say what ever you dare
It's all the same cos we don't care

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Pain - Bye/Die

Tell me what do you see when you see yourself
I don't really get it, how do you make it through the day without killing yourself
Bye bye, why don't you go and
Die die, I'll fuck you up
You want me on my knees but I'm not going down
Bye bye, leave me alone or
Die die, it's your choice
No time for games, so just leave me the fuck alone

Do you know, you're all the same
Got to play these stupid games
You're getting on my nerves, so just stay the fuck away
Who died and made you god
This time you've gone to far
I think it-s time for you to understand: this is war

There's nothing to see here, I don't wanna be here
Get me out of here right now
I can not sit around and wait for you to drive me insane
Bye bye, why don't you go and
Die die, I'll fuck you up
You want me on my knees but I'm not going down
Bye bye, leave me alone or
Die die, it's your choice
No time for games, so just leave me the fuck alone

So you think I'm unreasonable
Do you really think I am a toy that you can kick around
Don't come here you're a waste of time
Some people never know, when it's time to back away
It will come back at you and slap you in the face

There's nothing to see here, I don't wanna be here
Get me out of here right now
I can not sit around and wait for you to drive me insane
I don't have patience so what are you after
Do you want me to snap right now
Some things will never ever change, like you and your ugly face
Bye bye, why don't you go and
Die die, I'll fuck you up
You want me on my knees but I'm not going down
Bye bye, leave me alone or
Die die, it's your choice
No time for games, so just leave me the fuck alone

Bye bye, its your choice
Die die, I'll fuck you up

Bye bye, why don't you go and
Die die, leave me alone

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Soulfly - Jumpdafuckup

Jumpdafuckup!

Muthafucka u don't understand
All my hate!
Muthafucka u don't understand
All my rage!
Muthafucka u don't understand
All my pain!
Muthafucka u don't understand...

You seem to sever all my frequencies
I'm tethered to your energies
And everything turns inside out
I can't be killed but I'm not too proud

Maybe you would like to peek through the curtain
At the same mistake you know you always make
But...all I really want to know is
Are you gonna lay the fuck back down
Or jump da fuck up?

Walking in da streets and looking at all this shit
I'm full of hate, don't fuck with me
Walking in da streets and looking at all this shit
Open up your eyes and fucking see
We got the tribe against society
We got to fight the real enemy
Get da fuck up, stand da fuck up
Back da fuck up

All this is making things a bit insane
And I don't care who stares or stays
The only thing that matters is
Will you reach out if you can't resist?

Maybe you don't give a shit for the rest of us
But if you do, the time is now, if it ever was
If you're gonna fight, whatcha gonna do?
Jump da fuck up!

How dare you single out my honesty
Compare me to your travesties
I only want to see you fight
The darkness you wanna live your life by

And if you're gonna quit
I don't give a shit
What the fuck, I'm a Mack truck
Are you gonna give up like a bitch
Or jump da fuck up?

Walking in da streets and looking at all this shit
I'm full of hate, don't fuck with me
Walking in da streets and looking at all this shit
Open up your eyes and fucking see
We got the tribe against society
We got to fight the real enemy
Get da fuck up, stand da fuck up
Muthafuckaaaaaaaarrggghhhh

I'm a self-destructive piece of shit
Smear me in
I don't owe you a goddamn thing
This life has never had the swing
I don't wanna be immortal or legend or anything
Cuz the longer I'm alive, the better off you'll be
Get ready for epitome, come on and pity me...
Will you kill me if I say please?

I'm the same old reasons not to try
What the hell
Beat to death with a shovel and a new smell
Come and get me, mom would never let me do it
I'm ruined, I don't want anything from you
Cuz I've got nothing left to prove, c'mon
My time, everything feels fine, goodbye
Killing from the inside

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Arch Enemy - Instinct

The more I see - the less I believe
The more I hear - the less I care
This world we've created, has left me cold
This world is sedated, dying in it's sleep

I feel nothing

Seen it written on a thousand faces
The simple truth we fear
Seen it happen in a thousand places
Instinct brought us here

The more I see - the less I believe
The more I hear - the less I care
We used to be the chosen ones
Second to none
Look at what we've become
A pathetic excuse for life

I feel nothing

I can feel nothing
Nothing at all
Except for the pain
That hits me again

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Children Of Bodom - Trashed, Lost And Strungout

Once a day falling on the trail walking blind trade nothing discretion in low,
It's hard to wait taking yourself in honor I should know how low I can go.

Before I go high I'm very down,
And I'll be going after it again and again.

You try biting all the way not be one to be trashed, lost and strungout,
Then again try something fucked to mess around with what's to coming out.

Before I go high I'm very down,
And I'll be going after it again and again.

Come on!

Maybe I shouldn't profisize my life what the fuck have I done to you?
But did you ever be harassed, with my head still trying to tell me what the fuck to do!

I need to get it to the point where I cannot do,
Nothing but trying to be strungout on you.
Let me drown way deep down below for a sleep that'll surely let go.
Until the end I raise and batter around looking at my own reflection.
Forever lost I kiss you good bye to kill my soul addiction.

Before I go I hit the ground,
The only way I ever get down,
And with the next you'll tell me where to go,
Then I'll be going after it more and more!

I need to get it to the point where I cannot do,
Nothing but trying to be strungout on you.
Let me drown way deep down below for a sleep that'll surely let go.
Until the end I raise and batter around looking at my own reflection.
Forever lost I kiss you good bye to kill my soul addiction.

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In Flames - Colony

In your world, the day is no threat
In my world, there is an absence of light
"Genetic superior cell" controlled
By the fathomless and unbearable

A radical new Form of plastic and rage
Biologically optimized
But with a strangling pulse

In your world, you find me worthy
In my world, I "parashoot" my life
A virtual drugstore populated
By the fathomless and unbearable

Machine, meat and blood
In an intimate relationship
The new - superior -
More effective than all the preceding

When we can no longer
Cry and reality is torn
Then it's easy to forget
That the responsibility lies on us all

In your world, the night is no threat
In my world, the darkness
Transforms to a vision of hell
Populated by fathomless and unbearable

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Kataklysm - The Road To Devastation

It wasn't so long ago I remember time's where life was so cold
Everything was dark and still I thought I had a chance in life
The demons called my name, they dragged me inside the chambers of hell
No one could hear me, I bled tears of pain

Son, confront me... The Road To Devastation
Kneel before me... The Road To Devastation
Inhale, exhale... The Road To Devastation
This is my life... The Road To Devastation

The sun would rise, the hope would die inside
Another day of misery as the clock turns to agony
Feel the sense of lost time...
When everything falls to pieces and left with a glimpse of light

It wasn't so long ago I remember time's where life was so cold
Everything was dark and still I thought I had a chance in life
The demons called my name, they dragged me inside the chambers of hell
No one could hear me, I bled tears of pain

Son, confront me... The Road To Devastation
Kneel before me... The Road To Devastation
Inhale, exhale... The Road To Devastation
This is my life... The Road To Devastation

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System Of A Down - Sad Statue

Conquest to the lover
And your love to the fire
Permanence unfolding in the absolute
Forgiveness is the ultimate sacrifice
Eloquence belongs to the conqueror
The pictures of time and space are rearranged
In this little piece of typical tragedy
Justified candy

Brandy for the nerves
Eloquence belongs to the conqueror
You and me
We'll all go down in history
With a sad Statue of Liberty
And a generation that didn't agree
You and me
We'll all go down in history

With a sad Statue of Liberty
And a generation that didn't agree
I forgot to
I forgot to let you know that
Justified candy
Brandy for the nerves
Eloquence belongs to the conqueror
Conquest to the lover

And your love to the fire
Permanence unfolding in the absolute
Forgiveness is the ultimate sacrifice
Eloquence belongs to the conqueror
You and me
We'll all go down in history
With a sad Statue of Liberty
And a generation that didn't agree

You and me
We'll all go down in history
With a sad Statue of Liberty
And a generation that didn't agree
Generation
What is in us that turns a deaf ear to the cries of human suffering
Suffering, suffering now

You and me
We'll all go down in history
With a sad Statue of Liberty
And a generation that didn't agree
You and me

We'll all go down in history
With a sad Statue of Liberty
And a generation that didn't agree
Generation
Belonging
Belonging to

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Stone Sour - Inhale

Come one and all and see the broken man, talking to himself
He sits and waits for something better, he'll never find it here
The people touch his hair and pinch his cheek; he can't even feel it

There it goes again, he's listening to someone
He hears the bitter laughter
And all he wants to know is

Why------ does any of it matter? (I can't take it anymore)
You've gotta try------ the inhale that makes the exhale so much better

He wipes his hands on anything in reach, he never feels clean
He shakes at night because his nerve is gone, every muscle hurts
Come one and all and see what happened that broken man is me

There it goes again, I can hear it louder
It doesn't feel good anymore
All I want to know is

Why------ does any of it matter? (I can't take it anymore)
You've gotta try------ the inhale that makes the exhale so much better

Now I know I disappear!
I can't find my way from out of here!
Everything is fading on me!
Someone tell me someone tell me
Someone - tell me

Why------ does any of it matter? (I can't take it anymore)
You've gotta try------ the inhale that makes the exhale so much better

Why? ! you've gotta try!!

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Slipknot - Everything Ends

You are wrong, fucked, and overrated
I think Im gonna be sick and its your fault
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything
I havent slept since I woke up
And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything

Shallow skin, I can paint with pain
I mark the trails on my arms with your disdain
Everyday its the same - I love, you hate
But I guess I dont care any more...
Fix my problems with the blade
While my eyes turn from blue to gray
God, the worst thing happened to me today
But I guess I dont care anymore...

You are wrong, fucked, and overrated
I think Im gonna be sick and its your fault
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything
I havent slept since I woke up
And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything

My flaws are the only thing left thats pure
Cant really live, cant really endure
Everything I see reminds me of her
God I wish I didnt care anymore
The more I touch, the less I feel
Im lying to myself that its not real
Why is everybody making such a big fucking deal?
Im never gonna care anymore

What the hell am I doing?
Is there anyone left in my life?
What the fuck was I thinking?
Anybody want to tell me Im fine?
Where the hell am I going?
Do I even need a reason to hide?
I am only betrayed
I am only conditioned to die

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Norther - Frozen Angel

We were together as one
All that we had can't be undone
Our love fading, now it's gone
Our time fading, so it's done
The blood that binds us
Till death unites us

Alone we die
My Frozen angel
Alone we fade away
From this world
Alone you die
My frozen angel
Alone we fade away
From this world

We were together as one
All that we had can't be undone
Our love fading the feeling is gone
Our time fading, now it's done
Nothing I do, nothing I say
Fade Away
My angel

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Dark Tranquillity - Format C: For Cortex

Mental Blindfolds on
Early on the fascination intense
How to discern just where right belongs

Something has got to give
These things I just don't want you to see

There is no need for you to start revolutions
I don't want you to talk to the minions
Just show me a brand new face
An open mind against a dying race

Something has got to give
These things I just don't want you to hear/feel

Cannot fail in this the era of losers
Burnt the shell of those that once held the torches
Cannot give you the senses anew
Nor will you know innocence again

Something has got to give
These things I just don't want you to know

In time all your questions will be answered
Not what you hoped for, not what you dreamed
All preconceptions crumble

Something has got to give
These things I just don't want you to learn

Won't hold up to the standards you keep
Never came from the formative years
Just show me a brand new mind
Keep in what you left behind

Something has got to give
These things I just don't want you to be

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Hypocrisy - Eraser

Here it comes to subject the terror you forgot
No memories from the past
The unexplainable starts to appear
As your sub-consciousness begins to come back again

Reality fades away
You try to find a solution
Here it's coming now, indecision
You're free but you can't see through the confusion

[Chorus]
There is no time
No time to regret
The eraser's coming for your life
You got to run
Stay away from the light
The eraser's here to twist your mind

Feel your soul connected to the universe
The solstice is complete
They controlled your thoughts
You will remember now, what it's all about

Twist the end around, violation
It's burning deep and twisting under your skin
It scares you forever
The proof you will find in your dreams

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Inciter - All I Had

Wall in front of me
I can't believe
It looks so real
Face that has no face
Erase the place
Where is my hate

Sky falling over me
Now I cannot see
Stolen from my life
All I had

Life of agony
In tragedy
Ariving destiny
Voice inside of me
Won't let me be
Won't set me free

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Chimaira - Everything You Love

Can't sleep with all this frustation, intoxication
I no longer have regret
So what if I cause hysteria, it's not my dilemma
I'm only here to inflict pain

I will never forgive the ones who pushed me away
Like a tumor, rage grows inside me
Reminding me every day, I will retaliate

A thorn in my side for eight years
The man who shedsno tears
I am here to expose you
All of the poison that you take
All people you violate
Your faith can't save you now

I will never forgive th ones who pushed me away
Like a tumor, rage grows inside me
Reminding me every day, I will retaliate

I am your family with the power
To end everything
Everything you love
You should be paranoid
I guess I no longer share this vision
I guess I have a new agenda
While you sink down into your hole
I am proud watching you lose control

I will never forgive th ones who pushed me away
Like a tumor, rage grows inside me
Reminding me every day

I will never forgive th ones who pushed me away
Like a tumor, rage grows inside me
Reminding me every day, I will retaliate

I am your family with the power
To end everything
Everything you love

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Katatonia - Evidence

I hold my breath and check the time
One minute no collapse
If you only knew what I would do for you
One thirty breathing lapse
We're going in my voice is thin
When I tell you to remember
That no one will find you
My promise from the heart
If we part my pulse will guide you through

Be still for a moment
Everything depends upon you
If you die I will die too
Once we were heroes
But everything has changed since then
Now they recognize you too

I stay too long something's wrong
You walk out of the picture
I hold my breath and check the time
One thirty I collapse
We went in my voice was thin
When I told you to remember

I'm the evidence
You passed the test and that's so good for you
O love will you read the letters I will send to you
Will I come along
Will they let me out to take the test
O love is the score enough for me to pass the test

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Amon Amarth - Cry Of The Black Birds

Raise your swords up high!
See the black birds fly!
Let them hear your rage!
Show no fear!
Attack!

Charge your horses across the fields
Together we ride into destiny
Have no fear of death, when it's your time
Oden will bring us home when we die!

The ground trembles under us
As we make our thunder charge
The pounding hooves strikes blinding fear
Into their heart

Our helmets shine in the sun
As we near their wall of shields
Some of them turn and run
When they hear our frenzied screams

Draw your swords to strike
Hear the Black Birds cry!
Let them feel your hate!
Show no fear!

(Attack! Attack! Attack! Attack!)

Charge your horses across the fields
Together we ride into destiny
Have no fear of death, when it's your time
Oden will bring us home when we die!

The enemies are in disarray
Ride them down as they run
Send them to their violent graves,
Don't spare anyone
Dead and wounded lie all around,
See the pain in their eyes
Over the field an eerie sound,
As we hear the ravens' cry

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Morbid Angel - God Of Emptiness

Lies - And you fill their souls
With all oppressions of this world
And all the glory you receive?
So, What makes you supreme?
Lies - Your crown is falling
I offer fantasy
And you, you creator are
Blind with envy

Let the children come to me
Their mother loves me, so shall they
Woman, bleeding, ate my gifts
Man was close behind
Just like a snake I'm slithering
Thru my world divine
And like the cat I'm stalking
I'll take your soul and You'll
Be like me
In emptiness, free

Just bow to me faithfully
Bow to me splendidly

srijeda, 26.03.2008.

God Of Emptiness

Da bi imali savšenu priču moramo imati i nekog lika koji će je vodit... Taj lik može bit izmišljen ili stvaran... Dio nas ili pak našeg života.. Ili pak možda mi u nekom zamišljenom svijetu.. Svijetu koji nam odgovara.. Jel dobro imati takav svijet?.. Gdje je sve savršeno, gdje nema svađe, gdje nam se želje ispunjavaju?... Ja mislim da nije.. Lijepo je na neki način živjeti u tom svijetu, al s vremenom nam dosadi.. Poželimo se vratit stvarnosti.. Onome što je realno i što nas okružuje... Trebamo život iskusiti na svojoj koži... Tako ćemo greške prestati ponavljati... Ja volim griješiti, al ne zato da griješim ,već zato da osjetim na vlastitoj koži kako je to i da tu pogrešku ne ponovim.. Možemo mi učiti i na tuđim pogreškama, al to nije to.. Neke su stvari iste, ali se jednostavno pojavljaju u drugom obliku... Ti likovi iz priče su dio nas... Možda su likovi kakvi bi mi željeli bit?.. Ili pak likovi koji ne bi željeli postat.. Možda je čak lakše prepričat život preko neke priče, ali treba prvo iskusit gorčinu života... Mi mladi ljudi mislimo da smo skoro doživjeli sve.. A to nije niti jedna četvrtina što nas čeka u budućnosti.. Sada nam je lijepo dok nas još uvijek uzdržavaju roditelji, a kaj će bit kada ćemo bit prepušteni sami sebi?... Treba se naučit preživljavat.. Nije dobro živjeti u mašti... Ja sam dosta stvari prošla u životu, ali sam uvjerena da su neke osobe prošle i više.... Zato kažem da treba živjeti u stvarnosti... A ne da se odjednom probudimo i nađemo se ne nekom madracu u nekoj šugavoj rupi i vidimo oko sebe hordu štakora kako jedu i ono malo ostataka hrane kaj nam je ostalo (ok, nije da je doslovno tako, ali neki ljudi to trenutno proživljavaju)... Koliko god surova bila... Meni je drago kaj sam upoznala neke ljude... Jako drage ljude... Kaj su mi tu kada mi je najpotrebnije.. Kaj me shvaćaju.. Drago mi je kaj ja njih mogu nasmijavat, ali i oni mene.. Kaj nisam izgubila smisao za komunikaciju (bez brige ljudi znam ja pričat, ali jednostavno tu mislim na neke druge stvari). Oni mi nisu ljudi koji mi tu služe samo da postoje... Nisu mi marionete.. Da kada mi je dosadno da ih izvadim iz ormara pa da se malo idem igrati s njim... Da kada nemam nikoga da onda njih iskoristim... Lijepo je to prijateljstvo.. Na neki način krhko... Tanka je granica između ljubavi i mržnje.. Kada se jednom prekorači, više nikada nije isto.. Nikada situacija nije kao stara... Uvijek se tu nešto promijeni... Jednostavno je gotovo.. Završilo je... Treba prekinut taj začaran krug.. Nije bitno tko je kriv... Kraj je uvijek isti... Prijateljstvo je gotovo... Bilo je lijepo dok je trajalo.. A sve što je lijepo kratko traje... Imam jako lijepih uspomena.. Ali nažalost loše prevladavaju.. Ne znam jer je to zato kaj je tako bilo na kraju ili zato kaj mozak jednostavno želi tako pamtiti... Ne planiram špijunirat nikoga, jer znam da će mi pravi prijatelj sve reći… Zato i kažem.. Izmišljeni svijet je prekrasan, ali nemamo ništa za što ćemo se borit, jer nam sve dolazi od sebe... Čovjek je nezasitno biće.. Kada ostvari nešto, ide na nešto drugo.. Nedostižnije... I tako se vrti u krug... Uvijek očekuje nešto novo i drugačije... Teže za osvojit... Prijateljstvo je lijepa stvar.. Kroz njega proživljavamo tugu, sreću, bol, radost.... Ali ponekad i najljepše situacije se moraju prekinut.... Jer sve što je lijepo kratko traje... Čak i naši likovi u pričama trebaju imati neko lice... Od kuda crpimo inspiraciju?.. Iz sreće, tuge, bijesa ili možda čak nekog stvarnog događaja... Drago mi je kaj s nekim ljudima mogu pričati o nekim stvarima i kaj me shvaćaju.. Kaj nisam ograničena kaj se tiče nekih tema... Kaj mogu pričati o većini stvari, a da se ne ponavljam, da nisam ovisna o jednoj temi... Zanimaju me svakakve stvari.. S nekim ljudima bi to voljela podjelit... Neke stvari jednostavno treba izbacit iz sebe... Ali ne tučom, već riječima.. Možda jesam filozof, ali ja volim lijepo objasnit stvari... Neki odmah shvate, neki ne.. Da se neke moje riječi ne uzmu iz konteksta... Teško je napisat priču, a da nam priča ne sadrži elemente našeg života il pak tuđeg.. Da nam lik ne bude najbolji prijatelj ili pak neprijetelj... Treba izbacit mozak na pašu i napravit nešto što nitko drugi nije napravio... Pogledat duboko u sebe i vidjeti dal smo ustvari mi taj lik u priči koji nalazi neki izlaz iz tzv. bezizlazne situacije ili pak još jedan koji pokušava nać neki smisao svog postojanja.. Teško je to... Ali na neki način i glupo razmišljat o nečemu kaj ti samo brčka mozak...

Danas dočekala taj dan, kako bi dočekala saznala da moram pričekati još 4 dana kako bi se to ostvarilo, ali ipak strpljen spašen... (ljudi bez brige ne radi se o školi XD)... Btw. Ovaj post je drugi put pisat... Prva verzija je bila bolja, ali eto kada brzoplestost čini čuda tekst misteriozno nestane XD... Spremljen je bio, ali sada sam naučena da copy-ram, a ne cut-am XD...

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četvrtak, 13.03.2008.

I Close My Eyes And Wish To Dream, But No Dream Will Come To Me

Stvarno mi se neda pisat post, ali eto budem nekaj našrabala… Prvo nisam često na netu… Maximalno 4 puta na dan po 15 minuta XD… Sada zvučim ko neki robot, al eto.. Pokušavam smanjit ovisnost o netu, a ne da čim dođem doma odmah pojurim na komp i gledam kaj ima novoga… Ne želim bit toliko znatiželjna, al to je jače od mene… Moram priznat da više nisam toliki ovisnik o netu… Postavila sam si uvjete, držim ih se, i polako želja popušta… Znam da ću neke stvari pročitat makar i pol sata kasnije i da neće nikam pobjeć… A i malo škola šteka, al to se da preživjet.. Nadam se… Eh sada… Dobile smo novi album od Northera i Bodoma… Od Bodoma album mi nije toliko dobro sjeo kao od Northera… Izgleda da ću ga morat malo više od tri puta preslušat… Norther mi je odmah sjeo… Sada ga non stop slušam… Baš mi je nekako odličan… Predobra mi je pjesma Forever And Ever… Laganica na neki način… Jedan dio lyricsa je u naslovu… Kada uhvatim vremena budem ja i malo uredila boxeve i sve kaj ide uz to… Ugl. jedva čekam praznike i da mogu mozak hitit na pašu tih tjedan dana… Neću morat mislit na školu ili slična sranja… Jest da ćemo morat zaradit pare za izlaske, ali boli me, jer znam da će se svaka kuna isplatit… Uff, zadnji dan škole ćemo bit na izletu.. Imamo opake planove za to, ali mislim da se raski to neće svidjet… Nadam se da neće propast, jer je već dvoje ljudi odustalo od toga… Znači praktički ostali smo mi i jedan dečko… Hmmm… Ma bit će dobro.. Nadam se… E sada jedna tužna vijest.. Vjerojatno ni koji su jako dobro upućeni već to znaju… Močvara se zatvara…. Neeeeeee….. Glupe vlasti… Kako mogu zatvorit jednu od pozitivnih strana grada Zagreba… Baš me zanima jel će se Pasha zatvorit… Vjerojatno ne… Skroz dok će političari nabijat po cajkama to se nikad neće zatvorit… A kaj mogu više reć… Močvara će slavit svoj 9. rođendan bit će dosta koncerata (domaćih) i onda zatvaranje… Sve što je lijepo kratko traje… Izgleda da smo prepušteni Boogaloo-u i njihovom lošem ozvučenju XD… Ma tam su mi ljudi previše ukočeni… Nije to tako ko u Čwari kada se svi razbacaju i luduju… Ali dobro… Lijepo je pamtit dobre uspomene… Gdje sam stala… Aha, u subotu bili na Metal party vol. 2.. I opet mi nije bilo nikaj posebno… Jest da većina love za upad nije bila naša već nažicana (uff, koje su to komedije bile), ali opet šteta para… Nisam nit dugo ostala… Neki su se lijepo zabavili, nekima je pak je bilo loše.. Sve zavisi od osobe do osobe… Moramo si još kupit kartu za Judas Priest… Iako više smo za predgrupu nego za njih, ali kada se već daju tolike pare (računajte cijena puta 2) onda ćemo i njih pogledat… Ali ja puno toga oću, ali znam da neke stvari jednostavno dolaze s vremenom, pa pokušavam bit strpljiva… Eto.. Mix stvari.. Svega i svačega.. Tko zna kada ću slj. put pisat post… I da… To kaj nisam često na netu, ne znači da me nema… XP… Ja sam još uvijek tu, samo kasnije odgovaram… Ljudovi uživajte… Ja se bum potrudila da ja budem…. Case Closed…

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nedjelja, 02.03.2008.

Will You Kill Me If I Say Please?

Zašto se ljudi povjeravaju prije neznancima nego ljudima koje znaju?... Jel to zato kaj im je lakše pa ga prijatelj neće sudit, ili traži nego neutralno stajalište osobe koja ne zna ni nju niti osobu o kojoj se govori… To je stvarno čudno, jel koliko sam uspjela primjetit ljudi više vole pričat o svojim problema s neznancem nego s nekim koga znaju.. Par primjera… Uvijek kada sam u čekaonici (bilo kojoj se radi, ali evo od doktora naprimjer) ljudi počnu samo pričat i polako otvarat teme i brljat kako je njima i tako reći podjelit neka svoja iskustva s ljudima koje prvi puta vide u životu.. Koji još niti ne zna kako se zove… I tako oni pričaju skroz dok ne obave kaj trebaju i onda jedan od njih izađe van i dalje se pravi ko da tog čovjeka ne poznaje.. Ko da se u tom trenutku nije ništa dogodilo… Ko da je to bio samo jedan usputan razgovor.. Još jedan primjer nam može bit i ispovijed… Ljudi dolaze neznancu kako bi pričali o svojim grijesima i kako bi taj lik nakon par minuta zaboravio kaj je uopće čuo… Ma to je sve čudno.. Ali stvarno je dobro ponekad primit savjet iz trećeg gledišta, od nekoga tko nije upetljan u tu situaciju.. Ovako mi sa svog gledišta brijemo svoje, a ovaj sa supartničke strane svoje.. I tako nikako na zelenu granu… Ali da ljudi dođu u napast da pričaju sa strancima o svojim problemima mi još uvijek ne ulazi u glavu.. Kao prvo brijem da se njemu živo fućka dal nam je biljka uvenula ili ne (glup primjer, ali mi je prvi pao napamet) i da se nas tiče kaj se njima događa u životu.. Tako mi jednom bili na stanici, ali stvarno je dugo prošlo od tada, i žena vidi skupinu pankera ili gotičara, stvarno se ne sjećam, i ti ljudi su bili pijani.. I ona njih nekim čudom promatra.. I čim su ljudi prošli ona nama počne pričat kako to nije normalno.. Da ona isto želi malo drugačiji život, da to u njeno doba nije postojalo, da je sada taj stil postao normalan.. I odjednom se baci na temu njenih unuka, kako je ona kao mlada išla na nekakve plesove, kako je nju to veselilo… A mi jedva čekamo da bus dođe kako je više ne bi trebali slušat.. U tih 5 minuta smo saznali skoro sve iz njezine prošlosti i kako u sadašnjosti vodi dosadni život i kako ide u posjetu unucima… Ovaj post je samo ovdje jer sam si samo odjednom postavila to pitanje.. Ništa mi se ozbiljno nije dogodilo… Samo želim reći da bu čovjek radije nešto priznao nekom nepoznatom čovjeku nego najboljem prijatelju… Ali mene zanima zašto?.. Jel to zbog straha, tajni, možda čak dvostrukog života ili jednostavno ne želi da se svi detalji njenog života baš saznaju.. Ali kvragu čemu služe prijatelji nego da ih upoznamo sa svojom situacijom… Zašto prešućivat njima, a pričat nekome koga prvi puta vidiš ili čuješ… Tako se ja dopisujem s nekim dečkom s msn-a… Ne znam ga osobno jednostavno je negdje pokupio moj msn… I kada god razgovaram s njim, on meni priča kako njega njegovi prijatelji u stvari uopće ne znaju.. Da on svoje pravo lice ne pokazuje nikome… I onda mi malo priča o svojim problemima, curama.. Kada je izgubio nevinost.. Jednostavno neke stvari ja ne bi trebala znat.. Ono samo u par razgovora lik mi se totalno otvorio… Jest da je ponekad zbunjen i sve, ali opet.. Ne kužim u čem je svrha.. Ajde da se idemo upoznavat.. I da to bude više od običnog dopisivanja na msn-u… Ali ovako se čujemo jedanput u tri mjeseca, ako i toliko… Znam da se treba nać neka tema za razgovor, ali jednostavno se o nekim stvarima baš ne može tako lako pričati.. Simpa je dečko, zbunjen i sve… Ali opet.. Ja radije kažem neke stvari ljudima u facu, a neke stvari znam prešutit, ali jako rijetko, jer znam da će ih te stvari jako povrijedit… Ali kada mi dignu živce ne mogu si pomoć… E sada dal ljudi cijene moju iskrenost ili ne, nije me briga.. Ja sam svoje rekla i dalje je na njima.. I baš mi dođe jedna cura i kaže mi kako mogu biti tako izravna prema nekoj osobi, da kaj ja ne vidim da se ta osoba uvrijedi za svaki put kada ja kažem da se ne slažem s njom i kažem svoje razloge… Ja sam joj jednostavno rekla da ja neke stvari ne mogu prešutit da to ne bi bila ja, i da ako joj ne kažem bila bi totalno drugačija situacija… Neki ljudi jednostavno moraju podnosit neke ljude samo zato kaj im odmah ne kažu kaj misle o tome…. Ne želim više filozofirat… Samo ću jedno reć kaj sam primjetila… Mene vesele male stvari… Znam da nema veze s vezom, ali eto dopuna da se zna… XP..

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