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MOŽDA STVARNO OSOBE NISU ONAKVE KAKVE SE ČINE, KAŽU JEDNO, A MISLE DRUGO

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TEŠKO JE BITI GLUP DANAS... KONKURENCIJA JE PREVELIKA!!!

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ŽIVITE METAL, MISLITE METAL, SLUŠAJTE METAL, OSTANITE METAL!!!

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SVAKA PROMIJENA U DRUŠTVU UTJEČE I NA POJEDINCA

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SVATKO JE POSEBAN NA SVOJ NAČIN

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SNOVI POSTAJU NEOSTVARIVI SAMO ZBOG JEDNE STVARI: STRAHA OD NEUSPJEHA!

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PRAVI NEPRIJATELJ TE NIKADA NEĆE NAPUSTITI. NAJBOLJI ČOVJEKOV PRIJATELJ JE ČOVJEK KOJI GLEDA SVOJA POSLA.

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TRENUTAK JE DOVOLJAN DA SE UPOZNA, TRENUTAK JE DOVOLJAN DA SE ZAVOLI, ALI SAMO TRENUTAK MOŽE RAZORITI ONO ŠTA JE TRENUTAK USPIO STVORITI…

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VOLIM ČOVJEČANSTVO, SAMO NE PODNOSIM LJUDE. GRIJEŠITI JE LJUDSKI, BACATI KRIVNJU NA DRUGE JOŠ LJUDSKIJE.

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TEŠKO JE GLEDATI BUDUĆNOST OČIMA PUNIM PROŠLOSTI…

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SVI ZA MENE, JA ZA SEBE. ZAVOLJETI SEBE, POČETAK JE DOŽIVOTNE LJUBAVI.

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NA MOJ ZNAK NEKA PROGUTA TE MRAK. ŠTO NE MOŽEŠ URADITI SAM, POKVARI BAR DRUGOME.

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ŽIVOT NIJE IŠTA DRUGO NEGO PUTOVANJE SMRTI!

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SJETI SE KAKO MALO ŽIVIŠ, A KOLIKO DUGO ĆEŠ BITI MRTAV…

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JEBEŠ ŽIVOT KAD ČOVJEK ČOVJEKA NE MOŽE DA SHVATI… JEBEŠ ŽIVOT KAD LJUBAV VENE… KAD ŽIVIŠ SAMO OD JEDNE PROKLETE USPOMENE..

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AKO TOLIKO BRIJEŠ NA SAVRŠENSTVO NAĐI SI LUTKU!

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NAJLAKŠE JE ZNAKOVIMA LJUDE TJERATI KAMO DA KRENU I ONDA IH UPUTITI U SMRT...

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BRISANJE, PALJENJE ILI TRGANJE JE NAJBOLJI NAČIN IZBJEGAVANJA ISTINE

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LJUDI NE OVISE O PRIJATELJIMA NEGO SAMI O SEBI

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LJUDE NE TREBA OSUĐIVATI PO ONOME ŠTO NISU, NEGO PO ONOME ŠTO JESU...

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AKO NE MOŽEŠ PRIHVATITI SEBE, KAKO ĆEŠ ONDA DRUGE...

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BOG VAM JE DAO JEDNO LICE, A PRAVITE SEBI DRUGO... (Shakespaere)

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O NAMA:

U DORADI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Norther - Fuck You

You know nothing about us
You think that we're not cool
You say we got nothing to give
We just say... Fuck you
We don't care about your thoughts
We will hate you anyway
You're just a piece of shit
We take no shit from no one

Fuck you, you're just a piece of shit
Fuck you, we take no shit

We take no shit from no one
You can say what ever you dare
It's all the same cos we don't care

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Pain - Bye/Die

Tell me what do you see when you see yourself
I don't really get it, how do you make it through the day without killing yourself
Bye bye, why don't you go and
Die die, I'll fuck you up
You want me on my knees but I'm not going down
Bye bye, leave me alone or
Die die, it's your choice
No time for games, so just leave me the fuck alone

Do you know, you're all the same
Got to play these stupid games
You're getting on my nerves, so just stay the fuck away
Who died and made you god
This time you've gone to far
I think it-s time for you to understand: this is war

There's nothing to see here, I don't wanna be here
Get me out of here right now
I can not sit around and wait for you to drive me insane
Bye bye, why don't you go and
Die die, I'll fuck you up
You want me on my knees but I'm not going down
Bye bye, leave me alone or
Die die, it's your choice
No time for games, so just leave me the fuck alone

So you think I'm unreasonable
Do you really think I am a toy that you can kick around
Don't come here you're a waste of time
Some people never know, when it's time to back away
It will come back at you and slap you in the face

There's nothing to see here, I don't wanna be here
Get me out of here right now
I can not sit around and wait for you to drive me insane
I don't have patience so what are you after
Do you want me to snap right now
Some things will never ever change, like you and your ugly face
Bye bye, why don't you go and
Die die, I'll fuck you up
You want me on my knees but I'm not going down
Bye bye, leave me alone or
Die die, it's your choice
No time for games, so just leave me the fuck alone

Bye bye, its your choice
Die die, I'll fuck you up

Bye bye, why don't you go and
Die die, leave me alone

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Soulfly - Jumpdafuckup

Jumpdafuckup!

Muthafucka u don't understand
All my hate!
Muthafucka u don't understand
All my rage!
Muthafucka u don't understand
All my pain!
Muthafucka u don't understand...

You seem to sever all my frequencies
I'm tethered to your energies
And everything turns inside out
I can't be killed but I'm not too proud

Maybe you would like to peek through the curtain
At the same mistake you know you always make
But...all I really want to know is
Are you gonna lay the fuck back down
Or jump da fuck up?

Walking in da streets and looking at all this shit
I'm full of hate, don't fuck with me
Walking in da streets and looking at all this shit
Open up your eyes and fucking see
We got the tribe against society
We got to fight the real enemy
Get da fuck up, stand da fuck up
Back da fuck up

All this is making things a bit insane
And I don't care who stares or stays
The only thing that matters is
Will you reach out if you can't resist?

Maybe you don't give a shit for the rest of us
But if you do, the time is now, if it ever was
If you're gonna fight, whatcha gonna do?
Jump da fuck up!

How dare you single out my honesty
Compare me to your travesties
I only want to see you fight
The darkness you wanna live your life by

And if you're gonna quit
I don't give a shit
What the fuck, I'm a Mack truck
Are you gonna give up like a bitch
Or jump da fuck up?

Walking in da streets and looking at all this shit
I'm full of hate, don't fuck with me
Walking in da streets and looking at all this shit
Open up your eyes and fucking see
We got the tribe against society
We got to fight the real enemy
Get da fuck up, stand da fuck up
Muthafuckaaaaaaaarrggghhhh

I'm a self-destructive piece of shit
Smear me in
I don't owe you a goddamn thing
This life has never had the swing
I don't wanna be immortal or legend or anything
Cuz the longer I'm alive, the better off you'll be
Get ready for epitome, come on and pity me...
Will you kill me if I say please?

I'm the same old reasons not to try
What the hell
Beat to death with a shovel and a new smell
Come and get me, mom would never let me do it
I'm ruined, I don't want anything from you
Cuz I've got nothing left to prove, c'mon
My time, everything feels fine, goodbye
Killing from the inside

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Arch Enemy - Instinct

The more I see - the less I believe
The more I hear - the less I care
This world we've created, has left me cold
This world is sedated, dying in it's sleep

I feel nothing

Seen it written on a thousand faces
The simple truth we fear
Seen it happen in a thousand places
Instinct brought us here

The more I see - the less I believe
The more I hear - the less I care
We used to be the chosen ones
Second to none
Look at what we've become
A pathetic excuse for life

I feel nothing

I can feel nothing
Nothing at all
Except for the pain
That hits me again

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Children Of Bodom - Trashed, Lost And Strungout

Once a day falling on the trail walking blind trade nothing discretion in low,
It's hard to wait taking yourself in honor I should know how low I can go.

Before I go high I'm very down,
And I'll be going after it again and again.

You try biting all the way not be one to be trashed, lost and strungout,
Then again try something fucked to mess around with what's to coming out.

Before I go high I'm very down,
And I'll be going after it again and again.

Come on!

Maybe I shouldn't profisize my life what the fuck have I done to you?
But did you ever be harassed, with my head still trying to tell me what the fuck to do!

I need to get it to the point where I cannot do,
Nothing but trying to be strungout on you.
Let me drown way deep down below for a sleep that'll surely let go.
Until the end I raise and batter around looking at my own reflection.
Forever lost I kiss you good bye to kill my soul addiction.

Before I go I hit the ground,
The only way I ever get down,
And with the next you'll tell me where to go,
Then I'll be going after it more and more!

I need to get it to the point where I cannot do,
Nothing but trying to be strungout on you.
Let me drown way deep down below for a sleep that'll surely let go.
Until the end I raise and batter around looking at my own reflection.
Forever lost I kiss you good bye to kill my soul addiction.

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In Flames - Colony

In your world, the day is no threat
In my world, there is an absence of light
"Genetic superior cell" controlled
By the fathomless and unbearable

A radical new Form of plastic and rage
Biologically optimized
But with a strangling pulse

In your world, you find me worthy
In my world, I "parashoot" my life
A virtual drugstore populated
By the fathomless and unbearable

Machine, meat and blood
In an intimate relationship
The new - superior -
More effective than all the preceding

When we can no longer
Cry and reality is torn
Then it's easy to forget
That the responsibility lies on us all

In your world, the night is no threat
In my world, the darkness
Transforms to a vision of hell
Populated by fathomless and unbearable

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Kataklysm - The Road To Devastation

It wasn't so long ago I remember time's where life was so cold
Everything was dark and still I thought I had a chance in life
The demons called my name, they dragged me inside the chambers of hell
No one could hear me, I bled tears of pain

Son, confront me... The Road To Devastation
Kneel before me... The Road To Devastation
Inhale, exhale... The Road To Devastation
This is my life... The Road To Devastation

The sun would rise, the hope would die inside
Another day of misery as the clock turns to agony
Feel the sense of lost time...
When everything falls to pieces and left with a glimpse of light

It wasn't so long ago I remember time's where life was so cold
Everything was dark and still I thought I had a chance in life
The demons called my name, they dragged me inside the chambers of hell
No one could hear me, I bled tears of pain

Son, confront me... The Road To Devastation
Kneel before me... The Road To Devastation
Inhale, exhale... The Road To Devastation
This is my life... The Road To Devastation

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System Of A Down - Sad Statue

Conquest to the lover
And your love to the fire
Permanence unfolding in the absolute
Forgiveness is the ultimate sacrifice
Eloquence belongs to the conqueror
The pictures of time and space are rearranged
In this little piece of typical tragedy
Justified candy

Brandy for the nerves
Eloquence belongs to the conqueror
You and me
We'll all go down in history
With a sad Statue of Liberty
And a generation that didn't agree
You and me
We'll all go down in history

With a sad Statue of Liberty
And a generation that didn't agree
I forgot to
I forgot to let you know that
Justified candy
Brandy for the nerves
Eloquence belongs to the conqueror
Conquest to the lover

And your love to the fire
Permanence unfolding in the absolute
Forgiveness is the ultimate sacrifice
Eloquence belongs to the conqueror
You and me
We'll all go down in history
With a sad Statue of Liberty
And a generation that didn't agree

You and me
We'll all go down in history
With a sad Statue of Liberty
And a generation that didn't agree
Generation
What is in us that turns a deaf ear to the cries of human suffering
Suffering, suffering now

You and me
We'll all go down in history
With a sad Statue of Liberty
And a generation that didn't agree
You and me

We'll all go down in history
With a sad Statue of Liberty
And a generation that didn't agree
Generation
Belonging
Belonging to

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Stone Sour - Inhale

Come one and all and see the broken man, talking to himself
He sits and waits for something better, he'll never find it here
The people touch his hair and pinch his cheek; he can't even feel it

There it goes again, he's listening to someone
He hears the bitter laughter
And all he wants to know is

Why------ does any of it matter? (I can't take it anymore)
You've gotta try------ the inhale that makes the exhale so much better

He wipes his hands on anything in reach, he never feels clean
He shakes at night because his nerve is gone, every muscle hurts
Come one and all and see what happened that broken man is me

There it goes again, I can hear it louder
It doesn't feel good anymore
All I want to know is

Why------ does any of it matter? (I can't take it anymore)
You've gotta try------ the inhale that makes the exhale so much better

Now I know I disappear!
I can't find my way from out of here!
Everything is fading on me!
Someone tell me someone tell me
Someone - tell me

Why------ does any of it matter? (I can't take it anymore)
You've gotta try------ the inhale that makes the exhale so much better

Why? ! you've gotta try!!

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Slipknot - Everything Ends

You are wrong, fucked, and overrated
I think Im gonna be sick and its your fault
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything
I havent slept since I woke up
And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything

Shallow skin, I can paint with pain
I mark the trails on my arms with your disdain
Everyday its the same - I love, you hate
But I guess I dont care any more...
Fix my problems with the blade
While my eyes turn from blue to gray
God, the worst thing happened to me today
But I guess I dont care anymore...

You are wrong, fucked, and overrated
I think Im gonna be sick and its your fault
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything
I havent slept since I woke up
And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything

My flaws are the only thing left thats pure
Cant really live, cant really endure
Everything I see reminds me of her
God I wish I didnt care anymore
The more I touch, the less I feel
Im lying to myself that its not real
Why is everybody making such a big fucking deal?
Im never gonna care anymore

What the hell am I doing?
Is there anyone left in my life?
What the fuck was I thinking?
Anybody want to tell me Im fine?
Where the hell am I going?
Do I even need a reason to hide?
I am only betrayed
I am only conditioned to die

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Norther - Frozen Angel

We were together as one
All that we had can't be undone
Our love fading, now it's gone
Our time fading, so it's done
The blood that binds us
Till death unites us

Alone we die
My Frozen angel
Alone we fade away
From this world
Alone you die
My frozen angel
Alone we fade away
From this world

We were together as one
All that we had can't be undone
Our love fading the feeling is gone
Our time fading, now it's done
Nothing I do, nothing I say
Fade Away
My angel

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Dark Tranquillity - Format C: For Cortex

Mental Blindfolds on
Early on the fascination intense
How to discern just where right belongs

Something has got to give
These things I just don't want you to see

There is no need for you to start revolutions
I don't want you to talk to the minions
Just show me a brand new face
An open mind against a dying race

Something has got to give
These things I just don't want you to hear/feel

Cannot fail in this the era of losers
Burnt the shell of those that once held the torches
Cannot give you the senses anew
Nor will you know innocence again

Something has got to give
These things I just don't want you to know

In time all your questions will be answered
Not what you hoped for, not what you dreamed
All preconceptions crumble

Something has got to give
These things I just don't want you to learn

Won't hold up to the standards you keep
Never came from the formative years
Just show me a brand new mind
Keep in what you left behind

Something has got to give
These things I just don't want you to be

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Hypocrisy - Eraser

Here it comes to subject the terror you forgot
No memories from the past
The unexplainable starts to appear
As your sub-consciousness begins to come back again

Reality fades away
You try to find a solution
Here it's coming now, indecision
You're free but you can't see through the confusion

[Chorus]
There is no time
No time to regret
The eraser's coming for your life
You got to run
Stay away from the light
The eraser's here to twist your mind

Feel your soul connected to the universe
The solstice is complete
They controlled your thoughts
You will remember now, what it's all about

Twist the end around, violation
It's burning deep and twisting under your skin
It scares you forever
The proof you will find in your dreams

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Inciter - All I Had

Wall in front of me
I can't believe
It looks so real
Face that has no face
Erase the place
Where is my hate

Sky falling over me
Now I cannot see
Stolen from my life
All I had

Life of agony
In tragedy
Ariving destiny
Voice inside of me
Won't let me be
Won't set me free

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Chimaira - Everything You Love

Can't sleep with all this frustation, intoxication
I no longer have regret
So what if I cause hysteria, it's not my dilemma
I'm only here to inflict pain

I will never forgive the ones who pushed me away
Like a tumor, rage grows inside me
Reminding me every day, I will retaliate

A thorn in my side for eight years
The man who shedsno tears
I am here to expose you
All of the poison that you take
All people you violate
Your faith can't save you now

I will never forgive th ones who pushed me away
Like a tumor, rage grows inside me
Reminding me every day, I will retaliate

I am your family with the power
To end everything
Everything you love
You should be paranoid
I guess I no longer share this vision
I guess I have a new agenda
While you sink down into your hole
I am proud watching you lose control

I will never forgive th ones who pushed me away
Like a tumor, rage grows inside me
Reminding me every day

I will never forgive th ones who pushed me away
Like a tumor, rage grows inside me
Reminding me every day, I will retaliate

I am your family with the power
To end everything
Everything you love

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Katatonia - Evidence

I hold my breath and check the time
One minute no collapse
If you only knew what I would do for you
One thirty breathing lapse
We're going in my voice is thin
When I tell you to remember
That no one will find you
My promise from the heart
If we part my pulse will guide you through

Be still for a moment
Everything depends upon you
If you die I will die too
Once we were heroes
But everything has changed since then
Now they recognize you too

I stay too long something's wrong
You walk out of the picture
I hold my breath and check the time
One thirty I collapse
We went in my voice was thin
When I told you to remember

I'm the evidence
You passed the test and that's so good for you
O love will you read the letters I will send to you
Will I come along
Will they let me out to take the test
O love is the score enough for me to pass the test

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Amon Amarth - Cry Of The Black Birds

Raise your swords up high!
See the black birds fly!
Let them hear your rage!
Show no fear!
Attack!

Charge your horses across the fields
Together we ride into destiny
Have no fear of death, when it's your time
Oden will bring us home when we die!

The ground trembles under us
As we make our thunder charge
The pounding hooves strikes blinding fear
Into their heart

Our helmets shine in the sun
As we near their wall of shields
Some of them turn and run
When they hear our frenzied screams

Draw your swords to strike
Hear the Black Birds cry!
Let them feel your hate!
Show no fear!

(Attack! Attack! Attack! Attack!)

Charge your horses across the fields
Together we ride into destiny
Have no fear of death, when it's your time
Oden will bring us home when we die!

The enemies are in disarray
Ride them down as they run
Send them to their violent graves,
Don't spare anyone
Dead and wounded lie all around,
See the pain in their eyes
Over the field an eerie sound,
As we hear the ravens' cry

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Morbid Angel - God Of Emptiness

Lies - And you fill their souls
With all oppressions of this world
And all the glory you receive?
So, What makes you supreme?
Lies - Your crown is falling
I offer fantasy
And you, you creator are
Blind with envy

Let the children come to me
Their mother loves me, so shall they
Woman, bleeding, ate my gifts
Man was close behind
Just like a snake I'm slithering
Thru my world divine
And like the cat I'm stalking
I'll take your soul and You'll
Be like me
In emptiness, free

Just bow to me faithfully
Bow to me splendidly

četvrtak, 27.09.2007.

Sotonizam, škola, Matrix - koja kombinacija

Pojam sotonizam (satanizam, dijabolizam) označava obožavanje demona, odnosno Sotone, a u uskoj je vezi s pojmovima poput okultizma, čarobnjaštva i crne mise. Sotonizam je vjera, odnosno vjerovanje, nastalo isključivo iz ljudske razočaranosti Bogom koji nije ispunio svoja obećanja, niti ljudska očekivanja. Stoga se vjernici obraćaju sili za koju vjeruju da je snažnija od sile Boga koji ne daje ništa osim praznih obećanja. Crna misa predstavlja osnovni ritual ovog vjerovanja. Svećenik koji vodi takav obred odjeven je u odoru nalik onoj kršćanskog svećenika koji vodi misu, osim što nosi ogrtač od kozje kože, odnosno jareću glavu. Jarac je česti simbol Sotone i dovodi se u usku vezu s njim. Crna misa predstavlja parodiju kršćanske mise pri čemu se križ okreće naopako, molitve izgovaraju natraške, izvode se žrtvovanja, umjesto svetog vina u kaležu je krv žrtvovane životinje (ili osobe) ili mokraća, te se izvode ritualne orgije.
Više informacija TU

Premda se black metal najčešće spominje da u svojim pjesmama štuje sotonu, većina ljudi misli da metal pjevanje sotoni… Povijest black metala možete naći na ovoj stranici…
Povijest black metala
Po meni je jako zanimljiva, jer stvarno se svašta događalo kaj se tiče te vrste žanra… Najviše ubojstava i paljenje crkvi…

Bilo mi je malo mutavo samo staviti copy/paste, kada se može sve naći na tim stranicama, a i post bi bio malo predugačak…. Eh, sada opet iz početka…. U desetom mjesecu idemo na izlet…. Idemo u Salzburg… Posjetit ćemo sve i svašta od groblja pa do rudnika soli…. Ovaj put će cijeli naš razred biti u jednom busu… Sada me baš zanima kako će sve to izgledati…. Sljedeće kaj se dogodilo je to da naš razred vodi neki tihi rat međusobno… Netko pokušava preuzeti kontrolu, ali mi (manjina) se neda…. Danas je bila neka čudna atmosfera zadnji sat, nekako da se ljudi sve više i više čude i na isti način podjednako otkrivaju da neke osobe koje su mislili da poznavaju uopće niti ne poznaju… Nadam se da ste shvatili kaj mislim… Dalje… Ova tri dana (ponedjeljak, utorak, srijeda) sam ostala do kasno budna kako bi gledala Matrix… Film je odlučan… Zadnji dio mi se baš ne sviđa, jer je (po meni) glup kraj… Jest da treba upotrijebiti moždane vijuge kako bi se sve to shvatilo… Ja sam uspjela shvatit i još neki… Ali dok sam prije nekoliko godina gledala prvi dio jedva da sam kaj pohvatala… Sada sam više shvatila nego prošli put i premda sam ga snimala uopće ga nisam ni trebala ponavljati….Film stvarno preporučam… Premda nemam ama baš ništa više pametno za reći, bilo bi pametno da pokupim svoj rep i odem….

I naravno opet ja… Ovisnik o d-spotovima… Hehe..
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petak, 21.09.2007.

Your enemy is reality

Naslov ko naslov… Slušala sam Chimairu u busu… I slušam riječi pjesme i odjednom kaže Your enemy is reality…. I to mi je ostalo u glavi… Bila sam prelijena da izvadim mp3 i da pogledam kako se zove pjesma… Ima vremena…. Škola ko škola, naporna i dosadna… Ova pak tri tjedna su mi se činila ko da su prošle proklete tri godine…. Novi učenik je progovorio… I obratio mi se tri puta u ova dva dana… Nije da brojim, ali jednostavno je to čudo… Ali kada se ipak razmisli nije ni tako loša osoba po karakteru naravno… Zna izbacit koju šalu, ali je smiješna… U četvrtak se jednostavno dogodilo jedno veliko čudo… Cijeli je razred četvrti sat markirao knjigovodstvo i još kako smo mi mutavi odemo u jedan kafić koji nije udaljen ni 50 metara od škole… I nakon 10 minuta provedenih u njemu naleti ista ta profesorica iz knjigovodstva i uđe unutra i pita zakaj smo markirali njezin sat i jel to zbog toga kaj ispituje… Neki su ljudi nekaj zmuljali i žena se pametno pokupila…. E i da se napomene… Opet smo masovno počeli skupljati albume… Za sada smo nabavile sve od Korna, ali stiže ih još naravno albuma od nekih drugih bendova… … Samo se ne zna još točno koliko… Nabava je dobro krenula ove godine.. Hehe… Kako sam neki dan bila u tramvaju vidjela sam neku ženu tj. čula sam je, jer se dere ko da je sama u busu… Koliko sam uspjela shvatiti da su je svi prijatelji ostavili, pa si je našla jednu curu koja nju smatra facom, pa kao ona ne bi bila živa da ne iskoristi tu priliku, pa da izađe s njom van, pa makar joj to bila zamjena, pa da je poslije ostavi kada joj se prijatelji vrate ili kada se pak pomiri s njima… I sada si ja razmišljam… Ja si pokušavam biti dobra sa svima i biti s njima u kontaktu (ima iznimaka s kojima naravno ni ne želim), ali meni naravno nikada ne bi palo napamet da idem iskorištavati nekoga… Ti ljudi su stvarno pali na nisku razinu… Još smo ja i moja sestra to komentirale s još dvije cure iz razreda… One su isto rekle da baš nikada nisu ni bile u situaciji u kojima su bile obožavane, ali da pokušavaju biti dobre za svima… No dobro dosta o tome.. Koncert Marduka se otkazao… A trebao je biti u nedjelju… Kao nešto zbog loše organizacije poljskih organizatora… I peopeli otkažu cijeli ostatak turneje… Malo jadno, ali su ipak najavili da će doći u siječnju… Nije da sam željela ić na taj koncert, ali ipak je par, odnosno jedan poznanik kupio kartu pa…. Dalje se zna… Znači ovih dana nikaj novo… E zaboravila sam napomenut… Novi profać iz informatike… Lik je totalna legenda… Onako oblači se ko hipi, Sve široko i fura onu torbicu na jedan džep oko struka… Valjda znate na kaj mislim… Ima obrijanu glavu i dugu (ne baš predugu) bradu… Malo su mi kose oči pa izgleda ko Eskim, ali ipak lud, naravno nikada ni je ozbiljan… No no… Već sam i sama sebi pomalo dosadna kaj se tiče škole… Sutra nas opet čeka težak rad u Moslavini… Držite fige da opet ne naiđemo na neku zmiju ili pak da se previše ne nadelamo… A baš sam mislila da će biti ugodan i lijep vikend, premda se već ima planova za nedjelju… Do pisanja i čitanja… Naravno za one koje se interesiraju…


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utorak, 11.09.2007.

Oh, imam toliko mana – i volim se!

To je izjava od Meg Ryan… Da ne bi ispalo da sam i nju iskopirala…. Inače Decay…. (ovo je jedini način da nekaj napišem, a da milostiva nekaj ne zbriše…) Ne moj se pravit ko da si tu neko nevinašce… Puno, puno puta si ti svašta kopirala u svoj post i pisala ko da je to jedna od tvojih pametnih izjava… Onaj prijašnji post… Ono sorry, kaj smo to radili u školi, ali radili smo i ovaj sastavak, koji ću objaviti i javno… A sada si ti traži po internetu od koga sam to sad pak skinula…. Jer znam da to nećeš nać…. Uporno tražiš neke dokaze da me ocrniš, a to si sama upravo radiš protiv sebe, jer se sada tek vidi kakva si osoba… Ako tražiš ikakav dokaz da smo to radili idi u našu školu i pitaj profu iz hrvatskog, jer ti ja ne mogu dati nikakav drugi dokaz budući da si nedokazana osoba, koja jedva vjeruje i svojim riječima… A sada da se vratimo sastavku…

"Sada mi je malo glupo nabrajati mane koje imam, a imam ih dosta… Neću sada pisati o savršenstvu, jer će većina učenika o tome pisati…
Ja ne mogu reći da se volim ili ponosim svojim manama, ali znam da sam jedinstvena po tome… Neponovljiva u nekim situacijama ili nekim izjavama… Nekim stvarima se ponosim, a nekima ne… Ja vrlo brzo planem kada se radi o nekim stvarima, ali planem s razlogom… Ali imam i dosta vrlina, koje ljudi znaju cijeniti…. Ali većina ljudi osuđuje druge ljude zbog mana, a ne vrlina… Mane možda jesu negativna strana jednog čovjeka, ali to ne može značiti ni da nema dobre strane… Ja iako imam dosta mana, time se ponosim… Zašto??… Zato da te mane pokušavam promijenit, to jednostavno ne bi bila ja… Ja bi bila netko drugi… Čovjek koji ne znam samog sebe… Promjenom svojih mana koje smetaju drugima, ću postati neki drugi čovjek, nepoznat sebi, samo zbog tuđe želje da se promijenim… Ja sebe ne želim mijenjati, ne želim biti ona koja će se pretvarati da je nešto što nije… Ako me ljudi ne mogu prihvatiti kakva je sam, postoji na svijetu barem malo ljudi koji će me shvatiti, Ali za to treba vremena… Ne mogu očekivati da će razumijevanja iz vedra neba doći, ali istovremeno ne bi bilo ni fer da me toliko brzo ljudi i osuđuju… Ja npr. nikada nisam ljude osuđivala po prvom dojmu, jer neki se znaju predstavit loše, a neki bolje… A neki se pak predstavljaju da su nešto što uopće nisu… Zato ja uvijek dam ljudima vremena, jednostavno da vidim kakve su njihove reakcije i da vidim dal su se ljudi prvi put pretvarali pred mnom ili ne…. Iako je nekim osobama prvi dojam jako važan i da će te po prvom dojmu osuđivati do kraja svog života, to jednostavno ne čini čovjeka… Najlakše bi bilo procijeniti kakav je čovjek samo da ga pogledamo…. Jednostavno u nesavršenstvu leži savršenstvo… Najlakše je u jednom društvu biti jedna osoba, a u drugom druga… Ali ako je čovjek takav, takav je i ne možeš ga promijenit, koliko god ga vrijeđala ili zapovijedala da se promijeni… Onda se čovjek u toj situaciji osjeća ko da je u zatvoru… Ne može biti svoj… Mora birati između prijateljstva (ili pak ljubavi) ili da bude osobom kakvom je i da je možda netko drugi prihvati…. Ja osobno bi (i jesam) prihvatila ovo drugo… Koliko god ti se nešto ne sviđalo na jednoj osobi to što joj kažeš je dobro, ali ne možeš očekivati da će ti se ta osoba podređivati do kraja svog života, samo zato kaj tebi to tako paše… Osoba će jednom morat puknut i dogodit će se stvari koje stvarno nisi od te osobe očekivala… Treba vremena da se osoba prihvati kakva je, ne mora biti to u jednom danu…
A vremena ima napretek…. Svoje mane ne dam, niti si ih oduzimam…. To sam jednostavno ja…."

Tražite blogove… Sumnjam da imam (tj. da sam navodno i to prepisala) isto ko i neke druge osobe, iako se čini da se više ne može niti slagati s nečijim mišljenjem… Ja se vama tu nemam ništa dokazivat… Jednostavno nepovjerenje ovdje vlada… Ja nisam tip osobe koja treba za svaku riječ dokaz, jer ja sama dovoljno znam dal da toj osobi vjerujem ili ne… Priča ne čini čovjeka, čovjek čini priču… I da.. Tu se ne obraćam jednoj dotičnoj osobi, već svim blogerima koji me čitaju… I neka se ta osoba suzdrži od optužba, jer ja k njoj ne dolazim iz čista mira i ne serem joj pred svima… Ja barem uvijek imam nekakav povod… Brisanje, paljenje ili trganje je najbolji način izbjegavanja istine (ma koliko god bila okrutna)… S tim kaj se ne možete pomiriti kakva ste osoba, to je vaša greška, a ne tuđa… To što se skrivate iza tuđih izjava ne čini vas čovjekom kakvim se smatrate da jeste…

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nedjelja, 09.09.2007.

There is no time, No time to regret

Sve u zadnje vrijeme u našem svijetu, tj. u mojem svijetu je sve nekako sporo… Vrijeme mi nekako sporo prolazi, a jel to zbog škole ili zbog nečeg drugog ne znam, ali znam da me dovelo do razmišljanja… Većina ljudi se zabrinjava za svoju budućnost, a neki se brinu da se ne otkriju tajne njihove prošlosti…. Ali većinu ljudi uopće ne zabrinjava sadašnjost…. Nekima vrijeme tako brzo prolazi, da niti ne stignu reagirati kada im se nešto dogodi… Ugl. kaj sam htjela reći… O tom smo raspravljali malo i u školi (o vremenu, prošlost, sadašnjost i budućnost), pa sam ja i došla do pitanja dal uopće postoji sadašnjost… Naravno da postoji…. Ali traje samo sekundu… Sekundu poslije je već prošlost, a sekundu prije je budućnost… Nadam se da ste uspjeli pohvatati kaj sam s tom rečenicom htjela reći… Mi možemo raspravljati o prošlosti… Koje npr. traje 30 godina (to sam bez veze bubnula), a može još i više… A možemo i planirati budućnost u 20 godina unaprijed, ali to nam ne znači da će se to planiranje ostvariti… Ukratko i prošlost i budućnost mogu imati jedno veliko razdoblje, dok sadašnjost traje samo jednu sekundu… Već je početak posta postao prošlost, a kraj će biti budućnost, a gdje je sada ovdje sadašnjost… Već je prošla… Ne traje toliko dugo… Dobro dosta je sada o vremenu… Već se polako oblači vani X)… Joj nažalost počela je nova šk. god…. Mi smo i ove godine dobili novog učenika… Sada je samo pitanje koje godine nismo dobili novoga učenika… Lik nam malo liči da ono Dufija iz Mrak filma… Onako u jednom trenutku gleda ko da ne kuži svijet oko sebe, a u drugom trenutku se uozbilji… Malo freaky lik… Došao je čak iz Varaždina u Zagreb, samo zbog košarke… Lik sada živi u domu, a starci mu ostali u Varaždinu… On sada je jadan i sam u velikom gradu… Ma šalim se… Barem mu je lakše, jer mu nitko ne diše za vratom… Danas smo ručak jele čak sat i pol… Već nam je dojadilo toliko sporo žvakat zbog piercinga, ali naravno isplati se… Malo jogurta, griza ili pudinga (naravno hladnog) i sve uljepša dan… Može se jest i kruto, ali naravno izgubi se strpljenje toliko žvačući.. No dobro dosta i o tome, jer ne želim da ljudi pomisle da sada mogu samo o tome pričati… Eh, dodala sam još neke rečenice u box… Ove nove rečenice sam sama izmislila… Ipak i ja imam mozak za to…. Izgleda da me treba netko pošteno razljutiti kako bi ja dobila inspiraciju nekaj novoga napisati…. Malo čudno… Sada u zadnje vrijeme pada stalno kiša i već mi je ta kiša na vrhu glave, koliko mi je postala dosadna… Lijene smo nosit kišobran, tako da skoro svaki dan kisnemo, a i nosimo vestu… Neda nam se tražiti u ormaru jaknu, a i mislim da je malo prerano za jaknu…. Više ne možemo ni spavati dugo ujutro… Ove godine smo u istom turnusu s burazom…. I onda nas budi svako jutro u deset… A još kada se sjetim da je sljedeći tjedan ujutro škola… Ko se bude digao ujutro u šest… Naravno počela je noćna mora, a ni pošteno se ne može ni naspavati… Knjige treba kupiti, a prelijene smo za to… Dok se mi ujutro dignemo više izgubimo volju da idemo tražiti knjige u Zagreb…. Možda su neki ljudi tražili u ovom postu nešto više informacija kako smo se u zadnje vrijeme proveli, ali to neka za sad bude tajna… Neka se kažu stvari koje svaki srednjoškolac radi početkom Šk. god…. Eh, sada jedan filmić (joj morat ću prestat objavljivat filmiće u svaki post, ali jednostavno si ne mogu pomoći, jer ih uvijek nađem tokom tjedna) u kojim svira jedan bend… Sviranje im je super… A i svirač ima X gitaru, a ne V gitaru ko većina metalaca… Hahahahaha… Morala sam to spomenut… Joj kada se samo toga sjetim…. Obratite pozornost na bubnjara… Lik stvarno ima ritma… Vrijeme postova je neodređeno… Od sada pišem kada mi padne napamet da pišem, tako da se ne precizira niti jedan dan… Tako da ljudi ne očekuju nešto previše…. Počeo je big brother... To je nešto što sam najmanje očekivala... Mrzim taj show... A što je najgore naša ga stara obožava.... Pa to moramo trpjeti... Jednostavno imam takvo mišljenje o njemu, jer je to sve stara fora, sve je isprobano, sve je izlazano... Ajde priznajem da prva sezona je ko prva... Ipak nikada viđen u Hrvatskoj... Ali ovo već ide iz krajnosti u krajnost... To vole gledati ljudi koji nemaju niš pametnijeg gledati, nego "zabadati" nos u tuđi život... To je moje mišljenje... Čisto gubljenje vremena...


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