i'm dying slowly, slowly but seafty...and you are dying with me....
utorak, 11.03.2008.
Kraljica Tame
Smrt!
Smrt!
Smrt koja ide bez reda,
Smrt koja dolazi a nitko je ne ceka.
Smrt u utrobi,
Smrt u srcu,
Usred bica,
Smrt koja uz uzas na sastanak hita.
Smrt iznenadna,
Brza,
Nenadana,
Smrt od koje bjezis za noci i dana.
Smrt od stakla,
Metala,
I plastike,
Smrt koja uvijek prema tebi ide.
Smrt velicanstvena,
Smrt obicna,
Smrt iznad svakog zla i dobra.
Noc be mjeseicne,
Tiha i mracna,
Noc bez napetosti,
Noc puna staha.
Noc dusa koje bjeze uz urlik i krik
Jer ide smrt,
Uzet ce ih na pik.
Smrt!
Smrt!
Smrt kraljica!
Smrt majka,
Smrt djevojcica!
Smrt ne vidi,
Ne govori,
Ne cuje,
Smrt samo bljeska,
Smrt te uzima.
Smrt koja ubija,
Koja tugu pije,
Smrt koja krvave suze lije.
Smrt umorna,
Smrt koja ne mari
Jer vidjela je nevidene stvari.
Majko boli,
Majko krvi i patnje,
Ti si zadnji val koji pokriva nase rane.
Kraljica tame,
Gospodarice strave,
Od zeljeza,
Vjetra,
Kristala i vatre!
Ni mrznja,
Ni strah,
Ni zavist ni ljubav,
Nece moci ulaziti tvoj iskonski uzas.
...†...I was not put here by anyone in fear
I came alone as me
Just an idea in a long chain of discovery
Surrounded by the same you
Sometimes your tide pulls me out to sea
And I die in a thrashing curse
Sometimes we are kind
More often, I doze
So far up the beach that those who try to reach are burnt alive in the searing
heat of the desert of my dispassion
So far removed, I never hear the water
'Cept once or twice a month when I see a mirror
And I refuse to believe in some of the things that are said to be here
Let alone those that are not
I'm trying to change my direction
Ours is pathetic in my own humble estimation
I love the planet
The great benign she-wolf
Benefactor
Spinning gently on towards the red giant four aeons hence
When all the rose gardens are consumed in the flash-fire of flying time
She'll leave alone to you...†...
