And I bleed, I bleed, And I breathe, I breathe no more...
Postajem….
Polako postajem i ja od onih
Koji više ne vide, ne čuju
Ne znaju ništa….
Ne znaju što je bol
Što je ljubav
Samo žive u tami
U svom svijetu
Ja živim zbog nekog
U svijetu glazbe
Samo je to stvarno
Pjesme me drže da još više ne padnem
U taj svijet
U kojem ne postoji ljubav
U kojem ne postoji ništa više od boli
Bol koja više ne boli
Nego postaje nešto
Nešto što zavoliš…
Tuga ti postaje drugo ime
Iznutra postaješ hladan
Ali i dalje te bolu riječi
Jer još u tebi postoji mrvica ljubavi
Njegove ljubavi
Ali to nitko ne primjećuje
Jer svi te ostavu
I potpuno si sam
Šminka ti je uvijek razmazana
Jer plačeš
Pa opet dolazi bol
Ali više ne onako jaka
Ta bol s vremenom nestaje
Pretvara se u samo još jednu
Običnu stvar.....
Nickelback - Someday
How the hell did we wind up like this?
Why weren't we able, to see the signs that we missed
And try turn the tables
I wish you'd unclench your fists, and unpack your suitcase
Lately there's been too much of this
But don't think it's too late
Nothing's wrong, just as long as
You know that someday I will
Someday, somehow
I'm gonna make it all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
I'm gonna make it all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when
Well I'd hope that since we're here anyway
That we could end up saying
Things we've always needed to say
So we could end up staying
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Let's rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a Hollywood horror
Nothing's wrong, just as long as
You know that someday I will
Someday, somehow
I'm gonna make it all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
I'm gonna make it all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
How the hell did we wind up like this?
Why weren't we able, to see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Let's rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a Hollywood horror
Nothing's wrong, just as long as
You know that someday I will
Someday, somehow
I'm gonna make it all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
I'm gonna make it all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
I know you're wondering when
Neman blage što da pišem... Mislim u mom životu ima puno toga novog, kao npr. da san skroz munjena postala i govorim gluposti, ponašan se čudno. MIslim čak san i sebe malo iznenadila ali bolje i da san takva nego tužna, depresivna itd.....
Evo drugi pu napišem nešto pamentno a evo moran i staviti jedan odličan spot mislim i pisma je odlićana, a i ako niko ne bude gleda ja ću nema veze......
Forget this life, Come with me... Don't look back you're safe now. Unlock your heart Drop your guard, No one's left to stop you now
Putujem, kroz ovaj svijet.
Samo da nađem sebe
Pa da mogu shvatiti tebe.
Da te ne bih povrijedila
Moram ići, samo kratko....
....Kroz ovaj svoj svijet.
Tebi je do mene stalo.
Znam da je.
Zato ne pričaj ništa
Ne želim znati koliko...
Samo shvati
Ja te volim najjače što mogu
Ali imam problem,
Koji ne mogu objasniti.
Zato putujem
Kroz ovaj svijet...
Da nađem sebe
Pa da mogu shvatiti tebe.
E da knjigu pišem ponovo.. Sad bih znao gdje sam griješio.. Sad bih znao kojim putem krenuti... Sad bih znao sve
Opet pišem, pišem pjesme o tebi
Pjesme o tebi su mi najtužnije
Ali su mi najljepše
Praviti ću da mi nije važno
Što ne voliš me
Znam da se ponašam kao da me nije brige
Pa i tebe zbog toga briga nije
Ali ne mogu ti priznati
Ne mogu da volim te više od sebe.
I nije mi važno s kim si ako si sretan…
Da budeš sretan
Samo to važno mi je
Valjda ću preživjeti i ako me ostaviš
Postat ću jaka zbog tebe
Jer ne želim da me sažalijevaš
Samo budi sretan
Meni ćeš zauvijek živjeti u mislima
I pjesmama
Kao i uvijek
Jer prve se ljubavi svi sjećaju
A ja sam te čak i zavoljela
I dobila pa se bojim da te ne izgubim
Iako me ponekad i povrijediš
Ja plačem ali nastavljam dalj
Ko zna ako se opijem
Možda ti i priznam sve
Jer jedino tako
Imati ću snage za sve….
Znan jučera san post napisala, a danas opet...
Ali morala san ova pisma mi je već par dana u glavi a nisam se mogla sititi koja je i jučer mi je prijateljica rekla...
Neznan zbog čega san se sitila, možda zbog svega što sam pisalai onog ''Stare rane opet peku''
možda ali i prije mi je bila lipa nisam ju sto godina čula možda i zbog toga.....
Samo se ja pitam jeli i u mom slučaju tako, ali ne razbijam previše glavu s tim...
Uglavnom pisma je prilipa... Možda svi vi imate pravo ali virujte kako bi se vi osjećali da vama neko to reće... A još ja.... i moji filmovi...uvik me pucaju iako pokušavam da ne...
Malo sam se prominila prema njemu, postala sam ''veselija osoba'' nego što sam inače...
JA se uvik smijem jedino kad sam u depresiji onda ne ali sa ću se provati i onda, samo moraam biti jaka...
Mislim da sam već previše napisala ako ko nešto ne razumi neka u kometarima napiše ja ću odgovoriti.....
Ne pitaj me noćas ništa,
Pusti me da šutim,
Ja noćas trebam mir.
Stare rane opet peku,
Moje bitke dalje teku,
Dušo, ti nemaš ništa s tim.
Sa tvojeg izvora
Moja se duša napila,
Žedna tvojih godina
I sada mamurna
Pita gdje je utjeha,
Gdje je mladost nestala.
Idu dani, ja ih pratim,
Ponekad do tebe svratim,
Dušo, tražim zaborav.
Molim sate da se vrate,
Tragovima njenim hodam
Tiho, kao da je tu.
Sve još miriše na nju,
I dan, i jutro što će doć',
Nakon ove noći,
Noći bez sna.
I dvjesto godina
Da ih brojim u samoći
Otkako je otišla.
U mojim venama
Još je njenog otrova,
Još je doza prejaka,
A tebe ljubim
Da ne poludim,
Da zaboravim!
Sve još miriše na nju,
I dan, i jutro što će doć',
Nakon ove noći,
Noći bez sna.
I dvjesto godina
Da ih brojim u samoći
Otkako je otišla.
Sa tvojeg izvora
Moja se duša napila,
Žedna tvojih godina
I sada mamurna
Pita gdje je utjeha,
Gdje je mladost nestala.
U mojim venama
Još je njenog otrova,
Još je doza prejaka,
A tebe ljubim
Da ne poludim,
Samo da zaboravim!
I watched you die, I heard you cry, Every night in your sleep... I was so young, You should have known better than to lean on me
Kao da umirem, suze mi se niz lice slijevaju
Mislim o tebi, riječima tvojim
Sada kao da sam sigurna da ne voliš me
I da nikad nećeš
Ti kao da još voliš nju, patiš za njom
Jer tvoje riječi su me ubile
Zašto bi inače bolilo te, tvoja prošlost
Ja trudim se da promijenim se
Ali postala sam opet ista
Opet ista ona zbunjena i nesigurna
Tek sada ne znam što osjećaš prema meni
I hoću li ti poslije nedostajati
I hoćeš li me ostaviti
Kad dođe ona…
Ali znaj da moje ceste
Više ne vode nigdje bez tebe
Samo me onda više ne traži
Jer te neću htjeti natrag
Već si mi to jedan put napravio
Ne želim opet to proživljavati
Jer ionako zbog tebe
Prije svega ovog
Patila sam
Ne želim ponovno
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
So wake up sleepy one, It's time to save your world ..Steal dreams and give to you...So wake up sleepy one
Ah nisan dugo pisala.... zapravo nisam znala što bi. Iako opet me PMS zajebava malo više pa me sve rastuži...deprimira...rasplače....misilm da ljudi imaju ružno mišljenje o meni..da me niko ne voli....
Ali govorim stvari koje inače nebi i tako povridim neke ljude jer niko ne svati kao zajebanciju.
Nekad se zapitam jeli ja uopće poznajem sebe, jer ako ja sama sebe ne znam. U nekim trenucima stvarno kao da ne znaš tko si!? A još kada stvarno shvatiš da se bojiš, da se bojiš onih koje voliš. Bojiš se reći ili napraviti nešto što je sasvim normalno što svatko drugi može. Istina i ti to misliš ali onda shvatiš da nije tako kad dođe taj tren i onda kad ti reću nešto ti misliš da je ta osoba ljuta ili nešto još gore a zapravo nije tako. Možda je ponekad samo ljuta ali ništa više...Bar se nadam da nije ništa više..
And I do believe in miracles
And I want to save my soul
And I know that I'm a sinner
I'm gonna die here in the cold
Ne znam ništa više, sve me zbunjiva.. Zapravo ja sama sebe zbunjivam i moram reći ono što mislim ili bilo što, odgovoriti i ako nemam mišljenje samo da ne govorim više NE ZNAM...
I izgleda da ću večeras morati odgovarati na neka pitanja na koja još nikad nisam odgovorila
I was young
I was foolish
I was angry
I was vain
I was charming
I was lucky
Tell me how have I changed
Now I'm out
Oh out of control
Now I'm out
Oh out of control
Oh help me now
A to bi za danas valjda bilo sve neznan što da pišem, prije sam znala ali je isparilo iz glave....
Samo se nadam da ću imati sriće i pameti večeras jer ne želim iznevjeriti opet...samo to molim Boga....da opet ne napravim glupost ili rečem......
What I've Done - Linkin Park
In this farewell
There is no blood
There is no alibi
‘Cause I’ve drawn regret
From the truth
Of a thousand lies
So let mercy come
And wash away
What I’ve done
I’ll face myself
To cross out
What I’ve become
Erase myself
And let go of
What I’ve done
Put to rest
What you thought of me
While I clean this slate
With the hands
Of uncertainty
So let mercy come
And wash away
What I’ve done
I’ll face myself
To cross out
What I’ve become
Erase myself
And let go of
What I’ve done
For what I’ve done
I’ll start again
And what everthing
May come
Today this ends
I’m forgiving
What I’ve done
I’ll face myself
To cross out
What I’ve become
Erase myself
And let go of
What I’ve done
Just one look into your eyes..One look and I'm cry..'Cause you're so beautiful..Just one kiss and I'm alive..One kiss and I'm ready to die..'Cause you're so beautiful..
Gledam te,
A ti ništa.
Kao da ne postojim,
Kao da nisam tu...
Gledam te,
Ti se smiješ
Ali osmjeh nije upućen meni...
Gledam te....
Polako
Zamišljam da me ipak gledaš,
Da mi se smiješiš
Da me i dalje voliš,
Dodiruješ i ljubiš..
Gledam te
A kao da gledam nekog ko ne postoji.
Samo se preljeva krvava tama
Između nas
Kao i tvoji slučajni krvavi pogledi....
Zašto te gledam kada nanosim bol sebi.
Zašto te gledam....
And I...Just wish that I didn't feel.Like there was something I missed.And I...Take back all the things I said.To make you feel like that..And I...
Spasite me,
Zar ne vidite da sam još jedno izgubljeno dijete
Koje živi u svom skrivenom svijetu.
Tražim nešto da napravim još jedan rez,
Bol će mi pomoći da ne mislim.
Spasite me od ovih suza koje su poput guste krvi
Koju ne mogu zaustaviti.
Spasite me,
Zar me ne vidite,
Zar me ne čujete
Pa ja sam samo izgubljeno dijete
Koje je zavoljelo krv i bol,
Koje sanja o smrti.
Ali još mogu voljeti,
Još se mogu boriti.
Spasite me...
Da i ja ne potonem u nestvarni svijet
Cause everythings changed...
And you, you gave me all you had,
I hope someday you will be happy,
without me....
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
Ne slutiš koliko
Volim te danas...
Ni šta se iza mog
I tvog lica krije...
Vijekovi se tope i
Umiru za nas...
Sjećanje na nešto
što je bilo a nije...
Angels and the demons fight to save the lives,
while all the others cry
Always in the dark...
I'm still waiting for you,
I'm still crying for you...
Nobody has seen my pain,
For me,
Nobody cares...
In my eyes lives only darknes,
In my life....
GoOd EnOuGh
My walk through the valley, trails of fear
I feel empty, my penance overdue,
I guess it's too late now to be with you
Sum 41 - Pieces
I tried to be perfect
but nothing was worth it.
I don't believe it makes me real.
I thought it'd be easy
but no one believes me.
I meant all the things I said.
If you'd believe it's in my soul,
I'd say all the words that I know
just to see if it would show
that I'm trying to let you know
that I'm better off on my own.
This place is so empty.
My thoughts are so tempting.
I don't know how it got so bad.
Sometimes it's so crazy
but nothing can save me
but it's the only thing that I have.
If you'd believe it's in my soul,
I'd say all the words that I know
just to see if it would show
that I'm trying to let you know
that I'm better off on my own.
I tried to be perfect,
it just wasn't worthing.
Nothing could ever be so wrong.
It's hard to believe me.
It never gets easy.
I guess I knew that all along.
If you'd believe it's in my soul,
I'd say all the words that I know
just to see if it would show
that I'm trying to let you know
that I'm better off on my own.
And I cry to the alleyway
Confess all to the rain
But I lie, lie straight to the mirror
The one I've broken to match my face
My eyes seek reality...
My fingers seek my veins...
Take a look around....
Gravedancer.....
For my dreams I hold my life
For wishes I behold my night
The truth at the end of time
Losing faith makes a crime
System of a Down - Roulette
I have a problem that
I can not explain
I have no reason
why it should have been so plain,
Have no questions
but I sure have excuse
I lack for reason why
I should be so confused,
I know, how I feel
when I'm around you,
I don't know,
how I feel when I'm around you,
Around you,
Left a message
but it ain't a bit of use,
I have some pictures,
the wild might be the deuce,
Today you saw, you saw me,
you explained,
Playing the show
and running down the plane,
I know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I don't know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I,I know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I don't know, how I feel when I'm around you,
Around you,
I,I know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I don't know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I,I know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I don't know, how I feel when I'm around you,
Around you, around you, around you, around you.
When you're gone...
Pink Floyd - Wish You Were Here
So, so you think you can tell
Heaven from Hell,
Blue skies from pain
Can you tell a green field
From a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?
And did they get you to trade
Your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange
A walk on part in the war
For a lead role in a cage?
How I wish, how I wish you were here
We're just two lost souls
Swimming in a fish bowl,
Year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have we found?
The same old fears
Wish you were here
I'm.... For You...
It's been a long year
Since you've been gone
I've been alone here
I've grown old
I keep a journal of memories
I'm feeling lonely, I can't breathe
All the years I've tried
With more to go
Will the memories die
I'm waiting
Will I find you
Can I find you
We're falling down
I'm falling
Velvet Revolver - Loving The Alien
Sometimes I think I'm scared
Sometimes I know
I feel like making love
Sometimes I don't
I feel like letting go
Maybe not
I feel like giving up
Is all we got
Sometimes is all the time
And never means maybe
Sometimes is all the time
Maybe
Serpentine and black
It stands before my eyes
To hell and back
It will lead me once more
It's all I have as I stumble in and
Out of grace
I walk through the gardens
Of dying light
And cross all the rivers
Deep and dark as the night
Searching for a reason
Why time would've passed us by
Iced Earth - I Died For You
I can't believe this now
This isn't what I planned
I lived and died now
I just can't understand
With all the love I feel
I could never leave her
No matter what the cost
My souls the price to see her
Oh how I love you
The pain won't go away
Oh when I need you
You're always so far away
I cry for you
Leaving myself to blame
I died for you
I gave up everything
The pain was just to much
When I finally saw her
She's happy and in love
In love with my best friend
What makes it hurt so bad
Is that I love them both
And they will never know
For love I sold my soul
Oh how I love you
The pain won't go away
Oh when I need you
You're always so far away
I cry for you
Leaving myself to blame
I died for you
I gave up everything
Oh how I love you
The pain won't go away
Oh when I need you
You're always so far away
I cry for you
Leaving myself to blame
I died for you
I gave up everything
He won't be coming back again
It's been a year and a night
Evanescence - Lithium
Lithium - Don't want to lock me up inside
Lithium - Don't want to forget how it feels without
Lithium - I want to stay in love with my sorrow
Oh but God I want to let it go
Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone
Couldn't hide the emptiness you let it show
Never wanted it to be so cold
Just didn't drink enough to say you love me
I can't hold on to me
Wonder what's wrong with me
Lithium - Don't want to lock me up inside
lithium - Don't want to forget how it feels without
lithium - I want to stay in love with my sorrow
Oh
Don't want to let it lay me down this time
Drown my will to fly
Here in the darkness I know myself
Can't break free until I let it go
Let me go
Darling, I forgive you after all
Anything is better than to be alone
And in the end I guess I had to fall
Always find my place among the ashes
I can't hold on to me
Wonder what's wrong with me
Lithium - Don't want to lock me up inside
lithium - Don't want to forget how it feels without
lithium - Stay loving you
Oh, I'm gonna let it go
Every time I'm falling down
All alone I fall to pieces
With every step I take
The less I know myself
And every vow I break
On my way towards your heart
AnYwHeRe
I wish you...
or I...
kill myself
Sometimes is all the time...
And never means maybe...
Masterplan - Wounds
I have walked this road before
So hard to find unopened doors
Lost my way but i have to stay for a while
I'll be searching for more
And my wounds are real
I must rise from the sorrow
And find my way out of the dark
I've cried my tears from pain
There's a new day tomorrow
I'll turn the hourglass again
Feel and trust your inner voice
Chase your dream with desire
Show the scars you've been hiding deep inside
And reveal who you are
Cause your wounds are real
You must rise from the sorrow
And find your way out of the dark
Cry your tears from pain
Face a new day tomorrow
And turn the hourglass again... yeah
And my wounds are real
I must rise from the sorrow
And find my way out of the dark
I've cried my tears from pain
There's a new day tomorrow
I'll turn the hourglass again
Cry your tears from pain
Face a new day tomorrow
We'll turn the hourglass again