srijeda, 26.04.2006.
LITERATURE POST - Part One
Ovo je ulomak iz jedne od meni najdražih knjiga(«Lolita»).Glavni lik je muškarac u četrdesetima koji voli dvanaestogodišnju Dolores Haze(Lolitu).Nakon nekog vremena,on se ženi njezinom majkom,samo da bi mu ona postala pokćerka,tj. da bi mogao biti blizu nje.Ne želim da ovo shvatite pogrešno.On nije pedofil,on njoj nikad nije učinio nešto što ona nije htjela.Ova knjiga mi je jedna od najdražih jer na nevjerojatan način opisuje zaista široku paletu osjećaja jednog čovjeka koji se nikada ne može potpuno asimilirati u društvu koje dopušta muškarcu da se udvara šesnaestogodišnjoj djevojci,ali ne i dvanaestogodišnjoj djevojčici.Smatram ga (kako i on sam sebe naziva) «igračkom beskrajnih jada» jer osjeća beskrajnu ljubav prema Loliti koja je naprasita i razmažena,a dokaz da je njegova ljubav prema njoj tolika,je sama činjenica da,čak i kad je odrasla,on je «pušta» i ona se udaje za drugog muškarca.Njemu je jedino važna njezina sreća,dok Lolita (u ponekim trenutcima njihove tjelesne i duhovne bliskosti),zapravo njega iskorištava i nikada nije bila uistinu svjesna njegovih pravih osjećaja.
Ovaj ulomak govori o povezanosti osjećaja prema Loliti i Annabeli(djevojci koju je imao sa 14 godina i koja je umrla).
«Neprestance prebirem te jadne uspomene i jednako se pitam nije li se tu,u bljesku toga dalekog ljeta prvi put javila pukotina u mom životu?Kad pokušavam raščlaniti svoje negdašnje želje,namjere i postupke,prepuštam se nekom naknadnom maštanju koje hrani analitičku sposobnost neograničenim mogućnostima,tako da se svaka staza koja mi izlazi pred oči grana bez kraja i konca u perspektivi sjećanja što me izluđuje svojom složenošću.Znam da je njezina smrt učvrstila frustriranost toga stravičnog ljeta i postala zapreka svakoj drugoj ljubavi u toku hladnih godina moje mladosti.U našoj ljubavi bijahu duhovno i tjelesno stopljeni tako savršeno da to ne bi mogli ni pojmiti današnji priprosti,sirovi šiparci svojim uniformiranim mozgovima.Još dugo nakon njene smrti osjećao sam kako njene misli teku s mojima.Mnogo prije nego što smo se upoznali,sanjali smo iste snove.Usporedili smo svoje bilješke.Pronašli smo crte čudne srodnosti.U lipnju iste godine (1919.) doletio je i k njoj i k meni,u dvjema razdalekim zemljama,nečiji kanarinac.
O,Lolito,da si me bar ti tako voljela!»
Drugi ulomak je ulomak koji govori o nimficama (izraz koji on upotrebljava da bi izrazio što ga zapravo privlači kod rijetkih djevojčica koje mu se sviđaju).
«Zamolite li nekog normalnog čovjeka da vam pokaže najzgodniju učenicu ili skautkinju na nekoj skupnoj fotografiji,on neće uvijek izabrati nimficu.Treba biti umjetnik i luđak,igračka beskrajnih jada,s mjehurom vrela otrova u preponama i prebludnim plamenom što vječito gori u osjetljivoj hrptenjači(o,kako se ponekad moramo skrivati i čuvati!),da bi se odmah poznalo,po neiskazivim znacima-po pomalo mačjem obrisu jagodičnih kosti,po tankim i svilastim zglavcima i još po nekim drugim obilježjima koje mi očaj,stid i suze od nježnosti brane da dalje nabrajam – malog,smrtonosnog zloduha sred obične djece; ona,nimfica,stoji među njima neprepoznata i nesvjesna i sama svoje silne moći.»
Cilj ovog posta je demonstracija moje ljubavi prema književnosti i težnja da se u naše školske lektire uvrsti više remek djela beletristike XX.stoljeća.Možda «Lolita» nije prikladna za prvi razred,al u četvrtom bi je već mogli čitati.
Problem je u tome što sumnjam da bi dovoljno maturanata ovu knjigu protumačilo na način na koji zaslužuje bit protumačena.
Ali,uvijek postoje oni koji cijene književnost kao trijumf umjetnosti nad životom jer ona pravi fikciju od života i tako postaje njegovim tvorcem.
P.S. Inače ne pišem književnim hrvatskim jezikom,ali,jučer nam je razrednica rekla da ne znamo govorit pa evo ja branim svoju čast...
P.S. 2) Ne znam koliko je vas čulo za najnoviju konkurenciju našoj blog stranici,www.bloger.hr,ali eto,pogledajte...
Moje mišljenje je da,oni koji priđu na njega,prić će samo zbog puno većeg izbora dizajna..
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Pisme koje su obilježile moj život i koje mi izazivaju
snažne emocije,bilo sreću,tugu,strast ili čežnju....
1. PINK FLOYD
Izvođač: Pink Floyd
Pisma: High Hopes
Album: The Division Bell (1994.)
Beyond the horizon of the place we lived when we were young
In a world of magnets and miracles
Our thoughts strayed constantly and without boundary
The ringing of the division bell had begun
Along the long road and on down the causeway
Do they still meet there by the cut
There was a ragged band that followed in our footsteps
Running before time took our dreams away
Leaving the myriad small creatures trying to tie us to the ground
To a life consumed by slow decay
The grass was greener
The light was brighter
With friends surrounded
The nights of wonder
Looking beyond the embers of bridges glowing behind us
To a glimpse of how green it was on the other side
Steps taken forwards but sleepwalking back again
Dragged by the force of some inner tide
At a higher altitude with flag unfurled
We reached the dizzy heights of that dreamed of world
Encumbered forever by desire and ambition
There’s a hunger still unsatisfied
Our weary eyes still stray to the horizon
Though down this road we’ve been so many times
The grass was greener
The light was brighter
The taste was sweeter
The nights of wonder
With friends surrounded
The dawn mist glowing
The water flowing
The endless river
Forever and ever
Hello…Is that Charlie?
Hello Charlie…Great!
Izvođač:Pink Floyd
Pisma:Poles Apart
Album: The Division Bell (1994.)
Did you know....it was all going to go so wrong for you
And did you see it was all going to be so right for me
Why did we tell you then
You were always the golden boy then
And that you’d never lose that light in your eyes
Hey you....did you ever realize what you’d become
And did you see that it wasn’t only me you were running from
Did you know all the time but it never bothered you anyway
Leading the blind while I stared out the steel in your eyes
The rain fell slow, down on all the roofs of uncertainty
I thought of you and the years and all the sadness fell away from me
And did you know....
I never thought that you’d lose that light in your eyes....
Izvođač:Pink Floyd
Pisma:Learning to fly
Album:A momentary lapse of reason (198
Into the distance, a ribbon of black
Stretched to the point of no turning back
a flight of fancy on a windswept field
standing alone my senses reeled
a fatal attraction holding me fast, how
can I escape this irresistible grasp?
Can’t keep my eyes from the circling skies
Tongue-tied and twisted just an earth-bound misfit, I
Ice is forming on the tips of my wings
Unheeded warnings, I thought I thought of everything
No navigator to guide my way home
Unlaneded, empty and turned to stone
A soul in tension that’s learning to fly
Condition grounded but determined to try
Can’t keep my eyes from the circling skies
Tongue-tied and twisted just an earth-bound misfit, I
Friction lock - set.
Mixture - rich
Propellers - fully forward
Flaps - set - 10 degrees
Engine gauges and suction - check
Mixture set to maximum percent - recheck
Flight instruments...
Altimeters - check both
(garbled word) - on
Navigation lights - on
Strobes - on
(to tower): confirm 3-8-echo ready for departure
(tower): hello again, this is now 129.4
(to tower): 129.4. it’s to go.
(tower): you may commence your takeoff, winds over 10 knots.
(to tower): 3-8-echo
Easy on the brakes. take it easy. it’s gonna roll this time.
Just hand the power gradually, and it...
Above the planet on a wing and a prayer,
My grubby halo, a vapour trail in the empty air,
Across the clouds I see my shadow fly
Out of the corner of my watering eye
A dream unthreatened by the morning light
Could blow this soul right through the roof of the night
There’s no sensation to compare with this
Suspended animation, a state of bliss
Can’t keep my mind from the circling skies
Tongue-tied and twisted just an earth-bound misfit, I
Izvođač:Pink Floyd
Pisma:Wish you were here
Album:Wish you were here (19
So, so you think you can tell,
Heaven from Hell,
Blue skies from pain,
Can you tell a green field?
From a cold steal rail,
A smile from a veil,
Do you think you can tell?
Did they get you to trade?
Your heroes for ghosts
Hot ashes for trees,
Hot air for cool breeze
Cold comfort for change
Did you exchange?
A walk on part in a war,
for a lead role in a cage?
How I wish, how I wish you were here,
We're just two lost souls,
Swimming in a fish bowl
Year after year,
Running over the same old grounds
What have we found?
The same old fears,
Wish you were here….
2.COLDPLAY
Izvođač:Coldplay
Pisma:The Scientist
Album:A rush of blood to the head (2002.)
Come up to meet you, tell you I’m sorry
You don’t know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, and ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart
Nobody said it was easy
Oh it’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said that it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start
I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are
Nobody said it was easy
Oh it’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I’m going back to the start
Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh ohh (x4)
