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As faint as deepest sleeper's breath
An echo came as cold as death
Long are the paths, of shadow made
Where no foot's print is ever laid
No moon is there
No voice
No sound
Of beating heart; a sigh profound
Once in each age as each age dies
Alone is heard
Far, far it lies
Upon the plain,
There rushed forth and high
Shadows at the dead of night
And mirrored in the skies
Far far away
Beyond might of day
And there lay the land of dead
Of mortal cold decay
I can't see what you see
I can't feel what you feel
I can't hear what you say
I won't listen when you pray
You say black, I say white
You love the day, I love the night
You want to live, I want to die
I need the silence, you have to cry
I don't love you anyway
When you are near, I run away
I don't want you but you want me
You mean nothing
Nothing to me
I tried to forget you
I tried to love you
But I hurt you all the time
I can't forget you
I'm afraid to touch you
And I always see you cry
You won't cry for my absence, I know,
you forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant?
Am I so insignificant?
Isn't something missing?
I tried to kill the pain
but only brought more
I lay dying
and I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
am I too lost to be saved
am I too lost?
Playground schoolbell rings, again
Rainclouds come to play, again
Has no one told you she's not breathing ?
Hello, I'm your mind, giving you someone to talk to...Hello...
If I smile and don't believe
Soon I know I'll wake from this dream
Don't try to fix me
I'm not broken
Hello, I'm the lie living for you so you can hide...
*Don't cry...*
Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping
Hello, I'm still here, all that's left
Of yesterday...
Oh dear, it's been such a long time...
Zar ima više ikog na blogu?
To su bila tako lijepa vremena....
Mogao si se ispucati, napisat gluposti, čitati druge posteve, komentirati i na temelju pročitanog
procijeniti osobu, upoznati ju te shvatit koliko ustvari imate toga zajedničkog...
Staviš bilo koju sliku, video, pjesmu, nema blesavih notifikacija, lajkova i glupih ulizivačkih komentara, a i svađe su bile definitivno rijeđe.
Šteta što je Facebook toliko zasjenio Blog....
Moram priznat da imam ljepša sjećanja što se bloga tiče (bez obzira na to što sam imala dosta depresivne posteve koje sam sad na kraju obrisala jer to zaista nije...čitljivo) nego što se Facebooka tiče.
Istina je da sam svojim riječima u postovima i komentarima na blogu usrala par prijateljstava al to se na kraju sve popravilo (hvala bogu haha) ali definitivno mi je Facebook usrao više prijateljstava i vezu nego išta drugo.
Tko bi rekao da slike, komentari, inbox, dodavanja random ljudi kao prijatelje može uništit nešto tako jako?
Bolesno...
Ali sve ima i svoje prednosti, a Facebook ih po mom ima samo 3:
1. Adobe je sigurno masno zaradio na Photoshopu 
2. Mogućnost održanja kontakta s osobama izvan grada/države/kontinenta
3. To je usput i najbolji i najjeftiniji komunikacijski kanal (za dogovore ili bezvezno chatanje) jer su,
budimo realni, gotovo svi dostupni na fejsu, dok je situacija sa msnom i skypeom ipak drugačija.
Sve se tako promijenilo...tako naglo..odjednom...nestao je onaj čar..originalnost..
Svi živi nekog boga fejkaju preko Facebooka, postaju attention whores svi redom, a zašto?
Zbog glupog lajka? Na kaj su ljudi spali, da žive za jebeni lajk? 
Slobodno mogu reć da su svi od tog fejsa poblesavili ko lude babe što je užasno iritantno i zato se lagano vraćam na Blog.
Ipak tu mogu napisat sve kaj me šora bez da itko gnjavi i osuđuje i bezveze komentira tek tolko da bi "ostavio trag". 
Nemam kaj baš novog za napisat, tolko se sve promijenilo da jednostavno ne znam od kud početi tako da će ovo biti samo jedan uvod tek tolko da mi ne stoji post star preko 2 godine hehe
One thing never changed
I never stopped thinking
What we could be
I'd still believe all your lies
Pretend you love me
Blind me with your words
Shout
What we've become
Every piece of me dies
As you breathe
Shadows will cry
It's not real
But it's ours
