kiša...napokon je pala... padala 2 dana,i prestala. vratilo se sunce. ne volim sunce.ne volim kad je nebo vedro.zasto? neznam. jednostavno ne volim.onda ispada da je sve savrseno,a nije.znam da nije. znas i ti da nije.
znamo svi da nije.i nece nikad bit tako. zato. jer nije nista savrseno. mozda samo u nasoj glavi.
sanjala sam ga neku vecer. taj san mi je dao snagu da vjerujem da mogu dobiti neke stvari ako ih zelim. ako ih bas zelim. ne smatram njega ko stvar...ne daj boze. on je MALI ... nije stvar. on je bice. jedno jako dobro bice.
i bit ce moj. u buducnosti. mozda daljnjoj, mozda bliznjoj. ali znam da oce.
a i da ne bude,imam ga. nosim ga u srcu. neznam zasto,ni ne poznajem ga dobro,ali mi je stalo do njega. je li to cudno?
ne,da,ne,da....

pocela sam se gubit.... ili je to vec od prije,a u zadnje vrijeme sam i previse svjesna toga. pocinjem buncati ....

''najjaci nije nikada dovoljno jak da uvijek bude gospodar ukoliko ne pretvori svoju snagu u pravo, a poslusnost u duznost. otuda pravo jacega, pravo koje je prividno prihvaceno s podsmijehom, a u sustini utvrdeno kao nacelo.
no, hoce li nam se ikada objasniti ta rijec? snaga je fizicka sila; ne vidim nikako kakva se pouka moze izvuci iz njezina djelovanja. ustaknuti pred silom jest akt nuzde, a ne volje; to je u najbolju ruku akt mudrosti...''

zelim kisu.
zelim maloga.
zelim sareni sal.
zelim novi parfem.
zelim opet snove da mi vrate snagu.
zelim da mi ona ostane prijateljica zauvijek.
zelim bar malo postenja od nekih ljudi.
zelim razmisljati i daleko daleko se izgubiti.
zelim na koncert theriona.
zelim na koncert nightwisha.
zelim da se moje zelje ispune.


slusa se-Led zepelin

fasiniraju me boje u zadnje vrijeme....
zeleno.
crveno.
zuto.
plavo.
sivo.
crno.
.
.
.
.


PUSA *

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

[x2]
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer and when i wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

[x2]
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

-JAMES BLUNT

nemojte mislit sad da me netko ostavio pa da patim
za nekim... hahahaha... ne daj boze! =)
ovo je za MALOGA =)




pozdrav meni dragim ljudima,a posebno MALOME =)


ps-ovo je post za do daljnjega...
kad bude neka novost u mome zivotu javim se =)

necu.
nema vise.
gotovo je.
jest. zapravo. napokon.
vise ni snage ni volje nemam.
a pogotovo da moji emotivni djelovi trpe
neke stvari... NEMA VISE!
gotovo je.
odustajem od svega....
JEBITE SE!
zivili vi svi, ali ja vas vise stvarno ne
mogu podnit.
od danas igra mijenja pravila.
cijela igra se mijenja.
od danas ja u svom zivotu postavljam pravila.
ne ti.
ne on.
ne ona.

ja. ja. ja. ja. ja. ja. ja. ja. ja. ja. ja. ja. ja. ja

vjerojatno nitko ni ne zna o cemu ja pisem,jer
ne volim govorit o sebi i nekim
mojim problemima...i onome sta osjecam...
mozda jesam stalno HAJ i sl.
moram bit takva. ne smim dat da me
neke stvari pogadaju i da se to vidi na meni
pa da me ljudi zale. to mi ne treba.
ljepse je ovako, bar meni kad sam stalno HAJ!

What if I?
Had a thing on the side?
Made ya cry?
Would the rules change up?
Or would they still apply?
If I played you like a toy?
Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy




necu se kanit mojih poroka....
tu su. ostat ce. kad i pogledam moji poroci
su i jedno vrijedno u mome zivotu...
jedino koje je stalno tu...

Feelings, nothing more than feelings,
trying to forget my feelings of love.
Teardrops rolling down on my face,
trying to forget my feelings of love.

Feelings, for all my life I'll feel it.
I wish I've never met you, girl; you'll never come again.

Feelings, wo-o-o feelings,
wo-o-o, feel you again in my arms.

Feelings, feelings like I've never lost you
and feelings like I've never have you again in my heart.

Feelings, for all my life I'll feel it.
I wish I've never met you, girl; you'll never come again.

Feelings, feelings like I've never lost you
and feelings like I've never have you again in my life.

Feelings, wo-o-o feelings,
wo-o-o, feelings again in my arms.
Feelings...(repeat & fade)

-by Albert Morris

jeste li se ikad osjecali tako DIVLJE? VRAZJE?
NEOBUZDANO? DA NE ZNATE STA RADITE?
U SVOJOJ STE KOZI A IMATE OSJECAJ DA JE NETKO DRUGI
U VASEM TIJELU?!?!
ajme,meni se to sve cesce dogada... hahahahaha...
KOJI JE RAZLOG TOME?!
neka neko napise alkohol,batina ce dobit

amo sad dalje.. hahahaha...
bijase gloriji rodendan jucer. slavila ga je naravno sinoc.
ali ... nista ali...
bila je super vecer, jeli?
kako za koga... bilo je nesto depresivnih trenutaka
skoro u svih sudionika i ljudi koje vidjeh sinoc na svetome,
i s kojima sam provela dobar dug dio veceri....

ja necu rec zbog cega sam bila depresivna jedno vrime,
tuzna,uplakana... znaju oni koji trebaju znat,a uzrocnik
naravno to ne zna. ne treba ni znat.
nije stvar te osobe, nego mene...
jer ja sam budala...
VELIKA BUDALA!!!!!!!!

glorija, hvala sta si me pozvala na rodendan.
majo hvala na svemu sta si sinoc uradila za mene i
sa mnom...
mili hvala sta si se brinio za mene i maju kad smo
bile depresivne
hvala miji sta se javio
hvala mii na utjesi...i na lijepim rijecima...
hvala jeleni na krasnom komentaru jutros
hvala dadi na pivi i svemu ostalome
hvala svima za sve...
LJUBIM VAS SVE I VOLIM
DRZITE SE!!

Red light in my eyes-pt 1


I feel so lost for me inside,
Lost am I, will it never end,
But never am I stained black
Now the end is drawing near,
My hate is growing, can't you hear,
It burns me with my cruelty

(And I'm off!)

Like the fire of pain in the daylight
Full of hate, your hatred gets up doom

[Chorus:]
Pain... I can't control it anymore,
You'll see the red light more and more
Trapping you in destroying despite
By the red light in my eyes

So, better wake up, drink your blood,
Follow me and be a god
Can't you fucking look into my eyes,
Watch this god arise, yeah

(Come on!)

I feel the last one in this time,
Lost am I, will it never end
But never am I stained black, jet black
Now walk away and flee into Hell,
Take away and bleed my heart
I do my blood-red sigh

I can feel your hate of death,
I'm running on this darkened little path
Take your time, beat me down, sometime, to die (die!)

[Chorus:]
Pain... I can't control it anymore,
See the red light more and more
Trapping you in destroying despite
By the red light in my eyes

Doesn't matter what is on the top, right, way too down below,
That's how the werewolf burns in me
Oh God, I see the light again,
I'm gonna be getting someone in my grave

[Chorus:]
Pain... I can't control it anymore,
See the red light more and more
Trapping you in destroying despite
By the red light in my eyes

Children Of Bodom, dakako....
obozavam COB... totalno...
sa textovima da se zamislis....
savrsenstvo bez granica




SO FUCKING POZZ do sljedeceg puta!

Zakomplicirala sam si zivot,ali sta me briga... tako mi je lijepo,
skroz lijepo....po cijele dane se samo smjeskam,i pomalo
ludiram-ono , tu i tamo... a i dalje sam cijela luda....
no,to je sve za ljude, zar ne? evo i sada se smjeskam,jao jao...
kazu,oni koji se puno smiju, dugo ce zivit...onda sam ja besmrtna
po tome... ajme,ne! hahaha... no,dobro...
ne da mi se vise o ovome....zakljucujemo sa tim...
mene bas briga. radim neke stvari i odlucujem o njima
kako sam ja u svojoj glavi poslozila da ce to bit! trudim se ne zaliti
za nekom krivom donesenom odlukom ili slicnim.
Instiktivno odlučim, kažem, napravim, ostavim, uzmem, vratim, ne želim, volim, ne volim,
riješim, ne riješim, lupim...




Navikneš se na ovaj neki svijet, smatraš ga svojim.

PUSICA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
pozdravcici:
-Miro
-Maja
-i ostali... znate koji ste...


JA VOLIM ICED EARTH!

Did you ever hear what I told you?
Did you ever read what I wrote you?
Did you ever listen to what we played?
Did you ever let in what the world said?
Did we get this far just to feel your hate?
Did we play to become only pawns in the game?
How blind can you be, don’t you see?
You chose the long road, but we’ll be waiting

pocela je skola, ljeto je proslo.
kisa pada. sunca nema.
dizem se rano. pijem minimalno 3 kave na dan.
umorna sam. ali opet hiperaktivna.

u skoli je sve kao uvijek.
neki novi predmeti,ali super predmeti.
isto drustvo. ispunjavaju me razgovori s njima.
cure,ja vas volim ! ! !

i Pakice,i tebe isto

sve vas voli vasa Oprashena




MALI? Dobro,ne bas tako mali... decko je sladak...
VELIKI? e,on je mal po ponasanju, a MALI je velik
po ponasanju.... radije mali nego veliki...
mislim na decke...to su mi nadimci za njih...zasada.
mali,veliki,-ne mislim na nista perverzno.TOLIKO!

WISH ME LUCK....

PUSICA SVIMA....

Did you ever hear what I told you?
Did you ever read what I wrote you?
Did you ever listen to what we played?
Did you ever let in what the world said?
Did we get this far just to feel your hate?
Did we play to become only pawns in the game?
How blind can you be, don’t you see?
You chose the long road, but we’ll be waiting