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Velika srca vole ,mala traže da budu voljena :)

Sama...

Sad sam se sjetila te pjesme...fkt je za mene...

Danas se tisuću osjećaja pomiješalo u meni...1000 misli mi je prošlo kroz glavu..
Razmišljala sam i o ovom blogu...bokte napisala sam masu stvari...i koje sam smjela i one koje nisam...
Sjetila sam se svih ljudi koje sam ovim putem upoznala...
Sada mi je drago što mi više ne dolazi masu ljudi na blog kao prije...
Prije je to bilo ludilo...predobro...sad mi blog predstavlja moj mali kutak...
Kao i sada....ovo pišem da bi mi bilo lakše...jer mi je totalka teško...

U jednom trenutku sam iskreno sretna zbog jednog događaja...
Kasnije razmišljam o tome koliko će on promijeniti neke stvari...
I znam da je jedan dio mog života završen...gotovo je...nemrem više ovako...
A ne mogu ni onako...previše je svega...iiii...ne znam...

Čekam da mi stari frend dođe na icq...imam neku potrebu da pričam s njim...iako si više nismo ni blizu dobri kao što smo si neko kratko vrijeme bili...
Svi bi se iznenadili kada bih rekla da je on baš taj s kojim u ovom trenutku želim pričati...ali da...osjećam neku potrebu...

Maloprije sam pričala sa jednim frendom...ma ne znam dečka baš...ali ovak se zekimo vikendom i tako...
Oraspoložio me maksimalno...
Djevica je u horoskopu kao i ja...isti smo po masu stvari...isti...
Brdo me utješio jer sam shvatila da nisam jedina koja se prelako otvara prema ljudima ,koja daje svoje povjerenje onima koji ga ne zaslužuju ,ona koja uvijek na kraju ostane sjebana ,ona koju je život stavio na 100 kušnji i stavio masu problema pred nju...

Ali proći ću kroz to sve...SAMA...
Nije da ja nemam ljude oko sebi koji su tu za mene...
Jednostavno nitko se ne može staviti u moju poziciju...definitivno nitko...
Samo se pitam...dali ima još itko u svijetu tko prolazi isto što i ja ????

Osjećam se prejadno...nevidljivo ,mutavo ,glupo ,odurno ,sjebano .stalno mi se plače...ubijaju me promjene raspoloženja i sve ovo skupa...

Ljudi dolaze i odlaze iz mog života...
Ali jedna osoba je uvijek tu za mene i ja sam uvijek tu za nju...
Bezobzira na sve naše svađice i gluposti...nadrkanost i ostalo...
Ma svašta nas pere...ali i 1 dan bez nje mi je težak...

Katarina volim te...i hvala ti što si uvijek uz mene...što me voliš ,što me tješiš ,što me uvijek nasmiješ ,ma hvala ti za sve...
Drago mi je da sam i ja uvijek uz tebe...da smo kroz masu stvari prošle zajedno...
1000 suza isplakale zajedno...svaki dan se smijale i još se uvijek smijemo zajedno...
Drago mi je što su se u zadnja 2 mjeseca dogodile stvari koje su se dogodile...i što smo bez obzira na sve bile jedna uz drugu...

Što nas ništa nije slomilo...i ono najvažnije...da smo jednostavno odrasle i naučile se nositi sa svim sranjima...

Ova zadnja 2 mjeseca su nam bila jednostavno nepodnošljiva...
Svaki dan po 3-4 stvari i osoba koje nas sjebu i zbog kojih ništa nema smisla...ali opet smo se digle na noge...
To dokazuje koliko smo jake i da smo ipak samo mi carica i kraljica :):)

Ajoj brdo mi je teško...opet je u meni onaj osjećaj...
Nevidljiva ,nevidljiva...
Eto ga...počelo je počelo...opet...

Žao mi je zbog nekih ljudi koje jako volim ali to ne pokazujem...
Jednostavno su ovo takve stvari koje ne mogu nikome reći i koje me ubijaju...ali s vremenom će sve doći na svoje...nadam se...

Sada popis ljudi koje jako volim...a ne pokazujem to onako kako bih trebala...ali volim vas...stvarno vas volim i hvala vam za sve...i za svaki put kad ste bili uz mene...

Volimmmm ,voollliiim ,voollliiim : Svoju Katarinu jer je ona jedostavno moja Katica i nju naaajviše voojim,svoju Ivanu...super cura...ludača moja...bori se sa životom i sa svim njegovim sranjima ali neda se...svoju Ninu jer mi je odlična kao osoba i luda mi je sa svojim mušicama u glavi i tak...i da Nina...na kojem si broju stala ?? :D svoju Stefani...znamo se već 17 godina...svaki jebeni dan smo bile zajedno...znamo se u dušu :),svoju Andreju jer mi je super ženska...ma prava koka ljudi moji :):),svog Jakšu zbog svega što smo prošli zajedno i zbog svih lijepih trenutaka...i jednostavno ga volim i zauvijek će imati posebno mjesto u mom srcu, svog Tomija...a šta da kažem...djevica u horoskopu kao i ja...po puno stvari smo slični ali isto tako i različiti... Puno puta me razveselio i raznježio i još 100 stvari...vojim ga...stvarno ga vojim...,svog Juliana...ma spaljen čovjek do bola...uvijek za zajebanciju...aaa smo se naplesali neki dan u timeu :D:D ,svog Perišu ,Sintu ,Pepu Piga i svog Šantića jer nas uvijek razvesele i jer se uvijek maksimalno zajebavamo i nema mjesta za brige...svog Mimija...jer još uvijek ima svoje mjesto u mom srcu...jer se kužimo u puno stvari i sve to skupa...svog Cica...a moj Cic...više nismo ni blizu super kao prije ali i dalje ga puuunoo vojim...svoju curu Jelenu...jednostavno jer je moja cura :) i jer je jako dobra osoba...i jer smo po ponašanju i po nekim stvarima dosta slične ,svoju Jelenu K. jer je žena luda i uvijek raspoložena i dosta toga joj mogu reći :) ,svoje cure...Anu ,Mateu ,Dijanu ,Zrničku...nisam s njima više tako dobra...ali jednostavno neke stvari ostaju zauvijek između nas...i volim ih jako puno...svoju Mirelu i Dajanu...jer su cure stvarno super i možeš pričati s njima ,a s Dajanom sam se totalno našla...svoju Lauru...dosta dugo se nismo vidjele ali jedva čekam da odem u Zg i da se ispričam s njom...znamo se već jako dugo i odlična je...svoju Miju...aaa stvarno moram u Zg...odlična curka ,sretna sam što sam ju upoznala...svoju Dariu...a luda moja...dugo ju nisam vidjela...ma joj dok se sjetim...lude smo si bile :D ,svoje Kristinu i Nevu...a lude žene ,šta da kažem... :) svoju Teu...isto iz Zg..ajoooj fali nam ta ženaaaa...e sad kad je fešta nje nema :( ,sve ostale ljude iz razreda ...i pozdravljam svog Antu...my loveerrr ,my friieeennddd :D:D ajoj on sad negdje uživa u Švabiji...biatch ! :)
I sve ostale ljudee...cijelu ekipu iz timea...i ostale ljude koje poznam...pusa ,pusaaa pusaaa !!!

Naravno svoju obitelj...drago mi je što smo svi tako složni...što su svi pomalo spaljeni...što se toliko volimo...
Ne znam šta bih bez svoje obitelji...stvarno ne znam...
Šta bih bez svoje bake ,prabake...svojih ludih sestrični..a šta bi tek bez mamice i tatice...???? uuffff...strike ,strine ,ujke ,ujne,druge bake ,dede...ma...vojim ih sve !!!! Brdoooo !!!!!!!

Lakše mi je sad...lalallala...opet sam strong woman :D:D
Sad opet pjevam svoju pjesmu :D

Sama u velikom gradu
sama, raspolozenje u padu
mislim na tebe, u srcu lom
znam da si s' njom

A ja sam tako sama
a ti pred ocima mojim
sate do naseg susreta brojim
na virus ljubavi nisam imuna
u to sam sigurna


Zaljubljena, zaljubljena
u tvoje usne, u pogled tvoj
mada znam da nade nema
ti nikad neces biti moj


Zaljubljena, zaljubljena
daleko si mi k'o zemlja od sunca
sama u velikom gradu
jos jedna devojka ukradenog srca

Sama, ne zelim nikog da vidjam
sama, mada se mnogima svidjam
cuvam ti mesto u srcu svom
znam da si s' njom


Totalno...kao da je za mene pisana :)
A jebiga...nemogu svi biti sretni...
A ja već navikla da budem sjebana pa eto :)
Al sad sam si happy...
Kad se sjetim svih ljudi koji me vole i koje volim...

Ma dajjjjjjjj...onak helloooo ipak sam ja kraljica...nemre mi nitko niš :D:D:D
Zaljubljenaaaaaa ,zaljubljenaaaaaa....u tvoooje usnee...
....U POGLED TVOJ ....

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Mi se
Ne rastajemo
Kao
Zaljubljeni

Mi ne tražimo
slobodu

Jer ta
Nevidljiva vrpca
Koja nas drži zajedno
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I razdvojeni kad smo dugo
K`o zrna pijeska
Bezbroj sati
Volimo
Noćni vjetar
Jer on
Će znati
Da vrućina
Prođe
Suce kad
Posustane
A unatoč
Sve hladnoće
Prijateljstvo
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Mi smo dvije
Vrlo razvojene
Zvijezde
Na tamnome svodu

No gleda li nas se
Iz daljine
Vidi se
Kako smo jedna drugoj blizu

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Sjeti se da imaš nešto
vrijednije od zlata ,
neba i zemlje...
Nešto slađe od čokolade ,
nešto ljepše od ljubavi...
Sjeti se da imaš pravog
prijatelja >MENE<...

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Love is an angel standing by your side...


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Iako kilometri nas dijele ,
moje usne te žele...
Ti zauzimaš misli moje ,
ovo srce je samo tvoje....
Svaki dio mene želi tvojim biti ,
želi tebe zauvijek voljeti...


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Tuga dolazi kasnije....
jednom kad mi sretnemo se
u vrevi grada
ako ti ime izgovorim
i ne zadrhtim tada
i ako se ti osmjehneš mi
kao nekada
možda ti priznam
koliko sam te voljela

možda ću tad reći ti sve
ali danas još ne
to ne rade velike djevojke
one tek nasmiješe se
i odu bez tuge, jer tuga
dolazi kasnije

jednom kad ti pogledaš
u oći moje
kad ponos više ne bude
igra za dvoje
tad ćemo mi pričati
dugo ko` nekada
i možda ti priznam
koliko sam te voljela

možda ću tad reći ti sve...


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Glitters

Me myself and I...






Velika srca vole, mala traze da budu voljena :)


Love is the river of life in the world...





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And if it all falls apart, I will know deep in my heart...
The only dream that mattered had come true.
In this life, I was loved by you.





Mali slatki blogići...



Theich...... superiška blogić...
Od moje sekice..hehe

Moja Aki...
...jako ,jako ,jako ju vooooojimmm !!!

Mya...zakon ženska !
Obožavam ju ! kiss

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Girl :)

Ashleygirl

Hana...

Adriana...

Mala plavusha...


Luda Melly

Ludača Ena !

Slatkica Bruna !

Aurora

Lanica... Moja mala slatkica cerek

Kanađanka ...fora curka i blog yes

Amerie......malo derište ,šala !
Mala ludica...ma zakon je ! thumbup

Moja sekica pinky

Lud blog...totalka fora...






Keep the Faith...
Male slatkice...

PrIvAtNi ZaTvOr

Super curka

Scar13

Michi...Zaaakon blog !

Bittersweet World

Sk8 or Die !

Anja...



Mali slatki stiiiv


Zakon blog
od mog zakon frenda Vampija...

Lex
Zakon dečko :)

Sipptaroowsky...Fora dečko...




Balkan story...
Blog o teškom životu jednog dečka ,stvarno se
isplati posjetiti ga...

Tošo...Super dečko i super blog...






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Volim: jesti ,volim glazbu...šta još ? volim...e da!
volim svog psa i ostale životinje...volim se napit...volim svoje frendove..

Ne volim: naravno ,školu...jesti meso...

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Živi svaki dan kao da je posljednji...


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Moj slatki Lauri...

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Metallica-Nothing Else Matters

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So close no matter how far
couldn't be much more from the heart
forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters

never opened myself this way
life is ours, we live it our way
all these words I don't just say
and nothing else matters

trust I seek and I find in you
every day for us something new
open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know

so close no matter how far
couldn't be much more from the heart
forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know

I never opened myself this way
life is ours, we live it our way
all these words I don't just say
and nothing else matters

trust I seek and I find in you
every day for us something new
open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they say
never cared for games they play
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
and I know

so close no matter how far
couldn't be much more from the heart
forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters






Sing a song to me...

The Rasmus-Sail Away

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Once upon a time we had a lot to fight for
We had a dream, we had a plan
Sparlks in the air, we spread a lot of envy
Didnt have to care once upon a time

Remember when I swore
That love was never ending
And you and I would never die
Remember when I swore
We had it all
We had it all

Sail away, it's time to leave
Rainy days, are yours to keep
Fade away, the night is calling my name
You will stay, i'll sail away

Once upon a time we used to burn candles
We had a place to call a home
We dream that we lived
Was better than divine
Every day was like a gift
Once upon a life

Remember when you swore
Your love is never ending
And you and I would never die
Remember when you swore
We had it all
We've made it far

Sail away, it's time to leave
Rainy days are yours to keep
Fade away, the night is calling my name
You will stay, I'll sail away

No reason to lie
No need to pretend
How greatfull to die
To live once again
Im fearless to fly
And reach for the end
And reach for the end
ohhohhhohhhohhh...



Apocalyptica feat Lauri und Ville Vallo
-Bittersweet

I'm giving up the ghost of love
And a shadow is cast on devotion
She is the one that I adore
Queen of my silent suffocation
Break this bittersweet spell on me
Lost in the arms of destiny

Bittersweet
I won't give up
I'm possessed by her

I'm bearing a cross
She's turned into my curse
Break this bittersweet spell on me
Lost in the arms of destiny


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The Rasmus-Not Like The Other Girls

No more blame I am destined to keep you sane.
Gotta rescue the flame.
Gotta rescue the flame in your heart.

No more blood, I will be there for you my love.
I will stand by your side.
The world has forsaken my girl.

I should have seen it would be this way.
I should have known from the start what she's up to.
When you loved anf you've lost someone.
You know what it feels like to lose.

She's fading away, away from this world.
Drifting like a feather she's not like the other girls.
She lives in the clouds she talks to the birds.
Hopeless little one she's not like the other girls I know.

No more shame, she has felt too much pain, in her life.
In her mind she's repeating the words.
All the love you put out will return to you.

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The Rasmus-The One I Love

Haven't slept in a week.
My bed has become my coffin.
Cannot breath, cannot speak.
My head's like a bomb, still waiting.
Take my heart and take my soul.
I don't need them anymore.

The one I love
is striking me down on my knees.
Drowning me in my dreams.
Over and over again.
Dragging me under.

Hypnoticed by the night.
Silently ricing beside me.
Emptiness, nothingless
is burning a hole inside me.
Take my faith and take my pride.
I don't need them anumore.

This bed has become my chapel of stone.
A garden of darkness to where I'm thrown.
So take my life, I don't need it anymore.

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Nirvana-Heart Shaped Box

She eyes me like a pisces when I am weak
I've been locked inside your Heart-Shaped box for a week
I've been drawn into your magnet tar-pit trap
I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn back
Hey! Wait! I've got a new complaint, Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey! Wait! I've got a new complaint, Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey! Wait! I've got a new complaint, Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Your advice
Meat-eating orchids forgive no one just yet
Cut myself on angel's hair and baby's breath
Broken hymen of your highness I'm left black
Throw down your umbilical noose so I can climb right back
Hey! Wait! I've got a new complaint, Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey! Wait! I've got a new complaint, Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey! Wait! I've got a new complaint, Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Your advice
She eyes me like a pisces when I am weak
I've been locked inside your Heart-Shaped box for weeks
I've been drawn into your magnet tar-pit trap
I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn back
Hey! Wait! I've got a new complaint, Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey! Wait! I've got a new complaint, Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey! Wait! I've got a new complaint, Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Your advice (x3)

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Blink182-I Miss You

Hello there
The angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim
Of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally If we want
Where you can always find me
And we'll have halloween on christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends
I miss you (I miss you)
Where are you? And I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep
I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This 6 string's darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
The webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home
And stop this pain tonight? Stop this pain tonight
Don't waste your time on me
You're already the voice inside my head (I miss you)
You're already the voice inside my head (I miss you)

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