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<font size=3> "Trebalo bi ubijati prošlost sa svakim danom sto se ugasi. Izbrisati je, da ne boli. Lakše bi se podnosio dan što traje, ne bi se mjerio onim sto više ne postoji. Ovako se mješaju utvare i život, pa nema ni čistog sjećanja ni čistog života.






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moje ja....


Nestala djevojčica...prevarena curica....izbrisanih snova...porušenih vrijednosti....
skriveno dijete....prerano odrasla....djevojka mašte i laži....nestvarna žena....
s dodirima školarke...porculanska lutka kada treba mrziti...vila kada treba voljeti....
buntovnica s razlogom....izgubljeni alien...ljubavnica sa dušom....
borac sa manama...malena sjena osobe od prije...a velika preobrazba žrtve u ratnicu ....





Fallen angel ripped and bruised
Think on better days
Life is rude, treats you bad
Tears your wings away
Raise your eyes to star and sky
Believe in fly aways
Take your dreams, your broken schemes
And sweep the past away


Fly lonely angel
High above these streets of fire
Fly lonely angel
Far away from mad desire



Hollywood ain't paved with gold
It's just a trick of light
Sunset falls on stars of old
And blinds you with its light
A spider's web of tangled lives
Lays stretched across the hills
From distances it's glistening
Like El Dorado's halls



Fly lonely angel
High above these streets of fire
Fly lonely angel
Leave behind the mad desire



The dream was light
And fragrant nights
But how were you to know
The streets are hard
They're mean and scarred
Where only fools find gold


Fly lonely angel
High above these streets of fire
Fly lonely angel
Leave behind the mad desire



Fly lonely angel
Spread your wings another way
Fly lonely angel
Find a better way
A better day



Ovo su riječi pisane tugom,srećom,ljubavi i mržnjom...uspomene vrijedne spomena i one manje vrijedne...sjećanja koja razaraju...i ona koja me tjeraju dalje...
maleni dijelići raja sačuvani u mojoj glavi..stvarnost tako surova i istovremeno tako očaravajuća...zaigrane ruke ispod haljine...snažne ruke koje me povlače k sebi...
poljubci u sjeni drveća...odsjaji mora na njegovom licu..
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A U MOJOJ GLAVI PRAŠI ROCK N'ROLL(GRUNGE NA 1.MISTU) UGLAVNOM ..IAKO I METAL ZNA ZATRESTI...:

NiRvAnA
Soundgarden
Alice in chains
Smashing pumpkins
Temple of the dog
Foo fighters
LeD Zeppelin
Deep Purple
Aerosmith
Creedence
Dire Straits
Whitesnake
White Stripes

System of a down
Mettalica
Lake of tears
Sonata Arctica
Edguy
Therion u zadnje vrime...


to je ono najjuže....





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..Hey hey hey
She's a rock 'n' roll junkie
That's how she gets her kicks
The way she licks her lips
It's how she gets her fix
Another midnight monkey
How'd she get those kicks
Just a rock 'n' roll junkie..



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Spelujem ti ispriku
Dobio sam zabranu
šaputanja i mrmljanja
opomenu izbora.

Nakon dugih šutanja
povučen sasvim duboko
ne pamtim razlog durenju...

Zalijepljen za kuteve
rasklimane stolice
zaustavljen u traženju...

Spelujem ti ispriku
za svaku malu laž...

Nepokretnih koraka
stojim ti nad posteljom.
Prizivam da ostaneš!
Prizivam da ostaneš!

Spelujem ti ispriku
za svaku malu laž!

Svojih ruku pravim omču
da se objesim za tebe,
objesim za tebe!

Za riječi crtam usne,
za glas ti pišem uši.
Da li dišeš dok te ljubim?!
Da li znaš da te gušim?!

Nepokretnih koraka
stojim ti nad posteljom.
Prizivam da ostaneš...

Prizivam da ostaneš
pod svom težinom tračeva
na putu svojih predaka
ispod lica skrivena,
gdje zauvijek ja
spelujem ti ispriku
za svaku novu laž!

(2x)
Svojih ruku pravim omču
da se objesim za tebe,
objesim za tebe!

Za riječi crtam usne,
za glas ti pišem uši.
Da li dišeš dok te ljubim?!
Da li znaš da te gušim?!

(Solo)

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za svaku novu laž!

Svojih ruku pravim omču
da se objesim za tebe,
objesim za tebe!

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za glas ti pišem uši.
Da li dišeš dok te ljubim?!
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Pink Floyd - Wish You Were Here

So, so you think you can tell
Heaven from Hell
Blue skys from pain
Can you tell a green field
From a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?

And did they get you to trade
Your heros for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange
A walk on part in the war
For a lead role in a cage?

How I wish, how I wish you were here
We're just two lost souls
Swimming in a fish bowl
Year after year
Running over the same old ground
What have we found?
The same old fears
Wish you were here

Dire Straits - Sultans Of Swing

You get a shiver in the dark
It's raining in the park but meantime
South of the river you stop and you hold everything
A band is blowin' Dixie double four time
You feel alright when you hear that music ring

And now you step inside but you don't see too many faces
Comin' in out of the rain you hear the jazz go down
Competition in other places
Oh but the horns they blowin' that sound
Way on down south, way on down south London town

You check out Guitar George, he knows all chords
Mind he's strictly rhythm he doesn't wanna make it cry or sing
Yes and an old guitar is all he can afford
When he gets up under the lights to play his thing

And Harry doesn't mind if he doesn't make the scene
He's got a daytime job, he's doin' alright
He can play the honky tonk like anything
Savin' it up for Friday night
With the Sultans... with the Sultans of Swing

And a crowd o' young boys they're foolin' around in the corner
Drunk and dressed in their best brown baggies and their platform soles
They don't give a damn 'bout any trumpet playin' band
It ain't what they call rock and roll
And the Sultans... Yeah the Sultans they play Creole... Creole

And then the man he steps right up to the microphone
And says at last just as the time bell rings
'Goodnight, now it's time to go home'
And he makes it fast with one more thing
'We are the Sultans... We are the Sultans of Swing'













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ZA MOJU VRKU I MOJ BIVŠI RAZRED....UVIK STE TU...U MOJIM MISLIMA..........!!!!!!!!









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A TEBE ĆU MRZITI ZAUVIK...





I'm bleeding in ways of the fire burned
I'm crying in ways of the nightbird
No more is there one to lay by my side
I'm straying in nightmares all the time

A little something I know
A little somewhere I go reminds me of you

To blossom blue is to blossom without you

I'm breaking but I cannot bear you
I'm staring but I cannot see you
For no more is there one to lay by my side
I'm weeping no more then this second time

A little something I knov
A little somewhere I go
Where the sweet waters flow reminds me of you

A little something I know
A little somewhere I go
Where the sweet waters flow
Where the mistletoes

Moja malenkost...
Ja sam jedna patetična frikuša
koja voli rock n'roll,pa i metal,
nepromišljena sam,tvrdoglava,
preosjetljiva,
glasna,
temperamentna,
nestrpljiva i posve
jednostavna
Volim rafaela,cigarete,noć,
obožavam brzinu,
volim se ljubiti a po potrebi i
nešto više
sviđaju mi se visoki,jako visoki
dečki s ubojitim pogledom i
smislom za humor,ne volim
ograničene,dosadne i
primitivne ljude koji govore o nečemu
a da to nisu
nikad ni proživili.Takve ne poštujem.
Mrzim juhe,
drogu, dan, zimu,i sve što je hladno...
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*ne virujem u nikog,samo u sebe
*virujem u ljubav na drugi pogled
*volim osjećaj sigurnosti
*volim MARIJANU,VRKU I NINU
*obožavam JAKOVA
*volim kad mi voda klizi niz tijelo
*volim Nietzscheove izreke
*vječni uzor mi je Kurt Cobain
*i prije svih volim svog malog brata i sekicu
*volim i popiti
*ne podnosim prigovaranja i prodike
*ne podnosim organiziranost i uštogljenost
*volim svoj kreativni nered
*obožavam plesati
*mrzim gada
*VOLILA SAM VJEČNOG PUTNIKA
*mrzim sebičnost
*mrzim kad ljudi žele da sam odrasla
*VOLIM BITI DIJETE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*I NE ŽELIM ODRAST!
*palim se na Johnniya Deppa i Chada Michaela Murraya
*volim svoju predugu kosu i noge
*idu mi na živce moje sise
*ovisna sam o bonovima
*volim se smijati jako glasno....
*bojim se visine i ljubavi...
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Never made it as a wise man
I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealing
Tired of living like a blind man
I'm sick of sight without a sense of feeling

And this is how you remind me
This is how you remind me of what I really am
This is how you remind me of what I really am

It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breaking
And I've been wrong, I've been down
Into the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head
Scream ,"Are we having fun yet?"
yeah, yeah, yeah, no no
yeah, yeah, yeah, no no

it's not like you didn't know that
I said I love you and I swear I still do
And it must have been so bad
Cause living with me must have damn near killed you
and this is how you remind me of what I really am
this is how you remind me of what I really am

It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breaking
And I've been wrong, I've been down
Into the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head
Scream ,"Are we having fun yet?"

yeah, yeah, yeah, no no(x3)

Never made it as a wise man
I couldnt cut it as a poor man stealin'
and this is how you remind me
this is how you remind me

this is how you remind me of what I really am
this is how you remind me of what I really am

It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breaking
And I've been wrong, I've been down
Into the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head
Scream ,"Are we having fun yet?"
yeah, yeah, are we havin fun yet?
yeah, yeah, are we havin fun yet?




MISLIM DA JE NAPOKON VRIME DA ANĐELA GRUNGA STAVIM NA NJEGOV TRON!!!!
MOJ VJEČNI UZOR......




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P.S.NIKI NADAM SE DA IMA DOVOLJNO SLIKAsmijeh!!!!!!!!!!!!!





I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye as she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart

This love has taken its toll on me
She said goodbye too many times before
Her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice, cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again

This love has taken its toll on me
She said goodbye too many times before
Her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice, cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything's alright
(it's alright, it's alright)
My pressure on your hips
Sinking my fingertips
Every inch of you
Cause I know that's what you want me to do

This love has taken its toll on me
She said goodbye too many times before
Her heart is breaking in front of me
And I have no choice, cause I won't say goodbye anymore

This love has taken its toll on me
She said goodbye too many times before
My heart is breaking in front of me
And she said goodbye too many times before

This love has taken its toll on me
She said goodbye too many times before
Her heart is breaking in front of me
But I have no choice, cause I won't say goodbye anymore...


Adam Levine e James Valentine
Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

Tap on my window, knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window, knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

I don't mind spending every day
Out on your corner in the pouring rain, oh
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain

Please don't try so hard to say goodbye...
























srijeda, 28.03.2007.

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- 12:18 - K (2) ~ Print ~ ~ Da/Ne


Ošišala sam se...!Meni se sviđa,a za druge mi se jebe...ČISTO....!Prejebeno je....!Drugačije...uglavnom...promjena...napokon...Tako sam sritna...tako je lipo kad cilo tvoje biće vrišti od sriće i želi to svima reći....kad stojiš negdi u kutu i sve promatraš sa tim blesavim smiješkom na ustima....a niko nezna ZAŠTO je tu...to je samo tvoja mala slatka tajna...i ne možeš ga maknuti...a naposljetku zašto i bi...?Tako je lipo kad znaš da imaš nekog kraj sebe kome je stalo do tebe jednako koliko tebi do njega....očaravajuće......

LJEPOTICA I ANĐEO....

Mislili su da je daljina problem...
brinuli za druge i što reći će...
Ljubav je postala teret golem...
Mislili sumnje nestat će...
Da su bar znali...
voljeli bi se još...
Da im bar sreću nisu krali...
bacila je u vatru broš...
Jer anđeo joj nebi slomio srce...
nebi kucala na nebeska vrata...
Odlazila je u šumske dvorce...
lica prepuna blata...
A on ju je tražio...
u sumraku magle...
Žeđ je njom utažio...
sa neba su padale vatrene kugle...
To je ona bacala svu svoju bol i tugu...
on se branio vapajima...
a bogovi im nisu mogli skratiti muku...
htjeli su ih proglasiti svojima...
Oduzeti im ono malo ponosa...
al' oni su se borili...
šuma se budila,ubijala ih otrovna rosa...
i novi život u smrti su stvorili...
Nebo ih nije dobilo...
ljubav im živote oduzela...
srce ih vlastito ubilo...
ludost im tijela posve obuzela...
SPOJILI SU SE....SAD SU JEDNO...
U SMRTI,U VJEČNOSTI...

- 11:04 - K (11) ~ Print ~ ~ Da/Ne


utorak, 27.03.2007.

LOOK WHO'S ALONE NOW...? IT'S NOT ME, IT'S NOT ME!!!

(onaj za koga je, pronači će se...)

- 11:06 - K (2) ~ Print ~ ~ Da/Ne


subota, 17.03.2007.

ETO...samo malo novih slikica jer ipak je KURT MOJ PRVI IZBOR I PRVA LJUBAV ŠTO SE TIČE GLAZBE....KRALJU GRUNGA I POSLJEDNJEM PALOM ANĐELU ROCKA....!WITH THE LIGHTS OUT IT'S LESS DANGEROUS...I ima pravo

- 02:17 - K (7) ~ Print ~ ~ Da/Ne


petak, 16.03.2007.

AH...TA SUZA...

Neznam više što da radim...što da mislim..kako da ova stvarnost napokon počme imat smisla..bar nekakvog...Uopće ne znam kako da se nosim s nekim stvarima...Danas sam se sa svojim frendicama osjećala kao najjadnije biće na ovom svitu...kao najusamljenija čudakinja..a ne znam zašto..sve su one na svoj način prekrasne osobe koje također imaju svoje probleme,dvojbe i strahove slične mojima...a ja se osjećam tako ružno..kao da će se nešto dogoditi a je ne znam što..i plače mi se a suze jednostavno ne mogu poteći..To su dva osjećaja koja ne podnosim a najčešće su kod mene..Bojim se a ne znam čega...možda sriće..jeli to normalno...?Ja sam jedna tako komplicirana osoba...čak i za samu sebe..I kad nebi tila opet virujem u pozitivno...opet je u meni neki trčak nade kad stvari krenu naopako...i nakon svih razočarenja i boli ja opet NENORMALNO VIRUJEM DA JE LJUBAV MOGUĆA,DA DOBRI LJUDI POSTOJE,DA JE SVJETLO TU NEGDI I ČEKA SVAKOG OD NAS...Jeli to u redu?Jeli se u redu bojat?Ili uvik moram biti snažna kao što sam prije mislila...?Ponekad bi se samo tila sklupčat kod nekog...i pustiti druge da se brinu za mene...A nekad poludim kad se ljudi uvik brinu za mene...I pitam se...još uvik se pitam oće li nestati ovog straha..oću li ipak uspit zaboravit nepodnošljivu bol koja mi je uništila srce i sav unutrašnji svit...potajno sa nadam da, da..Oću li ikad opet biti ona normalna i neopterećena osoba....?Oće li oni ljudi koji su jednom prije bili u mom životu,prošli i opekli me-oće li ikad doći i reći-OPROSTI-,oće li ikad opet tako nekog navesti da ih zavoli i voli pa im jednostavno sve slomit...?A iskreno vaša isprika mi i možda nebi toliko značila...jer postoje stvari za koje je čovjek kriv čak iako se ispriča jer su njezini raZmjeri toliko veliki da pred njima izblijede sve ljudske isprike...A meni je dovoljno samo da znam da ste vas par tu..da vam je stalo...da me nećete ostAviti samu iako ste neki daleko...za nekog sam isto tako mislila da će vječno biti tu,ali i on je prošao...i opekao me...Znam da je i vama svima teško s menom...ali neki su rekli da će me uvik voliti i biti tu,ali ipak nisu...ostavili su me ranjenu...ranjenu za sve...Nemojte molim vas da opet vidim sjene,i zurim u prazno,zurim u noć..Molim vas neka ovo bude zadnja suza koju će moje oko više ikad proliti...neka ovo bude zadnja suza u kojoj je sakupljena sva moja tuga,bol,porazi i padovi,razočaranja i lažna obećanja...pustite više sva moja sjećanja i uspomene da odu i ne vraćaju se...više nikad...jer nije im tu misto...neka idu u prošlost otkud su i došla...jer kako je da je ipak sam uspila prebolit...i puno sam sritnija(iako me ovako na momente,zapravo sve rijeđe i rijeđe uhvati depra smijeh)...

- 01:46 - K (4) ~ Print ~ AH...TA SUZA... ~ Da/Ne


četvrtak, 15.03.2007.

MESS UP...TOTTALY...(SKUŽAJTE AKO ŠTO KRIVO PIŠE,KASNA JE URA...)

Boli me glava...nenormalno...ne mogu ovo više izdržati...tako sam nesređena i opterećena ovih dana...zbrkana i nemirna...možda je to zbog škole...možda zbog mojih nekih strahova...a možda jer Jakov nije tu sve do subote...i jer moram gledat ovaj Biograd bez njega...imam osjećaj k'o da je poša na godinu dana...i ocjene me jebu...al ajde bar sam povijest dobila 4...ne znam...tako sam umorna od svega...znam da to nebi smila govorit,ali što ću...umorna sam JEBEMU MATER!!!!I svi su u takvoj kurčini zadnjih dana i samo se svađaju...i uvik blebleću o istim stvarima i tupe uvik ista sranja... i ne znam više k'o mi sere a k'o govori istinu..namcor.i fali mi JAKOV...no!Ali,bar znam da i ja njemu falim...i jedva čekam da se vrati...a jadan i sad radi...noI BOLI ME GLAVA!!!!!puknucuI tako me živcira prinčipesa...vidim joj u očima kako sere po meni...i kako se naslađuje kad nešto pogriješim...MRZIM TAKVE LJUDE...ZLE I POKVARENE...NJIH BI MAKLA SA OVE PLANETE...NEK UŽIVAJU SVI ZAJEDNO U SVOJOJ SEBIČNOSTI I ZLOBI...AAAA....ŽILICE di si ti...jesmo rekle oko ponoć....a tebe nema...btw.sanjala sam neke gluposti i sitila se gluposti...i neznam di sam ni što radim više...MA KO JEBE SVE VAS KUČKE KOJE NEMATE SVOJ ŽIVOT,PA SE ZATO PETLJATE U MOJ!K.O. V.A.S. J.E.B.E.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!mad...Fali mi moja Marijanica...to je čudo jedno kako ta cura i ja imamo iste probleme,kako nam se uvik iste stvari događaju,iste nas stvari rastuže...ali što je najvažnije iste nas stvari I vesele...i to je takva vrsta ljubavi kad jednostavno ne tribaš ništa govoriti,kad se jedna osjeća loše,druga bez riječi zna što triba učiniti...i znamo kad se povuči...i volim je...jedva čekam NAŠE LITO,JER AKO NIŠTA DRUGO BAR SU LITA NAŠA,KAKVA GOD BILA...VOLIM TE....cerekP.S.ZA 5RU...OSTAVILA SAM TI KOMENTAR NA TEINOM BLOGU.......I NE MOGU VIROVAT DA ONO MISLIŠ,AL U REDU...I NISI SE TI MAKLA OD MENE,NEGO JA OD TEBE,BAR SAM JA TAKO TO SKUŽILA...I PRESTANI ME PRIKAZIVATI KAO NEKU PROPALICU I DELIKVENTICU...JER BAR ME TOLIKO ZNAŠ DA ZNAŠ DA TO NIJE ISTINA...

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subota, 10.03.2007.

I pitale su me sjene kad sam došla
u to ždrijelo laži...
dali znam,i jesam li ga našla...?
mrziš li me,kaži...?
Jesam li sve ono što tražiš
ono što si izgubio...
i što nikad nećeš naći...?
Trujem li te svojim usnama...
uzimam li ti snagu...
i vučem te svojim bajkama...
voliš li svoju dragu...?
Po prvi puta
pitam se...
nisam predobra za tebe...?
I mučim se...
Smetam li svemu onome što jesi...
ljubiš li ono što sam prevarena ja...
Trebam li svemu onome što nisi...
diraš li ono što me od drugih odvaja...?
Stvaraš mi raj
raj u istini...?
Razaraš mi pakao
pakao u sudbini...
pakao u prošlosti...?

Nadam se da nije predepresivna...mislila sam ić vani(iliti pobići)ali ipak nisam...pjesma je inspirirana nečim lipim što mi se događa iako tako ne zvučismijeh...al pokušala sam dočarati strah,dvojbe,pa i nesigurnost...Ljubav je ono što nas čini herojima,ali i gubitnicima,patnicima...ali vridi se boriti...bar ja virujem u to...ili je to samo bijedna nada moje svijesti i razuma...Meni triba više osoba kao što je Vrka,ali nebi ih tila imat jer onda ona više nebi posjedovala tu nesebičnu i čistu vrijednost zbog koje je tako prokleto i jebeno jedinstvena i posebna...i neka oproste svi ljudi koje sam ikad povridila...ja to nisam tila...nikako...jer znam kako je ružno i kako te boli kad te povride tako da poželiš vrištati od boli,a posebno kad ti to učine voljeni...noć svima...

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petak, 02.03.2007.

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Život mi se napokon posložia,da se čak bojim to napisati jer svaki put kad to kažem ponovo se poremeti neka uspostavljena ravnoteža...Kad sam sritna teže je pisati,jer sriću ne možeš opisat...nju jednostavno osjećaš svim svojim bićem...ispuni te...i osjećaš se kao proljetno sunce...ispočetka blijedo,treperavo i prestrašeno...a onda zasja tako jako da ti dođe sve do duše,do najskrivenijeg dijela tebe...onog dijela koje nisi mislila nikom pokazat...ali te sunce prevarilo...i izmamilo iz tebe svo ono najbolje...sritna si i želiš to svima reći,želiš da čitav svit to čuje...al istina je nažalost bolna...ljudi su zavidni i zli...i namjerno ti pokušavaju uništit sve...ALI NE DOPUSTI IM...Nema lipše stvari kad zlicama dokažeš kako te ne diraju njihova isfrustrirana lica i životi...A opet kad sam loše i kad sam tužna tako je lako pisati...talo je lako i olakšavajuće sve te ružne osjećaje izbacit iz sebe i čak ih možeš opisati jer možda i više djeluju na tebe od sreće,više te obilježe i duže su tu...eto...jednostavno sam sritna i samo želim da me svi puste na miru...da napokon uživam...i nađem mir koji mi neće biti dosadan...

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