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Opis bloga

...Looking in my own reflection...You've woken up the demon in me...

Why then is God still protecting me even when I don't deserve it?!
Why am I meant to face this alone asking the question and again praying to God...Won't keep me alive...


Have you ever been alone at night...Thought you heard footsteps behind...Turned...And no one was there?!

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Fifi
Delac
Cohan
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Ines
Sasa
Masa
Ivana
Sandra
Domenika
Haba
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Rudlava
Pajic(stariji)
Pajic(mladi)
Matea
Iva
Sara
Moja zagorka
Katz
Anchie
Matea
Lizo
Tear of blood
Lucija
Anel with gun
Lamb of god
Matta
Petra
Mrkan
Some kind of stranger
One day maybe
Dark sword dancer
Moj braco
Dani
Me as well
Vampires will never hurt you
Dotlicka
Sk8er boy
Lost in time and space
Dark empire
Dead ballerina





THE BLACK BUTTERFLY

Don't be quiet...Say something...

Ja zelim ne samo da budem voljena nego da mi se to i kaze...Svijet sutnje dovoljno je prostran sa one strane groba...

Kada pripadam tebi tada konacno pripadam i samome sebi...
Michelangello Buonarotti

Ljubav ne gleda ocima vec dusom...Zato je i krilati Amor na slikama slijep...
Shakespear

Muskarac je ljubomoran ako voli...Zena nemora voljeti da bi bila ljubomorna...
Kant

Tesko je kada si nitko i nista onome tko je tebi apsolutno sve...
Duke

Jezik je mudraca u srcu...Srce je glupana na jeziku...
Selgunov

Nikada nisam bio siromasan...Bio sam bez novaca...Biti bez novaca je prolazno stanje...Biti siromasan je stanje duha...
Mike Todo

Oni koji nikada ne mjenjaju svoje misljenje vole sebe vise nego istinu...
Joseph Joubert

Kada su svi protiv vas to znaci da ste apsolutno u krivu ili apsolutno u pravu...
Albert Guindu

Tko zeli nauciti naci ce nacin...Tko ne zeli naci ce izliku...
Pablo Picasso

Nista na svijetu ne cini se tako sretnim kao sanarenje...
Auguste Rodin

Ako tvoja sreca zavisi od postupaka drugih osoba onda zaista ne mozes biti sretna osoba...
Richard Bach

Drzi srecu kao pticu...Sto njeznije i lakse...Bude li se osjecala slobodnom ostat ce ti u ruci...
Fridrich Hebbel

Zivjeti za druge nije samo zakon duznosti vec i zakon srece...
Auguste Comte

Pametni ljudi dopustaju svojom djeci da ponekad i pogrijese i uoce svoju pogresku...
Mahatma Gandhi

Zivite dan po dan i obavljajte posao po posao...Zatim produzite
prema onome sto dolazi poslije...To ima smisla...Ne pokusavajte
zivjeti u proslosti...Sadasnjosti i buducnosti sve u isti cas...Uspjesan
je covjek koji se naucio zivjeti samo u sadasnjosti...Ali se uvijek
krece prema onome sto dolazi poslije...
Norman Peale

Vi imate u sebi istu snagu da zracite ljubav i svjetlo...Trebali biste
sjajiti poput zvijezde...Od trenutka kad se probudite ujutro pa do
trenutka kad idete spavati...


Budite kao baklja na nebu...Zraceci ljubav i svjetlost...
Zamislite tisucu takvih baklji na nebu...Poput sjajnih zvijezda u
dalekim galaksijama koje mozete vidjeti za vedre noci...



GODSMACK
...SPIRAL...

Sometimes we only live for the here and now.
Sometimes we're lonely.
Sometimes we feel we need a place to be grounded,
Or fly away again
I will fly away again.
I feel rain pouring down. I wait to rot away,
Live again, here forever, the spiral never ends.
Why are we feeling something's familiar around us?
Are we just dreaming?
Always we search for the answers but nothing is found.
We fly away again.
I will fly away again.


GODSMACK
...I STAND ALONE...

I've told you this once before, can't control me
If you try to take me down you're gonna break
I feel you're every nothing that you're doing for me
I'm thinking you outta make your own way
I stand alone inside
I stand alone
You're always hiding behind your so-called goddess
So what? You don't think that we can see your face?
Ressurected back before the final falling
I'll never rest until I can make my own way
I'm not afraid of fading
I stand alone
Feeling your sting down inside me
I'm not dying for it
I stand alone
Everything that I believe is fading
I stand alone inside
I stand alone
And now it's my time, (now it's my time)
It's my time to dream, (my time to dream)
Dream of the skies (dream of the skies)
Make me believe that this place isn't plagued by the poison in me
And help me decide if my fire will burn out before you can breathe
Breathe into me
I stand alone inside
I stand alone
Feeling your sting down inside me
I'm not dying for it
I stand alone
Everything that I believe is fading
I stand alone inside
I stand alone inside
I stand alone inside
I stand alone inside


GODSMACK
...REALIGN...

Decisions made from desperation, no way to go
Internal insctincts craving isolation for me to grow
My fears come alive in this place where I once died
Demons dreaming, knowing I-I just needed to re-align
Fell in a river of illusion and apathy
Drowning in a self-induced confusion, I'd rather be
My fears come alive in this place where I once died
Demons dreaming, knowing I-I just needed to re-align
My fears come alive in this place where I once died
Demons dreaming, knowing I-I just needed to re-align
My fears come alive in this place where I once died
Demons dreaming, knowing I-I just needed to re-align
My fears come alive in this place where I once died
Demons dreaming, knowing I-I just needed to re-align

DISTURBED
...DOWN WITH THE SICKNESS...

Drowning deep in my sea of loathing
Broken your servant I kneel
Will you give in to me?
It seems what's left of my human side
Is slowly changing in me
Will you give in to me?
Looking at my own reflection
When suddenly it changes
Violently it changes
Oh no there is no turning back now
You've woken up the demon in me
Get up,come on get down with the sickness
Get up,come on get down with the sickness
Get up,come on get down with the sickness
Open up your hate, and let it flow into me
Get up,come on get down with the sickness
You mother get up,come on get down with the sickness
You fucker get up,come on get down with the sickness
Madness is the gift,that has been given to me
I can see inside you,the sickness is rising
Don't try to deny what you feel
Will you give in to me?
It seems that all that was good has died
And is decaying in me
Will you give in to me?
It seems you're having some trouble
In dealing with these changes
Living with these changes
Oh no the world is a scary place
Now that you've woken up the demon in me
Get up,come on get down with the sickness
Get up,come on get down with the sickness
Get up,come on get down with the sickness
Open up your hate,and let it flow into me
Get up,come on get down with the sickness
You mother get up,come on get down with the sickness
You fucker get up,come on get down with the sickness
Madness is the gift,that has been given to me
And when I dream
And when I dream
And when I dream
And when I dream
No mommy,don't do it again
Don't do it again
I'll be a good boy
I'll be a good boy,I promise
No mommy don't hit me
Why did you have to hit me like that,mommy
Don't do it,you're hurting me
Why did you have to be such a bitch
Why don't you
Why don't you fuck off and die
Why can't you just fuck off and die
Why can't you just leave here and die
Never stick your hand in my face again bitch
FUCK YOU
I don't need this shit
You stupid sadistic abusive fucking whore
How would you have to see how it feels mommy
Here it comes, get ready to die
Get up,come on get down with the sickness
Get up,come on get down with the sickness
Get up,come on get down with the sickness
Open up your hate,and let it flow into me
Get up,come on get down with the sickness
You mother get up,come on get down with the sickness
You fucker get up,come on get down with the sickness
Madness has now come over me

KORN
...FREAK ON A LEASH...

Something takes a part of me
Something lost and never seen
Everytime I start to believe
Something's raped and taken from me...From me.
Life's got to always be messing with me (You wanna feel alive)
Can't they chill and let me be free? (So do I)
Can't I take away all this pain (You wanna feel alive)
I try to every night,all in vain...In vain
Sometimes I cannot take this place
Sometimes it's my life I can't taste
Sometimes I cannot feel my face
You'll never see me fall from grace
Something takes a part of me
You and I were meant to be
A cheap fuck for me to lay
Something takes a part of me
Feeling like a freak on a leash (You wanna feel alive)
Feeling like I have no release (So do I)
How many times have I felt diseased? (You wanna feel alive)
Nothing in my life is free...Is free
Boom na da mmm dum na ema
Da boom na da mmm dum na ema
GO!
So...Fight! something on the...Dum na ema
Fight...Some things they fight
So...Something on the...Dum na ema
Fight...Some things they fight
Fight...Something of the...Dum na ema
No...Some things they fight
Fight...Something of the...Dum na ema
Fight...Some things they fight
Part of me...
Oh...

KORN
...FALLING AWAY FROM ME...

Hey,I'm feeling tired
My time,is gone today
You flew with suicide
Sometimes,that's ok
Hear what others say
I'm here,standing hollow
Falling away from me
Falling away from me
Day,is here fading
That's when,I would say
I flew with suicide
Sometimes kill the pain
I can always say
'It's gonna be better tomorrow'
Falling away from me
Falling away from me
Beating me down
Beating me,beating me
Down,down
Into the ground
Screaming so sad
Beating me,beating me
Down,down
Into the ground
(Falling away from me)
It's spinning round and round
(Falling away from me)
It's lost and can't be found
(Falling away from me)
It's spinning round and round
(Falling away from me)
So down
Beating me down
Beating me,beating me
Down,down
Into the ground
Screaming so sad
Beating me,beating me
Down,down
Into the ground
Pressing me,they won't go away
So I pray,go away
It's falling away from me
Beating me down
Beating me,beating me
Down,down
Into the ground
Screaming so sad
Beating me,beating me
Down,down
Into the ground

KORN
...MAKE ME BAD...

I am watching the rise and fall of my salvation
There's so much shit around me
Such a lack of compassion
I thought it would be fun and games (Would be fun and games)
Instead it's all the same (It's all the same)
I want something to do
Need to feel the sickness in you
I feel the reason as it's leaving me,no,not again
Its quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh made me bad
All I wanna do it look for you
And when I fix,you needed to
Just to get some sort of attention,attention
What does it mean to you?
For me its something I just do
I want something
I need to feel the sickness in you
I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not again
It's quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh made me bad
I feel the reason as it's leaving me,no,not again
It's quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh made me bad
Just made me bad

KORN
...LET'S GET THIS PARTY STARTED...

A man is crying,takes me to a certain place
Which I don't often mind
You see a family walking
Always thinking of being somewhere else in time
So I fall face down in a rut
I can't seem to get out of
Please wake me
Please give me some of me back
The feelings I had
Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you
It doesn't matter
Each time I wake I'm somehow feeling the truth
I can't handle
Let's get this party started
I'm sick of being you
You make me feel insane
We don't give to you
Let's get this party started
You make me feel insane
I want to be the one
To make myself sane
Time is ticking,it makes me feel content
With what I have inside
Constant paranoia surrounds me
Everyone I see is out to get me
So I fall face down in a rut
I can't seem to get out of
Please wake me
Please give me some of me back
The feelings I had
Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you
It doesn't matter
Each time I wake I'm somehow feeling the truth
I can't handle
Let's get this party started
I'm sick of being you
You make me feel insane
We don't give to you
Let's get this party started
You make me feel insane
I want to be the one
To make myself sane
You make me feel insane
You make me feel insane
Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you
It doesn't matter
Each time I wake I'm somehow feeling the truth
I can't handle
Let's get this party started
I'm sick of being you
You make me feel insane
We don't give to you
Let's get this party started
You make me feel insane
I want to be the one
To make myself sane

KORN
...A.D.I.D.A.S...

Only see,somehow it always seems that I'm learnin' or
Something I can never be
It dosen't matter to me,'cause I will always be that pimp I see
In all my fantasies
I don't know your fucking name
So what? Let's FUCK
Screaming to be the only way that I can truly be free
From my fucked up real life
So I dream and stroke it harder,'cause its so fun to see my
Face staring back at my
I don't know your fucking name
So what? Let's fuck
All Day I Dream About sex
All Day I Dream About fuckin'

KORN
...THOUGHTLESS...

Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
Pushing all the mercy down,down, down
I wanna see you try to take a swing at me
Come on,gonna put you on the ground,ground,ground
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
I'm above you,smiling at you,drown,drown,drown
I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me
And I'll pull the trigger
And you're down, down, down
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
All my friends are gone,they died (Gonna take you down)
They all screamed, and cried (Gonna take you down)
I've got my body,got my body back against the wall
I've got my body, got my body back against the wall
Gonna take you down
I've got my body,got my body back against the wall
I've got my body,got my body back against the wall
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming























You must never forget the essence of your spark...All of that which defines you is the essence of your blood!

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Nema rijeci kojima bih opisala sto se jucer sve dogodilo...
Jedna od sigurno najdrazih veceri ikada...
U Mocvari je bilo predobro...Atmosfera je bila super...Za ostalo necu ni pricati...
Moja ekipa?! Dok su svi moji Karlovcani odustali od Oluje ja sam odlucila ipak otic i zabavit se...I nisam pogrijesila...
Na stanici me dockeao frend...Iako smo se tada prvi put sluzbeno upoznali imala sam osjecaj kao da ga znam vec godinama...Jedna tako dobra osoba...Neiskvarena...Osoba za zabavu i smijeh...Slatkica kakve nema nigdje...
Ovim putem mu se zahvaljujem sto je cijelu noc pazio na mene i sto me prihvatio kao svoje drustvo na Oluji!
Slimpy veliku pusu i pozdrav ti saljem! Hvala ti na svemu sinoc!
Moramo to ponoviti...Bilo kada...Bilo gdje!

Sve je pocelo oko pola deset iako je prema programu trebalo poceti u osam...Ali nema veze...U dobrom drustvu vrijeme brzo prolazi!
Deafness by noise (Hardcore-Samobor)
Father (Alternative metal-Rijeka)
Essence (Metal-Split)
Inciter (Trash metal-Zagreb)
Stronghold (Hardcore-Zagreb)
Drama (Doom-Zagreb)

Inciter i Father...Moja ocekivanja su bila ispunjena...Napravili su ludnicu...Njihovi nastupi definitivno najbolji...Kvaliteta...Scenski nastup...Pjesme...
Ostali bendovi su bili i vise od ocekivanoga...
Samo najvjerniji su ostali do kraja u Mocvari...

Oluja je zavrsila oko dva ujutro...Mozda cak i kasnije...Nisam sigurna...
I tako smo se Slimpy i ja uputili prema kolodvoru...Shvatili smo koliko je vani hladno i otisli u Importane...Tamo smo cekali vlak...Skoro cetri sata...I dok je on lijepo spavao naslonjen na moje noge i dok sam se ja tresla kao zadnji narkoman od hladnoce pocela sam razmisljati malo o toj veceri...
Stvarno vrijedi otici na sve te koncerte...Ne bi covijek vjerovao koliko Hrvatska ima kvalitetnih bendova...I dok se drugima sve to cini kao neka glupost...Zasto trositi novce na bend koji je svoju karijeru zapoceo u nekoj rupi...Meni osobno nema veceg zadovoljstva od gledanja upravo tih bendova na pozornici...
Jer covijek se stvarno treba potruditi i zrtvovati da bi uopce dosao do Mocvare i odradio ono u cemu si najbolji...
I dok cu ja i dalje sigurno posjecivati takva dogadanja kao sto sam i do sada radila...Vi ostali nemojte ni u kojem slucaju potrositi novce na takvo nesto...Rade Vi sebi kupite neke gluposti koje Vam nece nikada zatrebati nego da podrzite nase bendove...(Nadam se da se osjetio sarkazam u ovoj recenici...Ako nije ispricavam se sto ste glupi)

Eto...Jos jedan vikend je priveden kraju...
Na najbolji moguci nacin...
Jos jednom hvala Slimpy-u...

Veliki pozdrav od Šojatice!

I have screamed until my veins collapsed...I've waited as my times elapsed...Now all I do is live with so much fate...I've wished for this...I've bitched for that...I've left behind this little fact...You cannot kill what u did not create...I've gotta say what I've gotta say and then I swear I'll go away...I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise...I guess I'll have to save the best for last...My future seems like one big past...











21:27 - Komentari (41)




This place inside my mind...A place I'd like to hide...You don't know the chances...What if I should die?!

Eh...Da dotaknem malo temu koja je ovih dana cesto bila glavna vijest u novinama...

Dvije djevojcice od 14 godine se bacile sa zgrade...Djevojka od 18 godina se bacila u 60 metara duboki ponor radi ne uzvracene ljubavi...Djecak od 12 godina se objesio...

Ja im samo zelim da na nebu zive bolje zivot nego sto su ga imali ovdje na zemlji...

Ironicno je kako u novinama uvijek mozemo procitati da osobe koje su si oduzele zivot nemaju nikakvih problema...Da su u skoli bili odlikasi,uvijek nasmijani,spremni pomoci,sretni...
Ocito da je ta sreca u njihovom zivotu jako kratko trajala...Taj osmijeh previse puta izblijedio i da im je smrt iako mozda glup izbor tada bio jedini spas...Mozda im je to bio izlaz iz stvarnosti ovog okrutnog svijeta...I zapitam se...Tko bi im uopce zamjerio na tome?! Tko ne pozeli ponekada pobjeci na neko mirno mjesto?! Svi to zelimo...Mozda se ne usudimo izgovoriti na glas te rijeci o bijegu na bolji svijet...Ali sigurno ima osoba koje ne samo da to priznaju vec i poduzmu nesto u vezi toga...Ova djeca se nisu bojala smrti vec su joj se nasmijali u lice!

Svi znamo da osoba koja je vani nasmijana,vedra...Mozda cak i odlicna ucenica u skoli...Uvijek optimisticna...Vesela...Ne mora znaciti da uistinu takva i je...Mozda ju doma ceka tisucu problema...Mozda je psihicki vec izgubila smisao zivota...Mozda je fizicki preumorna boriti se...Covijek je izmislio glumu...Zasto se ne posluziti njome?!

Svatko zna lazirati lijep osmijeh...No nitko nikada nece moci prekriti tugu u ocima...I osoba koja Vas najmanje poznaje vidjet ce razliku u njima...Oci su ogledao duse...Ako Vasa dusa pati...I vi patite s njom...

Pricam sa iskustvom...
Znam kako im je...
I sama sam par puta pozeljela otici na to mirno mjesto...Bez briga...Tako idilicno...
Nikada to ne bi napravila...
Potpuno shvacam sto im je prolazilo glavom...Mi smo jos mladi...Trebamo puno toga nauciti...Puno toga dozivjeti...Proci...Iskusiti...Osjetiti...
Losa ocjena u skoli,ne uzvracena ljubav ili los dan nisu razlozi za ubijanje...
Iskreno,nista nije razlog da si oduzmemo zivot...
Mozda su bili psihicki umorni? Glupi? Nisu razmisljali taj dan? Mozda je bila sudbina?
Tko ce to znati...
Iako mi je zao djece,pogotovo malenog od samo 12 godina,ne znam da li je to bila hrabrost ili cisti kukavicluk?!
Mozda ipak ovo drugo...
Treba nakon svih padova u zivotu imati snage ponovno se dici i nastaviti dalje...Tesko je,ali uvijek se nekako snades...
Ja osobno,nakon svega sto sam prosla u zivotu...A nazalost prosla sam previse toga...I dalje sam tu medu Vama...Ponekad pozalim sto sam ziva...Ali imam hrabrosti nasmijati se nevolji i krenuti ispocetka...Uz malo tableta za smirenje i smijeha sve se moze :)

Svi imamo svoje krize...Svi imamo svoje lose dane...I cini se kao da je nemoguce docekati jutro...Ali sve se moze...
Ali osobno mislim da ne treba suditi nikoga...Niti imati predrasude...
Sjecam se kada sam procitala clanak o njima,nasmijala sam se...Nije to bio onaj sarkasticni osmijeh...Bilo mi je zao,ali sam im se na neki nacin divila koliko god to glupo zvucalo...

Divila sam im se sto su prekinuli svu bol i tugu u zivotu...A opet zalila sto joj se nisu suprostavili!
Istina da je sve na svijetu crno-bijelo...I da u svakoj dobroj situaciji mozes pronaci ono lose i obrnuto...

I jos jednom,neka pocivaju u miru jer su to i zasluzili...
Mozda sam se par puta krivo izrazila...Pokusavala sam izreci svoje misljenje..Tko me shvatio zna o cemu pricam...Tko nije onda je sretnik jer ocito mu u zivotu sve polazi od ruke i nikada nije cuo za nesrecu,jer nismo svi rodeni pod sretnom zvijezdom kao nekolicina Vas...I da,nadam se da se osjetio sarkazam u ovoj recenici...

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03:46 - Komentari (32)




The only fucking thing that I learned to belive...I am becoming the monster...You promised to keep him away...Now I feel that is living in me...I am loco...Te falta un poco!

Prvi snijeg...
Koliko god mi bilo hladno na lice,toliko me grijalo oko srca...
Prelijepo je vidjeti grad prekriven bijelim pokrivacem...
Osijecam se kao malo dijete dok mi pahulje zaklanjaju pogled...
Uskoro ce grad pozeljeti nove pahuljice...
I carolija ce zapoceti...

Vracam se u proslost...
Zelim se toplo obuci.Navuci svoje tople rukavice.Zamotati dugacki sal oko vrata...Izaci iz kuce...Igrati se...
Ja sam veliko dijete...U srcu i dusi...

Nisam osoba koja pevise voli blagdansko okruzenje i sve sto ono donosi...
No ovaj put kao da sam osjetila svu tu caroliju...
Ponesena sam tom nestasnom igrom...

Zaljubljena sam...
Poput neiskusne djevojcice svaki put osjetim leptirice kada prode kraj mene...Osjetim toplinu u njegovim ocima...U njegovom zagrljaju...
On je moja potpuna suprotnost...Privukao me svojim osmijehom...

Jedva cekam novi snijeg...
Vec vidim kako se bacam u najvecu hrpu bijelih zvijezdica...
Vidim osmijeh na svome licu...Njegovom...Nasem...
Sretni smo...Ja sam sretna...

Grije me pomisao na njih...Znam da su vani i da uzivaju...I ja sam uz njih...No one to ne znaju...
Opet ne mogu otvoriti bocu vina...
Opet nema upaljac...
Ona uvijek kritizira svoju kosu...
Hladno im je...
Smiju se...I ja se smijem s njima...

Svima saljem veliki pozdrav...I jednu toplu pusu da vas zagrije u ove hladne dane! Vasa Šojatica!


22:20 - Komentari (20)




The more you see the less you know...The less you find out as you go...I knew much more then than I do now...

I dok su svi ostali u kolotecini monotonosti,cetvero njih odlucilo je promijeniti svijet...
If u want to change the world...You got to change yourself first!
To su i ucinile...
Zar je potrebno nesto reci?!
I zar je stvarno bitno o kome se radi?

U zivotu se nisam bolje provodila nego sada...
Mozda zivot tek pocinje kada shvatis koliko si dosada propustio?!
Mozda samo treba promijeniti misljenje i odjednom sve postane zabavno i zanimljivo?!

I dok su svi ostali zateceni u Ziheru postali ograniceni meni je osmijeh na licu potpun...Zadovoljna sam sto je taj dio iza mene...
Mrzite me zbog ovoga koliko god hocete ali dusu si moram olaksati...Ne upucujem ovo svima...Ali tko god hoce slobodno se moze prepoznati u mojim rijecima...
I dok sam ja i dalje vjerna glazbi uz koju sam odrasla shvatila sam da mi se gadi Ziher kao i ljudi koji tamo izlaze...

I dok ce mi neki zamjerati sto sam ovo napisala znajte da se uopce na Vase komentare necu obazirati...Moja sreca je konacno definirana...
I kao sto sam rekla ovo se ne odnosi na sve...Samo pojedince...Ako zelite biti medu njima,slobodno se pronadite u mojim rijecima...







00:14 - Komentari (26)




Under your spell again...Shouldn't let you torture me so sweetly...I can't breathe but I feel...

Svaki dan cujem te glasove...
Opsjedaju me...

Sasvim neocekivano...
Koliko si snage skupljao dok ju nisi udario?
Sad si faca...Zar ne?!
Da jesi...U svojoj glavi...U mojim ocima si mrznja...

Da udebljala se...Kazu da je trudna...Mislim da je u cetvrtom mjesecu...
Mozda i vise...
Nisam sigurna...
Ne...Nisam trudna...Ne...Nije trudna...To je samo plod vase jadne maste...

Cujem da ju roditelji doma zlostavljaju...Ajme jadna...Vjerovatno joj je tesko...
Hej...Ma nije nista...Moji roditelji su najbolji...Nikada nisu dignuli ruku na mene...
To je opet samo vasa masta...Vase rijeci...Vase gluposti...

Ma cula sam bas jucer da je pobacila...Da lezi doma u krevetu...
Hej...Nisam pobacila...Nije pobacila...Nikada nije ni bila trudna!!
To je samo plod vase maste...

A rekla mi je Katarina jucer na kavi da je zenska opet pala godinu...Ajme koja glupaca...Zar opet?! Kaj je toliko glupa da ne moze nauciti nesto?
Ma nije glupa...Curi to jednostavno nije islo...To nije bilo zanimanje za nju...Upisala je nesto bolje...Sada joj je lakse...

Ma da...Rekao mi je Ivan da je otisla kod nekog lika doma...
Ima decka vec pola godine i sad ide kod nekog lika doma...Ma samo su pricali...
Da...Isla je kod jednog decka doma...I da gle cuda...Stvarno su samo pricali...Jer ako niste znali oni su best frendovi!

A rekao je da kurva...Pokusao je...Ali zenska ga je odbila...
Ne...Nije kurva...
To je samo plod vase maste...

I koliko ste puta samo naisle na ovakve razgovore?!
Koliko puta ste se pitali da li su to istine ili lazi?
Mozda je sve izmisljeno...
Ipak je ljudima potrebna zabava u zivotu...
I sve je dobro dok se ne prica o vama...Zar ne?!

Prvo pogledajte sebe..Sredite svoj zivot...
Sminkom prekrijte sve mane na licu...Odjecom svaki nedostatak na tijelu...Postanite savrseni...Kada to ucinite onda imate pravo komentirati svaki dio moga ili necijeg drugog zivota...A do toga nece doci jer savrsenstvo ne postoji...
Ne...Nisam savrsena...Niste ni vi!
Sljedeci put to upamtite kada vam bude dosadno...
Znas ono...Kada pocnete pricati svasta da prekinete dosadu...

Ne vjerujte svima...


18:35 - Komentari (28)




Dancing till the stars go blue...

Proslo je vec 18 godina...
Danasnji datum za mene najljepsi na svijetu...
Moj rodendan...
Ponosna sam sto sam unatoc svemu i dalje ostala ona Sanja...
Ponosna sam na sebe...Sto sam postala...Sto cu tek postati...

Ovo je samo za mene...
Sretan mi rodendan...Zasluzila sam ovo!

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21:39 - Komentari (38)




Now I don't know what to do...I don't know what to do...He makes me so sad...He is an myth that I have to belive in!

Ovaj tren...
Tuga...

Sutra...
Sreca...

Tako je uvijek samnom...Mrzim se sto sam sklona mijenjanju raspolozenja...
Cas vesela i nasmijana...Cas mrzovoljna i depresivna...
Zalosna sam jako...Neke sitnice koje mi puno znace me razocaraju...
Subota...Najljepsi dan...Noc koja me toliko usrecila...Zbog koje sam nakon dugo vremena zracila pozitivnom energijom...Noc koja me uljepsala na svoj poseban nacin...
Koliko sretna zbog svega toliko i tuzna...Ne pitajte zasto...
Znate onaj osjecaj kada toliko nesto zelite...Kada bi sve dali za neciju potporu,neciji zagrljaj,poljubac...A opet ne trebate to tako jako kao sto mislite i jednostavno ste mogli i bez toga...
Sretna ali na cudan nacin...
Zaljubila sam se...
Nisam to htjela...

Opet sve ispocetka radim...
Obecala sam si da cu nauciti iz svojih gresaka...Ne ide...
Pretesko je nekako...
Mozda par puta treba da se opametim...Mozda cu kasnije znati kako se nositi sa nekim stvarima...Sve je jedno veliko mozda...

Ne zelim biti depresivna...Cak nemam ni razloga biti ali jesam...
Jer covijek nikada nije potpuno zadovoljan...A najmanje ja...
Uvijek kompliciram...Iako sam zapravo sasvim jednostavna...
Ironicno zar ne?!

To sam samo ja...
Glupost koja zivi u meni vjecno ce prevladavati mojim razumom...

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01:55 - Komentari (79)




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